Fear the day a good heart leaves you. I guess my last words to you are that I hope you are able to recognize how much people care for you one day. You’ll never know I guess how strongly I felt towards you despite how much of myself I gave. It’s truly a shame that we never got to that level. Im going to have to try and be okay with letting you go, but I will say this: I will look for you among the stars, h, I won’t stop looking till I find you again. Thanks for trying though. I’m still rooting for your success.

-May we meet again

close by, 2018.

Inner Circle camping

Feyre and Rhys : *singing A whole new world*

Elain and Azriel : *azriel is playing on the guitar, while Elain sings ‘All in the golden afternoon’ from Alice in Wonderland*

Amren : *some ACDC*

Cassian : Hey Nesta, you should sing something too

Nesta : No

Feyre : C'mon Nesta, just sing what’s in your heart

Nesta : Ugh fine..

Nesta : *clears throat*

Nesta : *sCREAMS IN aGOnY*

the last two years of my life consists of a long, painful and cyclical process of getting rid of toxic people in my life that I used to trust, it’s sad I never was able to see the abusive relationship within, but I’ve definitely got a lot smarter on who to trust and who to look out for

lit covers | Kingdom of Ash

Captured by the Queen of the Fae, Aelin is trapped inside an iron box in a secret location, with seemingly no hope for escape. As she endures months of torture, her friends scatter to different fates. Without Aelin to protect them, soldier Aedion and shapeshifter Lysandra need to defend their homeland at all costs. Also left to forge their own paths in order to change history are Chaol, the witch Manon, and the golden boy Dorian-while Aelin’s mate, the fae male Rowan, searches the world over for his lost love. As Aelin gathers the strength to save herself and fight the ultimate battle of her life, all of their destinies hang in the balance. Some ties will bond even tighter together, others will be severed forever, and mysteries will be revealed in this action-packed, heart wrenching series finale.

october 23rd 2018

sociopaths make you feel guilty for something they did. They make you rethink your sanity and character and are excellent con artists. They are able to repeatedly get to your head in such sly/devious/underhanded ways...it’s crazy. So here’s my message to you. Stop making me feel guilty for something that you did. You brought this on yourself and have always made me feel at fault for everything. This is most certainly not the case. Stop with the feelings because you have none and you cast me away just like you have with everyone else. I’ve picked up these patterns (finally) and put them together. This is not some grandiose thought. Shame on me because I didn’t know it sooner, but this is the second time where I have been manipulated for months. Shame on me.

you are so full of shit and the thing that scares you the most is that you know it’s true

You went on and on about how I don’t care, but when the time came, ultimately, you were the one who didn’t care at all. I’ll take your advice next time and I won’t trust people, because they truly can be cruel, like you

An epic UPDATE of Molly Wetta’s graphic guide to LGBTQ titles in YA literature now up on YALSA’s website. 

The current mood,,

school doesnt even test your intelligence it tests your memory