What Resembles the Grave but Isn’t
by Anne Boyer
Always falling into a hole, then saying “ok, this is not your grave, get out of this hole,” getting out of the hole which is not the grave, falling into a hole again, saying “ok, this is also not your grave, get out of this hole,” getting out of that hole, falling into another one; sometimes falling into a hole within a hole, or many holes within holes, getting out of them one after the other, then falling again, saying “this is not your grave, get out of the hole”; sometimes being pushed, saying “you can not push me into this hole, it is not my grave,” and getting out defiantly, then falling into a hole again without any pushing; sometimes falling into a set of holes whose structures are predictable, ideological, and long dug, often falling into this set of structural and impersonal holes; sometimes falling into holes with other people, with other people, saying “this is not our mass grave, get out of this hole,” all together getting out of the hole together, hands and legs and arms and human ladders of each other to get out of the hole that is not the mass grave but that will only be gotten out of together; sometimes the willful-falling into a hole which is not the grave because it is easier than not falling into a hole really, but then once in it, realizing it is not the grave, getting out of the hole eventually; sometimes falling into a hole and languishing there for days, weeks, months, years, because while not the grave very difficult, still, to climb out of and you know after this hole there’s just another and another; sometimes surveying the landscape of holes and wishing for a high quality final hole; sometimes thinking of who has fallen into holes which are not graves but might be better if they were; sometimes too ardently contemplating the final hole while trying to avoid the provisional ones; sometimes dutifully falling and getting out, with perfect fortitude, saying “look at the skill and spirit with which I rise from that which resembles the grave but isn’t!”
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Fundraiser masterpost
This is a masterpost for the evacuation fundraisers I've vetted so far, a few other fundraisers I find trustworthy but have not been able to vet (inability to communicate with the organizer), and a few semi-completed fundraisers or fundraisers for a different purpose (like house rebuilding, or aid distribution). The numbers next to the names have no significance beyond ease of navigation for me for when I check their progress in the future. Occasionally I will update these with new info.
VETTED FAMILY ESCAPE FUNDRAISERS
Walaa Abusamra (1). 10 family members. 13k out of 80k €.
Ezzideen Shehab (2). 6 family members. 3.7k out of 32.5k €.
Madleen Abu Jayyab (3). 4 family members. 4k out of 70k USD.
Jehad Shehada (4). 1 individual. 1.7k out of 15k CAD.
Aser Alassar (5). 5 family members. 258k out of 550k SEK. Or 24k out of 51k USD.
My friend Mona Abu Hamda (6). 9 family members. 52k out of 75k USD.
Mohammed Shamia (7). 7 family members. 1.9k out of 35k USD.
Abdullah Al-Saghir (8). 9 family members. 65k out of 100k €.
Randa Abubakr (9). 6 family members. 10.1k out of 14k €.
Fadi Alshrafi (10). 9 family members. 40k out of 85k USD.
Osama Abdelrahman. (11). 9 family members. 27k out of 45k €.
Alhaw family and the Albittar family (12). Between 18 and 12 family members. 1.9k out of 90k €. (EXTREMELY LOW, NEEDS FUNDS)
Verified Fundraiser by Palestine Asdiqa to help a malnourished baby with cerebral palsy. (13) 6.3k out of 31k USD.
Rana Abu Ahmed (14). 6 family members. 63.8k out of 66k CAD. NEARLY COMPLETE.
Mohammed Abu Matar (15). 6 family members. 5k out of 34k CAD.
Moataz Abu Sakran (16). 3 family members. 10.4k out of 20k $.
Ayah Abu Sidu (17). 10 family members. 15.2k out of 50.4k USD.
Said Fadel (18). 7 family members. 19k out of 50k USD.
Tasneem Nabil Musa (19). 7 family members (ALL INJURED, NEED MEDICAL CARE.) 13.2k out of 50k USD
Belal Azmi Msallam (20). 14 family members. 7.1k out of 160k AUD.
Mortaja Family (21). 11 family members. 28k out of 70k €.
Abu Ramadan family (22). 14 family members. 10k out of 148k €.
Mai Rajab (23). 42.3k out of 50k USD (CLOSE TO COMPLETION)
Amal Abu Shammala (24). 4 family members. 33.1k out of 42k €.
Maryam & family (25). 29.5k out of 50k USD.
Haneem Abdelhalim (26). 8 family members. 31k out of 40k USD raised.
Ahmed Masoud (27). 12 family members. 8.3k out of 60k €.
Mohammed Fareed (28). 21.7k out of 60k CAD.
Lena Nofal (29). 32.7k out of 35k € (NEARLY COMPLETE)
Rasheda Alfaiomy (30). 6+ family members. 22.3k out of 65k USD.
Ula El Hindi (31). 1+ individuals. 8.2k out of 15k €.
Muhammad Safi (32). 5+ family members. 4k out of 30k BP.
Yazan Khalaf (33). 18 family members. 12.4k out of 40k USD.
Afaf Masoud (34). 5+ family members. 55.1k out of 75k €.
Motasem Khayal (35). 5 family members. 442 out of 43k € (26.5k needed for escape.)
Youseff Abu Saeed (36). 3 family members (1 is already out for treatment). 154k out of 200k USD.
Abdulaziz & Abdullah, escape & surgery (37). 2+ family members (1 has already been treated, 1 NEEDS TREATMENT). 95k out of 150k BP.
Nadine Abdullatif (38). 8 family members. 103k out of 130k AUD.
Sami Salhab (39). 6 family members (5 already evacuated). 13.1k out of 26k €.
Jehad Al Ghandour (40). 5 family members (1 already evacuated). 30.6k out of 100k USD.
MORE VETTED FAMILY ESCAPE FUNDRAISERS (tumblr has a character-per-block limit, there's no difference between the following fundraisers and the previous ones).
Mahmoud Algharabli (41). 16 family members (4 already evacuated). 48k out of 57.6k USD.
Dr. Marah & family (42). 2+ family members. 5.1k out of 40k USD.
Khaled Alshabrawi (43). 5 family members. 1.4k out of 35k € (25k needed for escape, but will begin with 10k for stable housing).
Muhammad Osama Alzaq (44). 5 family members. 2.1k out of 60k BP.
Mohammed Wishah (45). 7 family members + 1 pet. 2.3k out of 71.5k €.
Muhe Ayman (46). 5+ family members. 3.6k out of 60k €. (CAUTION: If you scroll down in the GFM there are photos of mutilated and dead babies.)
Abdallah Animal Rescue (47). 1 individual + lots of pets. 30.4k out of 40k USD.
Haya Orouq (48). 5 family members (1 injured, NEEDS TREATMENT). 29.5k out of 50k.
Ottawa4Palestine’s vetted fundraiser spreadsheet (76 different families with listed fundraisers)
UNVETTED, BUT HIGHLY LIKELY LEGITIMATE ESCAPE FUNDRAISERS:
Rasha family (1). 5 family members. 483 out of 15k € (EXTREMELY LOW, NEED FUNDS)
Natasha Matar (2). 14 family members. 18.1k out of 200k CAD (140k needed for escape).
Islam Daher (3). 6 family members. 2.3k out of 50k CAD.
Qasim Al-Kafarneh (4). 12 family members. 5.7k out of 80k AUD.
Ahmed M. Saleh (5). 4 family members. 7.8k out of 35k €.
Salwa Zarifa (6). 4 family members. 1.6k out of 50k €.
Moutasem Quffa (7). 6+ family members. 7k out of 65k €.
Alaa Nidal (8). 4 family members (2 already evacuated). 5.4k out of 12k $.
Zeina and her family (9). 3 family members (1 evacuated, 2 NEED TREATMENT). 5.3k out of 90k $.
OTHER FUNDRAISERS:
Mohammad Qadas. NEEDS TREATMENT + FOOD.
Rebuilding Developers Plus and Gaza’s community. 2.4k out of 47k €. SUSTAINABLE AID.
Eman Abdel Rahman. Need help rebuilding home and access to food. 7.1k out of 42.6k USD.
Ibrahim Adil Osman. All intended beneficiaries have escaped, they just need some financial support to start being stable enough to make money to get more family members to escape.
Abd Al Karim Adnan Alakklouk. Most intended beneficiaries have escaped, they just need some financial support to start a new life and send more family members money to survive.
Samar Elrayih Hydoub. It seems that most family members have been evacuated, but they need an emergency 1.5k for medical expenses.
Bana AZ. All intended beneficiaries have escaped, they just need a bit of support in establishing a new life. (only 866 € left to meet goal)
Kareem Abu Samra. All intended beneficiaries have been able to escape. They just need support to establish a new life.
Helping the People of Gaza – Mutual Aid Fund (run by my friend Mona)
Supporting Displaced Families in Gaza (CareForGaza)
Emergency Medical Relief for Gaza Refugees.
Help Sudan Tarada Initiative.
Amer Qudaih’s Relief efforts in Gaza.
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