Do you ever feel like every good thing is over. Like you ran out of fun things and everything is just sad now. I had a lot to look forward to recently and now it’s just all done and there is nothing left.
I hate most things. It all hurts most of the time. I’m a disappointment to my family. They said that it hurt them when I dropped out of college. Because they were putting all their eggs in one basket. I was the one they worked hardest on the one that should have passed. And I failed. It hurts. I hate myself in so many ways. The pain is the only way that I feel how I feel inside.
Tbh I have had a hilarious day. Apparently when I was eating my lunch which I had a hard boiled egg. When I was about it eat it I apparently giggled, whispered eggy, and took a bite. My friend mentioned that’s what he saw and started laughing. I have not been able to stop giggling whenever I think about it.
okay so demon attacks obviously cant be predicted sometimes right? so like have there been instances where the shadowhunters had to fight evil in their pajamas?