"There are times when my longing for you overwhelms me [...] so often I can think of you only with teeth clenched."
— Franz Kafka, from Letters to Felice
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for request, may I ask for something with the theme "devotion as violence?"
@achillics, vulnerability
Joan Tierney (x)
Richard Siken, Wishbone
Ada Limón, The Good Fight
José Olivarez, I Wake in a Field of Wolves with the Moon
Lady Gaga, Judas
@bipeds (x)
Tom Lehrer, The Masochism Tango
Yves Olade, When Rome Falls
Florence + The Machine, Kiss With a Fist
Schuyler Peck, Horoscope for the Heartbroken
Venetta Octavia, I Set It in Stone
@heavensghost, Dead Girls Don’t Lie
Richard Siken, Snow and Dirty Rain
Dead Girl Walking, from Heathers: The Musical
Terrence Hayes, American Sonnets for My Past and Future Assassin
Richard Siken, Primer for the Small Weird Loves
Margaret Atwood, We are hard
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You don’t have to believe in the supernatural to recognise that the family is a haunted structure, an Overlook Hotel full of presentiments and uncanny repetitions, something that speaks ahead of us, instead of us…
Mark Fisher, Ghosts of My Life: Writings on Depression, Hauntology and Lost Futures
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— mimi evangeline, excerpt from deus mortis
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Hanif Abdurraqib, In an Interview with Krista Tippett
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[transcript: 1. “god is fucking with my oblivion. if he wants forgiveness, he shouldn’t have given us memory.”
2. “your god comes and he is ordinary and terrible. he confers with the doctors at your kitchen table and tells you to eat….”
3. “our father who art in heaven. our father who art buried in the yard.”
4. “at the trial of god, we will ask: ‘why did you allow all this?’ and the answer will be an echo: ‘why did you allow all this?’”
5. “i don’t believe in god as much as i believe in the interrogation room. i believe in someone placing a loaded gun on a metal table between me and a door. who gets to be god then? will god be the bullet or the table or the door.”
6. “every spy knows this. some say god is where we put our sorrow. god says, which one of you fuckers can get to me first?”/end transcript.]
vi khi nao— fish in exile/leila chatti— portrait of the illness as nightmare/richard siken— snow and dirty rain/ilya kaminsky— a city like a guillotine shivers on its way to the neck/hanif abdurraqib— all the tv shows are about cops/richard siken— war of the foxes
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“this doesn’t compare to the feel of your skin”
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Natalie Díaz, from "American Arithmetic", Postcolonial Love Poem
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Headless John The Baptist Hitchhiking, C.T. Salazar
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selections from my personal fortune cookie fortunes collection
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Jimmy Santiago Baca, from "I Am Offering This Poem" [transcript in ALT]
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Ed Simon, from Who’s There?: Every Story Is a Ghost Story
[Text ID: "loss, betrayal, and trauma is something that must be exorcized from the psyche before healing can take place." Just because we might believe ourselves to be done with ghosts doesn't mean that ghosts are done with us. Phantoms so often function as the allegorical because whether or not specters are real, haunting very much is. We're haunted by the past, we're haunted by trauma, we’re haunted by history.]
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— Fredrik Backman, Anxious people
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Anne Sexton, from A Self-Portrait in Letters
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