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The tragedy of the Rat Grinders are you with me.
Kipperlilly struggles so much with anger, feeling that everything is unfair and the world is out to get her. She talks about it with the counsellor and he suggests that she tries harder to make things right. She goes quiet. She's only a kid, her best friend is the kindest person she knows. Her best friend is dead and she didn't come back. She could've come back. Why didn't she choose to come back for her best friend?
Buddy knows that he's loved. These new friends of his sure are pretty dang troubled but he's safe. He's held in someone's hands. There's a girl who turned away, who lost the faith, but he's not like her. He knows he's right. She seems nice enough. She calls him a bitch. She clearly loves her friends. She threatens him when he offers to watch out for her brother. Why is that scary? He'll protect the kid, he'll make sure he stays strong. He offers to revive her party if they fall. They don't believe him. Her eyes pierce through all illusion as she makes sure he'll be true to his word- of course he will, he made an oath- but suddenly his breath is caught, his chest feels hot and his body won't move. The last thing he sees is the horror in her eyes. What's wrong? He tries to ask. It'll all be ok. Helio won't let anything bad happen. Wouldn't he? It's dark. It's cold. When light and warmth appears, he grasps it desperately. It's not Helio- Helio didn't save him- but it's close enough. He chooses rage.
Ivy and Mary-Ann and Ruben and Oisin are kids. Ruben feels spiteful- he votes on a name because he knows it will upset his friend. He's just a kid being thoughtless but he was murdered. Mary-Ann doesn't seem to care much, she has her mango soda and her music and her soft toys. She asks a boy if he's drinking mango soda too. He calls her a freak. She's just a kid trying to relate and she was murdered. Ivy wanted to adventure. She went into the mountains with her friends. She was just a kid and she was murdered. Oisin likes the smartest girl in his class. She doesn't know his name. He wants her to like him but now he's murdering people. His classmates, his party members, his friends. She thought he was cute but now it's too late. He was just a kid with a crush but he was murdered.
Lucy is good, she's sweet and kind and best friends with the cleverest person in the world. Her friends get rid of the name her best friend loved so much. She tried to protect her friends but it wasn't enough. They all died. She couldn't save them. They all chose rage. Lucy can't choose rage. She has faith. She can't come back I'm sorry, please understand, I can't come back, I'll be ok, I can be at peace, why can't I rest in peace?
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girl are you a medieval executioner bc you are torturing me with your rack
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see 0 note flop posts aren't that bad when they're personal but 0 note fandom posts feel literally so bad. like if you don't wanna play toys with me anymore just say that. i'll pack up my super cool awesome things and go and i'll sit on the other side of the playground by myself and i won't even look at you. fuck
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"The Big Dipper as it is today (left) and as it will look in 50,000 years." Dream of stars. 1940.
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BEST QUEER MEDIA TOURNAMENT FINAL ROUND!!!!!
[ propaganda masterpost]
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TW: Chemical w-rfare, Ab-rtion
Urgent Ask to evacuate Nara, a 🍉 disabled woman with MS who also has pancreatic cancer due to chemical w-rfare.
Support by financially contributing to her @FedUp4Palestine vetted funhnd-raizer (that I personally vetted): givebutter.com/NaraMedicalAid
+ resharing/ reposting this post!
I, Sky Cubacub- a Fed up 4 Palestine team member, have been in direct contact with Nara to get to know her and her story more over the past few days. We have become fast friends due to so many overlapping symptoms of our disabilities. Nara’s story caught my eye because I have post-viral ME/CFS which many times is a precursor to MS. I really want my disability community to show up for her to get this campaign funded that is so close to my heart so that she can continue medical treatment.
We have chatted extensively! During our chats, I found out from Nara that she had not previously had health issues until she was exposed in the white phosphorus attack in 2008. The long lasting damage and effects of phosphorus continue to compound and become more and more disabling to this day, even after 16 years.
Here is her story in her own words (edited for clarity):
“Hi I'm Nara,
I'm a cancer and multiple sclerosis patient. I need treatment, examinations, and follow-up on a regular basis, but the hospitals in which I used to follow up were bombed and the other one was turned into military barracks. All I need now is to leave Gaza for treatment, preserve my life, and live with my family in peace.
We're a family of 4, including my 12 and 7 year old children.
I had been diagnosed with a tumor in the pancreas as a result of inhaling phosphorus in a previous war. A couple years after being exposed to phosphorus, I became pregnant, and the fetus was pressing on the tumor, which drew the doctor’s attention to the cancer. My fetus was emergency aborted, and the spleen, 80% of the pancreas, and part of the small intestine were removed. I complained every now and then of a lot of pain as a result of the removal of part of the pancreas. I was having follow up care in the Turkish Friendship Hospital for hematology and tumors. But since the beginning of October, I have not been able to follow up because the hospital has turned into a military barracks.
The remaining part is talking about multiple sclerosis:
In 2018, I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis. I had many complications, such as inflammation of the seventh nerve in the eye, the inability to walk with balance, movement with difficulty, and many symptoms. I was then required to take 12 injections every month and many medications and vitamins. I was following up at the Nasser Medical Complex in Khan Yunis, but unfortunately the hospital was out of service due to the war. So for a long time I have not received any injections. MS is truly difficult and it controls my life completely, and the attacks occur in many and varied ways.”
A note about her breathing apparatus:
Because people in displacement have to wait in long queues and pay to use the bathroom, Nara had started to restrict her water intake because of a UTI she never has been able to heal from. This has created a problem with raised levels of potassium, so doctors have placed her on oxygen for fear of the potassium affecting her heart.
Goals
she needs at least $15,000 to evacuate
2 adults at $5,000 each
2 children at $2,500 each
this price is subject to increase due to the cost of registration for evacuation continuing to go up
The other money will go to the cost of treatment and living costs.
Nara chooses to stay anonymous because she has had to mask her disabilities so much that only her family knows about her MS and Cancer, so we have not linked her instagram, but we are in direct contact with her and can verify that she is who she says she is! Because of this, she cannot promote her own fundraiser, so it is our job to collectively do it for her!
[Image Description: a digital illustration by @k8deciccio of Nara, a Pal-eh-stienian woman wearing a black hijab/outfit with purple highlights. She has a breathing apparatus that is bulbous that goes in her nose. Text Reads: Help Narawith Cancer and MS Treatment, She Must Evacuate with her family of 4. $30k goal givebutter.com/NaraMedicalAid . There is a QR code in the bottom right corner that goes to her support link. The @FedUp4Palestine logo is in the top left corner.]
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It's never felt more like a 'Fuck western lefties' time for Iranians than now! My people are struggling socially and economically under the rule of a fascist dictator terrorist regime, getting beaten, murdered and silenced by a corrupt government, that is vastly unpopular, day in day out. Now we're at the brink of a costly war on top of everything. And western left wingers are CHEERING ON THE ISLAMIC REPUBLIC! Twitter and Instagram are full of dumb westerners acting like the IR is some kind of hero here. Fuckin hell. Two terrorist regimes are going at each other, the result is going to be more misery and civilian deaths. More destruction and casualties. There's nothing to cheer for here.
I can just hope this won't escalate into another humanitarian crisis. God knows the world doesn't need more war and loss of innocent lives right now.
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#dimension 20#i was sposed to press crush and i pressed jealousy instead#it would be so fucking funny if it was a crush like#yeah i purposely ran against ur friend in presidential election and made u take on so many stress tokens#and yeah i said i was for fairness and then went completely against that#but its because i like u ok
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I rlly love how Adaine is almost kind of childish. And I don't mean that to say she's immature or anything but I loooove when she says "FABIAN HIT ME!" or has silly banter with Aelwyn or lies on the ground in fallinel because she doesn't want to cooperate with evil elves. Like she's so fussy is what I'm saying and it's incredibly funny and endearing because she's also SO smart. She's very different from her family's attitude.
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