i'm so much happier with him, thank you for being so cruel to me, it's because of your being so horrid that i grew closer to someone so lovely

sometimes i wonder if you think of me still, remember the nights we would lay in bed, longing to be beside one another, if only for a moment. i wonder if the importance i once held in your life is something that flashes back in moments of recollection like an unwelcome guest in your home, that the discomfort sits in your stomach and refuses to leave, like it did for me. sometimes i wonder if you will ever feel the pain of being abandoned, and even though i ache still, i hope you never will.

it’s in that i know i am too good for you. and with that, i might heal.

i didnt deserve what you did to me

if i keep saying it i might believe it

sometimes i wonder if anyone will ever know how bad of people you are

xx

xx

i ended up bringing the feather in. this week has been hard on me. managing shifts is more difficult than i thought it would be

found a single white feather this morning, and it is still where i left it. what is the universe trying to tell me?

you found it so easy to hurt me and you dont even know the extent of it

i just want to be happy.

yes hello good evening! having bpd may seem like it is ruining just my own life but jokes on u! it’s also ruining the lives of everyone around me!

You’re tangled in the great escape