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harmonyrivers89 · 4 months
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I can’t be only one who’s lonely tonight!…….I can’t!
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harmonyrivers89 · 5 months
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Unrequited "love" is such a weird pain.
This isn’t the first time we fell for somebody, and this won’t be the last. This isn’t the first time they don’t want us back.
We’re supposed to be wiser, stronger, less vulnerable by now. But why do we keep falling into the same traps?
No amount of fantasy or wishful thinking is ever going to make it real. We are logical enough to know this, rational enough to know what couldn’t be.
Yet we still fall for it. Every. Single. Time.
This has been turned into songs and novels and movies; but we never learn.
Is it because you can’t help whom you love? It’s always such a hassle, and I’ve always said I don’t want a distraction. But it can’t be helped, can it?
How many times should we repeat "fuck these feelings" until they vanish?
If I can’t have him, can this pain be taken away from me, at least?
Or is this how we know we’re alive? Because that’s the thing about pain — it demands to be felt.
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harmonyrivers89 · 5 months
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harmonyrivers89 · 5 months
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Unrequited "love" is such a weird pain.
This isn’t the first time we fell for somebody, and this won’t be the last. This isn’t the first time they don’t want us back.
We’re supposed to be wiser, stronger, less vulnerable by now. But why do we keep falling into the same traps?
No amount of fantasy or wishful thinking is ever going to make it real. We are logical enough to know this, rational enough to know what couldn’t be.
Yet we still fall for it. Every. Single. Time.
This has been turned into songs and novels and movies; but we never learn.
Is it because you can’t help whom you love? It’s always such a hassle, and I’ve always said I don’t want a distraction. But it can’t be helped, can it?
How many times should we repeat "fuck these feelings" until they vanish?
If I can’t have him, can this pain be taken away from me, at least?
Or is this how we know we’re alive? Because that’s the thing about pain — it demands to be felt.
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harmonyrivers89 · 5 months
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“You deserve someone who answers.”
— Unknown
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harmonyrivers89 · 6 months
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harmonyrivers89 · 6 months
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Maybe one day I'll be able to breathe again
Maybe one day this won't hurt
Maybe one day I'll stop destroying myself for scraps of your attention
Maybe one day I'll love someone else the way I love you
I doubt it
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harmonyrivers89 · 6 months
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“How selfish of me. I get jealous imagining you with someone else, even if you were never mine.”
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harmonyrivers89 · 6 months
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harmonyrivers89 · 6 months
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I drown in my own thoughts
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harmonyrivers89 · 6 months
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And what happens when all I’m left to do is to grief someone who is still very much alive?
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harmonyrivers89 · 6 months
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You can't just go trying to fix everyone around you while you're lying on the floor bleeding to death yourself.
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harmonyrivers89 · 6 months
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It's cruel, isn't it? That the world keeps spinning the same for everybody else While yours is shattering into pieces
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harmonyrivers89 · 6 months
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I can’t be only one who’s lonely tonight!…….I can’t!
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harmonyrivers89 · 6 months
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“I want to talk about what happened without mentioning how much it hurt. There has to be a way. To care for the wounds without reopening them. To name the pain without inviting it back into me.”
— Lora Mathis, If There’s A Way Out I’ll Take It
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harmonyrivers89 · 6 months
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“I don’t want to get attached to anyone anymore, it only destroys me in the end.”
— Unknown
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harmonyrivers89 · 6 months
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I hate how one negative human interaction can send me into a full spiral
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