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2020 Creator Wrap: Favorite Works

Rules: It’s time to love yourselves! Choose your 5 (or so) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020. Tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!

Wanna thank @saltr0se for the tag :) teehee. I adore her stories so much. She and @thefeastandthefast are some of my go-to fanfic authors when I want to dive into the Hyena universe. You can’t know how much I love her work, so this tag thrills me to my bones. (>.<)

As to how I got started, my Hyena moots and I were looking for fanfics but couldn’t find any. What if we wrote our own instead? They gave it a go first to my unconditional delight. (>.<) Finally, fanfics of what was turning out to be my fave couple for 2020. Yay. When it was my turn, though, I didn’t wanna write it in a DM. They were already using Tumblr, so I thought I’d give it a try and that started the ball rolling.

Here are the works that stand out for me.

1. Something Just Like This. This was the first fanfic I’ve ever written. It’s not the best I’ve done but this made the rest possible—meeting fellow moots—so it’s always going to be special to me.

2. Time travel fics. “Will You Be My Valentine?” and “See You Next Summer” are some of my faves, too, because I love time travel, the idea that there are pockets of time where anyone can meet and anything is possible. I embrace those moments.

3. What Survives is Love is the last on the list. This crossover fic is a milestone for me. This isn’t the longest I’ve written—that goes to “50 Shades of Us,” a—you guessed it, 50-shades inspired story which was actually a request and was supposed to be a shortie but well, these things have a mind of their own.

Lemme first thank everyone who made fangirling over Hyena so much fun: @my-randominterests for the cultural insights. Those details make all the difference. To @eimichiko, @ohhunchae, @happym8, @plengpoonyapa, and the other readers of this blog, thanks so much for letting me know how much you enjoyed the stories. To the anonymous senders of stories I’ve posted and the two moots who said I should try it, @haienatrash and @baby-hyena, and to B-is-for for everything.

With so many things that happened this year, I ‘ll leave you with my fave passage from this crossover fic.

“That night, they fall asleep in each other’s arms, counting stars, not fully realizing how human will and emotion shape destiny. How sometimes, seeding a wish—putting something of yourself out there in the void—creates magic. How, through luck, fate, or chance, the universe conspires to make your wish happen.

Maybe it’s true that nothing once put in the universe ever leaves us. Maybe when you love someone—that emotion, thought, and atom—stays in the universe. So that even when we return to dust in every lifetime, what will survive of us is something eternal. What will survive of us is love.”

Thank you for opening your hearts to these stories. There were times I hesitated in posting them, anxious and wondering why anyone would wanna read them. But then I’ll think I’ll wanna read about my fave k-drama couple, too. The encouraging comments helped a lot. They say writing is about communicating who we are to other people. I’m not sure what I want to communicate other than how much I love Geumja and Hee Jae. But for however long we’re here, whether we get to meet, talk or never get to do any of that anymore, ever or at all, if we ever part for good, I hope the feeling you get and remember out of these works is love.

That somewhere out there, someone tried to bring these characters to life and your generosity and kindness made these stories possible. You helped me enjoy every moment spent writing every word. Even the ramyeon. Or maybe especially the ramyeon parts, haha. (>.<)

The early months of 2020 left me dispirited, deeply lonely, and lost. Thank you for giving me your time. I’ll forget these stories years from now. But I hope I never forget how happy I was when each of us fangirled, talked, and met. Thank you for the connection and enthusiasm, the enjoyment, for being a part of my 2020. To the friends I made, I give you my heart. To the happy connections, I look back on all with much, much gratitude.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. :)

Love lots,

NRU

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haienatrash · 3 years

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OMG my team (Hyena fanfic writers) is back, thank you for writing again baby hyena!! 🥺🥺🥺 Oh and btw, NRU also posted something, check out their website!!

writing prompt i

hyesoo brings jihoon her homemade kimbap at the set of mt. jiri

“i’ve brought you something.”

she opens up her mini lunch box, small enough to fit two kimbap.

“woah. i’ve been craving for this since yesterday.” his eyes sparkled, glued on the food. as soon as she opens the foil, he grabs one and shoved it on his mouth.

“hm!!” he says while showing her a thumbs up.

he’s filming in the province and they can only see each other during the weekend. no one knows how much they miss each other.

“make sure you’re eating well, okay? and don’t overwork.” she demands. his eyes smile, his mouth still full of kimbap.

“you really sound like my mom.” he says after drinking from her water bottle. she glared at him.

“should I be your mom then?”

“no, being my wife is better.”

he answers faster than he should. while she stops herself from smiling widely.

“the best kimbap in the world.”

he focuses on the kimbap again. she lets out a chuckle.

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haienatrash · 4 years

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I know this one is a fail, but at least I tried. Lol. I miss them already. 🥺😭

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IG Feed ❤️🤭🔥

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P.S. Credits to all the rightful owners of the photos that I used and all of these are made for entertainment purposes only, and give me a heads up first before resposting it into another social media. Also, please do not tag Hye Soo and Ji Hoon. Thank you! 💗💗💗

#jung geum ja #yoon hee jae #hyena #kim hye soo #ju ji hoon #hyenakdrama #hyena kdrama #hyenacouple

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haienatrash · 4 years

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When They’re Out of The Limelight

Note: Hi everyone, I hope you guys are doing fine. I decided to delete the first version of this fanfic and write another one with a different ending, coz I received some feedbacks (not just from tumblr but also on twitter) saying that the ending was depressing and that I was too cruel to the characters (which was true, i admit that and i’m sorry. Lol.) I love my moots and I don’t want them to be sad. So here you go, this version contains two parts, hope you guys enjoy the story! - haienatrash

Part I - The After Party

June 5, 2020 - Baeksang Arts Awards 2020

"Everyone's looking for you." Someone with a sexy baritone voice said which made her twirl in surprise. It was Ju Ji Hoon. He was still in his simple yet gorgeous tuxedo with the brooch pin that she had chosen for him to use that night.

Hye Soo smirked at him, a bottle of beer on her left hand. It was that familiar tipsy grin that Geum Ja often use to Hee Jae when they would drink a bottle or more of Soju in Hyena. She sipped a beer before turning her back on him again.

Ji Hoon on the other hand, smiled while admiring her voluptuous figure from the back, taking note of the small details just like the back slit of the dress, how it exposed a little of her skin and the Bulgari Diamond Serpenti flawlessly resting on her back down to the middle of her spine. He was truly amazed at how the black Ralph Lauren dress fitted her body perfectly, flaunting those curves that she maintained through the years.

But his brows creased when he realized she wasn't wearing the white coat she had earlier. She must have left it on the venue downstairs, he unbuttoned his tuxedo jacket and pulled it off from his torso as he slowly walked towards Hye Soo, the woman he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. Upon reaching her, he carefully placed the tuxedo jacket on her shoulder to keep her warm before leaning on the railing that reaches up to their abdomen. His gesture made her look up at him, but he was ignoring her stare pretending to look at the 360-degree view of Seoul. They were on the rooftop of the hotel where the Baeksang Arts Award 2020 after party was held.

"Hoon-ssi it's fine, you don't---"

"You're wearing a dress." He cut her off "Exposing your shoulder and your back..." He paused staring back at her before he continued what he was saying "Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against you wearing that sexy dress, but I don't want you to get cold, alright Sunbaenim?" He rolled his eyes the way Hee Jae did, that made Hye Soo chuckle, amused by how Ji Hoon still has a bit of his character with him.

"Hee Jae is that you?" She asked him still giggling a bit "Sorry, but Geum Ja's not here tonight."

"Who says I want Geum Ja? I want Hye Soo." He said not looking away from her.

There was no response from her, now the only thing they could hear was the sound of the gusting wind. Their gazes were locked, she could feel the blood rushing to her face turning her cheeks into crimson red. He never fails to make her feel this way as if it was the first time that someone said those words to her.

"But you can't." She said bitterly, looking away from him, setting the bottle of beer on the railing cap.

Ji Hoon looked down, "You don't trust me, do you?"

"Trust isn't the issue in here. It's the age, the opinion of everyone around us and the career... Your career."

"I'm willing to give it all up---"

"Well I don't, I wouldn't let you give up everything you worked for just to be with me." She cut him off staring back at him. "You're young, you're smart and you're talented, there's so much ahead of you. Don't waste it with someone like me and I am sure you'll find someone much better, someone who can give you a family, a son, or maybe a daughter." She explained but it seems like he wasn't listening to any of it.

"Then I'll take whatever you can give. I love you, and I know you feel the same... Please?" He grabbed both her hands and kissed her knuckles. His eyes started getting wet.

"Ji Hoon, stop." She said pulling her hands away from him.

"This is so unfair. I just wanted to be with you." She saw how tears pooled down his cheeks as he said those words. She felt her heart broke into million pieces, watching him weep because of her.

She couldn't help herself, but extend her hand to his face, cupping his cheek wiping his tears using her thumb. Then she pulled him closer for the last time and caught his lips with hers, kissing him slowly and softly making it linger, trying to ease his pain.

Hye Soo pulled out of the kiss before saying "Let's not see each other again."

Hye Soo walked away from Ji Hoon and did not dare to look back anymore, because she would just do the foolish thing and gave into her emotion again. It's better to end it right now than to fuck everything up later on.

Part II - The Resolve

June 24, 2020 - Hyena BD Commentary Filming Day

Ji Hoon tapped the shoulder of his driver reminding him to take the day off and park the car on the fifth level before he came out of the black Mercedes Benz. He was wearing a plain navy-blue colored t-shirt with a large print on the back and a pair of jeans his hair was neatly brushed up the way Hee Jae would like it, with a black face mask and sunglasses on, which helped him disguise himself and not be noticed by the public. He entered the building and walked straight to the elevator, he pressed the thirteenth button and quietly stood there waiting as it lifted him to his floor.

He still felt a bit dizzy and nauseous because of his hangover from last night, he had been like this for a couple of weeks now and it was still because of what happened at the hotel rooftop last June fifth. That was the last time he saw her, and it didn't go well. His heart ached as he recalled how she walked away from him saying that they shouldn't see each other anymore.

He tried reaching out to her since that night, calling her everyday or whenever he was drunk trying to fix everything between them, but she would just shrug him off and ignore his phone calls. He even drove to her house a week ago only to be dragged out by her security. Ji Hoon clutched tightly on his phone, suppressing the tears which was trying to pool out of his eyes, he shouldn’t be like this.

Be professional Ji Hoon. Be professional.

Ji Hoon knew what he did over the past few weeks was pathetic. But he couldn't just let her go, she meant the world to him and he was looking forward to spending the rest of his life with her. He wouldn't get tired of fighting for her. That was his main reason why he wanted to attend the commentary.

Hye Soo Sunbae would be there. He thought.

Ji Hoon kept on saying that to himself, that was the only motivation he had for almost three weeks, that the commentary would be a good chance to speak with her.

The elevator opened, he looked at the indicator saying they were already on the thirteenth floor, he walked towards Studio five and gently pushed the glass door of the studio; he was welcomed by some of the staffs and crews that he had worked with during the filming of Hyena. He bowed to them as a sign of respect mostly to those who he knew was older than him, then he saw Jang Tae Yoo the director of Hyena, standing next to a tall woman with short hair who's back was facing him.

Obviously, it was her. His sunbae. Kim Hye Soo. The director looked at his direction with a smile on his face. Ji Hoon could read his mouth saying, "Ju Ji Hoon is here." to her. She turned to him, she was wearing a simple white blouse paired with a tattered pair of jeans and a white coat draping over her shoulder, it was simple yet stunning. Well, Hye Soo has always been stunning even in those simple clothes, the corner of her lips curved into a little smile as if nothing happened between them.

Damn, she really is a good actress... He said at the back of his mind. Ji Hoon waved his hand to them, he walked towards them bowing to his leading lady and the director. He felt awkward, not knowing how he should act around her.

"We're glad that you're here already. Maybe we could start in an hour?" Asked Jang Tae Yoo looking up to Ji Hoon. Both leads nodded to him. "Good, we'll go get the lights fixed. Have some snacks first." He said patting Ji Hoon's arm before he left them alone.

Silence surrounded them. He sighed before removing his mask, folding it and sliding it into the back-pocket of his jeans.

I miss you.

I need you.

I love you.

There was a lot of thing that he wanted to ask, and he wanted to say to her but "Hey..." Was all that came out of his mouth.

"Hi." She responded, still with that minimal smile on her lips. She handed him a cookie in pink packaging, which he took instantly like a kid who was given a candy.

She stared at him intently, examining his face. His lips were pale and dry. "Take your sunglasses off, it's a bit disrespectful to greet the director with those on." She said using the director as an excuse to see his face better.

Ji Hoon, without any second thought, took off his sunglasses revealing the dark circles under his unique mismatched eyes, he looked exhausted as if he hadn't slept for weeks. Hye Soo sighed rolling her eyes, she knew it.

"Meet me in the restroom at the end of the hallway going to Studio six and don't forget to put back those sunglasses on." She said before making her way out of Studio five.

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He opened the door of the all-gender restroom then he saw her leaning with her hips on the tiled sink waiting for him. He locked the door before walking towards her, he wasn't sure what she wanted from him but here he was, obviously he couldn't resist her. She stood up properly when she saw him walking towards her, motioning him to switch places with her. Now he was the one who’s leaning on the sink.

"What do you want?" he asked as serious as he could.

"Close your eyes." She stated, ignoring his question. Hye Soo thought he wouldn't do as she said but he did, but as the usual he couldn't keep his mouth shut. He kept on blabbering about how she said the other week that they shouldn't see each other anymore but here they were, in the public restroom, alone. That he called her every day, but she didn't answer any of them and how her security dragged him out of her village. He did all that as she got the wet wipes from her bag, she leaned closer to him and gently cleaned his face, removing the unwanted dirt from his flawless face.

She could spend her whole day just staring at him, memorizing every inch of his face taking note of the small details like the mole on his left cheek that you could barely see if you aren't this close to him and the pointed nose that she compared with the Himalayas, which he found funny.

Hye Soo pulled the primer and the concealer from her make-up pouch. Lucky enough, she still has the concealer that he left on her bathroom the last time he spent the night there which matched his skin tone. She applied a bit primer on his skin and some concealer underneath his eyes. She took her time as she did his make-up, they still have an hour and she wanted this to last, she wouldn't tell anyone, but she missed this dork, she missed him.

"Will you please shut your mouth for a moment Hoon-ssi?" She asked, applying a thin layer of powder on his skin.

"My eyes are closed already, and now you also want me to close my mouth. I don't even understand why you're doing this. You aren't even answering any of my question?!"

"Keep your tone down, will you?" She asked before putting the final touch, a lipstick. From his cheek, her eyes travelled down to his thin lips, it was dry, but she still found them kissable. She gulped.

Don't do it. Don't. Her conscience kept on telling her, but she did it anyway, she kissed him. What she did left him silent, her lips moving against his. It took him a minute or two before he returned her kisses. His hand on her hips pulling her closer to him. The kiss was soft and slow.

“Does that answer all your questions?” She whispered against his mouth before pulling away to catch a breath. "I did that to push you away. Because I wanted to protect you." She placed a hand on his chest. "Let's talk about this later, okay? For now, let's get you ready for the commentary."

He only nodded letting her finish his make-up. After him she fixed herself next, wiping down the smudged lipstick on the corner of her mouth before putting another layer of the same lipstick she used for Ji Hoon's lips.

• • •

After the commentary they drove straight to the Director's house to celebrate the success of Hyena. The whole Team H was there, together with the supporting characters of Hyena, Gyeong Hwa even prepared a cake with the candles saying 'Hyena'. It was fun to be with them again and have a nice dinner while catching up. The celebration ended around ten in the evening, and everyone had gone on their separate ways, but it was different for Ji Hoon and Hye Soo, they still needed to talk.

Ji Hoon parked his car a few blocks away from her house the way he did before. She looked at him and she knew he felt anxious about how their conversation would end up, she could see it on his movements that's why she held his right hand and intertwined it with hers.

"Hey, we'll see each other again, okay?"

"Are you sure---"

"I'm not." She looked straight into his eyes "I'm not sure about what I'm doing and what will be the consequences, but there's one thing that I'm sure of..." She paused, gripping on his hand tighter before saying "And that’s you. I'm sure about you, I'm sure that I want to be with you." She smiled reassuring him that she wouldn't let him go, not anymore.

- END -

Bonus Content!!

On December twenty-fifth Kim Hye Soo posted photo on Instagram with a silhouette of a man, with a very intriguing caption. Some fans guessed it was Ju Ji Hoon. Then the next day both their agencies confirmed that they were dating.

Note: This photo collage is edited, and none of these are true. Thank you for reading!!

#hyena #hyena sbs #jung geum ja #yoon hee jae #hyena fanfic #kim hye soo fanfic #ju ji hoon fanfic

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haienatrash · 4 years

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Still waiting for a legit picture of them together, but yeah for the meantime let's do a bit of a photo manipulation. I'm still and will always be proud of these two amazing and gorgeous people whether they win or they lose I will never stop supporting them. They're always the winner to me.

#jung geum ja #yoon hee jae #hyena kdrama #hyenacouple #hyenakdrama #hyena #kim hye soo #ju ji hoon #baeksang art awards 2020

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haienatrash · 4 years

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Here's a little edit for y'all!! Tomorrow is Baeksang Arts Award and I'm excited to see these two again, together (🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻).

P.S. Credits to all the rightful owners of the photos that I used and all of these are made for entertainment purposes only, and if you wanna repost this give me a heads up first and please do not tag Hye Soo and Ji Hoon. Thank you! 💗💗💗

#jung geum ja #kim hye soo #ju ji hoon #yoon hee jae #hyena #hyenakdrama #hyena kdrama #hyenacouple #Baeksang Arts Award #sbs hyena #Baeksang Arts Award 2020

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haienatrash · 4 years

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A BONUS CONTENT!! 🤭🤭🤭

Credits to all the rightful owners of the photos that I used and all of these are made for entertainment purposes only. Thank you! 💗💗💗

#jung geum ja #yoon hee jae #ju ji hoon #kim hye soo #hyena #hyenakdrama #hyena kdrama #hyenacouple

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haienatrash · 4 years

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Credits to all the rightful owners of the photos that I used and all of these are made for entertainment purposes only. Thank you! 💗💗💗

#jung geum ja #yoon hee jae #ju ji hoon #kim hye soo #hyena #hyenakdrama #hyena kdrama #hyenacouple

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haienatrash · 4 years

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Credits to all the rightful owners of the photos that I used and all of these are made for entertainment purposes only. Thank you! 💗💗💗

#jung geum ja #yoon hee jae #kim hye soo #ju ji hoon #hyenakdrama #hyena kdrama #hyena #hyenacouple

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haienatrash · 4 years

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For the meantime, let's use our imagination. 😉

#jung geum ja #kim hye soo #ju ji hoon #yoon hee jae #hyenakdrama #hyena #hyena kdrama

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#jung geum ja #kim hye soo #hyena #hyenakdrama #ju ji hoon #yoon hee jae #hyena kdrama

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haienatrash · 4 years

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The Late Night Visitor feat. Extra Cheese Pizza

It's already past two in the morning but still, Kim Hye Soo is wide awake, drinking her iced coffee as she browsed through her instagram. She smiled as she read tons of comments and DMs from her fans whether it was written in hangul or in english. She's genuinely happy with the outcome of her hard work, most of the feedback for Hyena are positive. She also enjoy the love and support her fans have been giving her and the drama since last February when it aired on SBS.

She's reading an article about Hyena when her phone buzzed, then a message pops up on her screen, it's from Ju Ji Hoon saying:

She's not surprised at all to receive these kind of messages from him, a few seconds later another batch of messages pops up.

Her lips curved into a smile, but quickly it fades away as she realized how complicated this could be. She never thought that sleeping with him would result into something like this. She expected that night to be a one-time thing but the next thing she knew he was already hitting on her, constantly texting her asking her how did her day go, bringing her food when they were on set and asking her out. Hye Soo told him already to stop, it was hard for her to say because she actually enjoyed his company however, she must not let her feelings take over her decision. She thought turning him down would make him go away but to her surprise, Ji Hoon became more determined to be with her.

There was nothing wrong being with Ji Hoon, he was funny and intelligent and she also loved how attentive he could be. Ji Hoon tended to look cold and snobbish most of the time but he was actually a warm-hearted person. But in their line of work, dating him would probably affect their career. It was not ideal for the public to see an eligible bachelor dating a woman twelve years older than him, it would just cause them tons of rumors and she didn’t want that to affect Ji Hoon's career.

Hye Soo bit her lips, contemplating whether she should reply or not. But before she can even click the reply button another message pops up, saying:

The moment she read this message her heart skipped a beat, then started pounding faster than the usual.

"Are you kidding?" She asked herself "The temperature outside almost dropped to negative..." She hissed as she looked out of her window. There she saw him leaning against his car with snow all over his coat and his head. She quickly ran into the entrance hall and got her coat from the rack, she also put on her knee-length boots before opening the front door to run towards Ji Hoon.

Ji Hoon smiled the moment she reached him. But her expression was a complete opposite of his, her brows furrowed in confusion and bit of anger, what is the reason he's doing this?

"Really Ji Hoon-ssi? It's freezing, come on grab your things and get inside." She said clutching the coat to her chest before running back inside the house.

As soon as they got inside her home she helped him remove his coat and let him sat down on her sofa while she's getting him some towel to dry his hair. Ji Hoon sat on the white sectional sofa and placed the foods on the coffee table, wherein he saw her coffee from earlier.

He smiled thinking about her gesture, he never knew she could be this attentive when she's mad. He looked around trying to learn more about her through her furniture set, the books on her shelf, the pictures and paintings hanging on her wall. Then a familiar photo caught his attention, it was a picture of a cute little Hye Soo in a hanbok. The one she posted on her IG. He smiled and was about to go near the frames to see the photo clearly but Hye Soo came back rushing to him.

"Dry yourself up." She said pushing the towel to his chest than handing it to him nicely. "You shouldn't have done that Ji Hoon-ssi. You could've catch a cold."

"Take care of me then." He said with a wink, then a playful smile formed on his lips. She rolled her eyes the way Geum Ja did and left him standing there in the middle of the living room. He followed her to the couch as he dry his hair.

She sat on her spot earlier before Ji Hoon texted her, still ignoring the boy sitting next to her. He's too close to her as if he doesn't have the sense of personal space. That being so, she moved a bit trying establish a distance between them but whenever she does, he would just follow.

On the other hand Ji Hoon knew what he did really pissed her off.

"Sorry..." He said claiming both of her hands from her lap. Ji Hoon placed a gentle kiss on her knuckles before looking straight into her eyes. "I just wanted to be with you..." He smiled. "As my peace offering..." Ji Hoon grabbed the box of pizza he brought and opened it, showing her that he ordered her favorite extra cheese pizza.

Hye soo sighed in defeat. "Well, there's nothing more that I can do, you know, you're already here, invading my space..." She said emphasizing that he's invading her space as she stared into his eyes "And no extra cheese pizza should go to waste." She grabbed a slice of pizza then started eating.

He just stared at her as she munch on her favorite pizza, she also opened the box of chicken tenders and dragged all her attention to the foods he brought. Ji Hoon smiled, he loved watching her enjoy her food. If she would just give him a chance he would love to eat with her for the rest of their lives. He actually wanted to open the topic about them being together but he doesn't want to ruin the moment, it's just too perfect for him. For now, he would just seize this moment and enjoy her company.

#jung geum ja #kim hye soo #hyena #hyenakdrama #ju ji hoon #yoon hee jae #Hyena Kdrama

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