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good-happys · 1 month
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Perth
Everyday for the last four years of my life, you’ve been here.
You always hear these stories about people finding their one true love, and it’s always a huge long love story with everything happy and good, but they never highlight the troubles
A month or so ago I was between two jobs, one that I would have to move away for and one I could stay where I was, and I wasn’t sure what to do, my boyfriend was less than helpful by telling me to just do what I wanted. Even though I knew that me leaving would crush him.
Last night I was having a spell where I was non verbal, and I know it’s hard and I know I can’t communicate but he was there, and he understood everything. I never doubt that he can give me what I need
I’m neurodivergent and struggle with sensory issues. Sometimes he might try to kiss me and I pull away, every time I feel so horrible and so bad but he never for a second, gets upset at me.
I don’t know what I did to deserve such a kind, gentle, and understanding boyfriend.
He is the absolute best thing that has ever ever happened to me, I daily dream about our life together.
I can’t wait to be able to wake up with him every day, I can’t wait to put up his bookshelves full of the stuff he loves. I know that he will never for a second make me feel bad about the sensory accommodations that I might need.
I can’t ever express how much I love him and how much I adore him
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good-happys · 6 months
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The past couple days have been rough.
I almost ended my life
But I’m better now
I did a show today, it went so well. It was full of love, laughter and amazing times
I love my friends
I love my boyfriend
I love my family
I think I want to do music in my future
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