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goncharovtwt · 10 months
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what if I died right noew
hello!!
i hope you’re having a nice day, whether you’re back or still not back. though i would like to ask, when you can, can you please do another of your selective mute reader x fyodor? but selective mute reader is upset and sad since i myself am hsjejhehe.. i’d like it in headcanon form but do what you’re comfy with!! — your new 💫 anon
hello 💫 anon! i’m actually still conflicted with returning or not since i still have entrance exams, but when i saw this i just had to reply right away. i’m glad you’ve found fondness to my selective reader x fyodor and i hope this post can make you feel at least a bit better. you didn’t specify much, so i wish nothing here offends you. thank you for requesting ♡
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Your lover needs a hug! Fyodor D. x Selective mute reader
involves -- relation to this post, high school au
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The moment he saw you that one afternoon,
All down and low, a hand pressed against the classroom’s glass? It sure caught his attention more than he initiated it. He was simply walking by after returning a few books to the school’s library, but this wouldn’t be the first time he’s seen a glimpse of you suddenly all gloomy. Fyodor is always able to catch your presence even in the quietest and emptiest of rooms.
"(Name)." Fyodor spoke quietly as he picked his limit to his words. He slowly glides the sliding door shut, trapping you both in a more private situation. But before he steps any further, he knocks on the door to alert you again — "…It’s me."
Well supposedly, you should knock first before entering. Fyodor knew that enough, but part of his heart just couldn’t shake the worry to walk into the picture as agile as he could, no matter how many times this would happen. So can he be blamed, really? It’d be a discomfort to see your lover all sad about something you know they won’t be able to voice out.
A side the same, but a bit nicer now
He wouldn’t want to pressure you, that’s something all can agree to. If you were anybody else then perhaps he might consider the fleeting amusement to your vulnerability — but you weren’t. And he was going to make sure you knew that.
"Come here." He whispered, taking a few calculated steps to your direction as he stopped at a smaller distance.
He was undeniably trying to get you out of the easy view anyone can take of in the window, but as he sees you thoughtless, he’d just let out a small sigh before taking his words for himself rather than repeating it. Normally would he find it slightly irritating, especially since he asks the same thing each time you did so by a window; or anywhere public really, but he knows being mad at you wouldn’t help it go away.
He kind of already knows what would’ve bothered you…
Because you are his important person, simply put. He wouldn’t have to require you to inform him what happened, even if it was something nobody else knew at all. Not to say he’s always aware of what’s specifically bothering you, but he will have an idea — a guess or two.
"It’s okay.." Fyodor says, his own school uniform making a quiet shifting sound to turn your attention to him slightly, his hands gesturing an ask for holding you.
When you allow him, he takes it as slowly as he can, wrapping his arms around your waist as he gave you a tiny smile. "You don’t have to do anything. I know what happened."
He wouldn’t also mind if you did talk about it though. Whether it be with notes or sign language. Bonus if it was your voice, but hey, he would never force you about that, allowing yourself to be assured by the facts that you weren’t required to talk. Your presence was to suffice.
Quiet whispers and gentle kisses
If there’s one thing he wouldn’t forget during the act of comforting you, it’d be kisses and sweet whispers. Public or not, Fyodor would try to give you at least a soft kiss. He’ll tuck a few strands of hair away from your face as he gives you kisses on your forehead, keeping his fingertips light and graceful — whispering you some questions that might aid you in calming you down.
"Would you like me to excuse us to our last period, milaya?" He suggests, to which you deny by slightly, and albeit reluctantly, shaking your head. "..Alright. I love you."
In amidst the silence would he warm it up with his touch, the seconds elongating into minutes as you also denied the realization of this moment to end. His soft whispers in your ears to ease and soothe you down were always his path to calm you, but if you didn’t feel like it, Fyodor always has his physical touch to help out as well.
Your acceptance to his hold would be enough
Since if you can’t find a reply through words, your actions fulfill the Dostoevsky more instead. Your body turning to face him would be one of his favorite things to see or feel if he was holding you, especially when your hands submit to take or press against his skin.
"There we are." He cooed, pressing another kiss on your forehead before pulling away, keeping the proximity intimate and comfortable. "Look at me, (Name)?"
"..Lovely. You’re so lovely."
Sometimes he asks you to look at him, and although it is also to let himself indulge in the pretty sight of your eyes; it was also to read your expression better. He’ll admit that you never speaking had its own ways for him to understand you, but it was never going to be difficult for him anyway. Nothing will be, especially when it’s for you.
If you’re crying, he’ll let you
Besides, what kind of boyfriend doesn’t? If he was holding you as you cried, he’d subtly tighten his grip on you, a careful expression on his features as he listened to your sobs, holding you close to him without a care now if people saw you two from the window.
"You’re fine now. Stay with me and you’ll be safe, okay? Let it out."
While it’s not easy to deny that he could be a bit irritated by the damp spots you could leave on his uniform, he could always wash them after class. His uniform has an easy fix anytime, meanwhile you always had a chance to lose that fix. And he wasn’t going to let it slip away.
If anyone walks inside the classroom?
Fyodor would just stare at them. Usually only when you aren’t looking into his eyes, though. Let’s say, perhaps you’ve had your head resting on his shoulder. The moment somebody takes a longer stare at you two more than should be — your boyfriend would simply stare back, his purple eyes almost threatening its own mind to glare, but kept his calm and quiet as he held you. He’d keep staring till that persons gone, to which, usually is the resort to his wordless reply.
Above all, you are his priority ^^
Whether the issue be something big or small, if it affected you this much for it to be involving itself in class hours, Fyodor will always be there for you. To him, having a lover like you is so endearing and special, like he has to protect you with what he has. And he pretty much does what he’s thinking of. Need for his touch? Need for his words? He’ll know, and he’ll give it with as much emotion as you could handle from him.
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goncharovtwt · 10 months
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alr alr what do I do here
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goncharovtwt · 10 months
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nikolai i drew a few months ago...... my style has changed drastically since then but idk i am still very proud of it!!!!!
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goncharovtwt · 10 months
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I saw this earlier but OHHH MY GODDDD
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meow
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goncharovtwt · 10 months
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fuck twitter
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goncharovtwt · 1 year
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Happy birthday shibusawa !
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goncharovtwt · 1 year
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sorry for the inactivity i am scared of tumblr.
anyway here's some stuff I like!!^_^
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goncharovtwt · 1 year
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If Danny has 100 fans im one of them. If Danny has 50 fans im one of them. If Danny has 10 fans then im one of them. If Danny has 5 fans then im one of them. If Danny has 1 fan then I am that fan. If Danny has no fans that means im dead. If the world is against Danny then im against the world.
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goncharovtwt · 1 year
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when you were Mori’s protegee during some of the most developmentally important years of your childhood
extra meme under the cut
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goncharovtwt · 1 year
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Storm Bringer (2021) by Kafka Asagiri
(original post)
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goncharovtwt · 1 year
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ummm uhmmmm
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goncharovtwt · 1 year
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And they were roommates
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goncharovtwt · 1 year
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Okay hear me out.
Bram/Lovecraft is actually a pretty good ship and here's why.
Both are immortal powerful beings. They wouldn't have to struggle with the loss of a mortal human being and could be together for as long as they want
They both are kinda simililar and probably would understand each other pretty well
Both sleep a lot
Both love to complain about everything
Technically there is a high possibility that they both have met in the past since Bram probably already lived in the late 1800s or even before the late 1800s (Dracula takes place in the late 1800s, Count Dracula, as a human, in the book lived even before the late 1800s and in BSD!Bram's flashback we can see knights and the people aswell as Bram himself think like in the medival era) and Lovecraft's age is unknown but he is most likely also very old. I mean he's one of the great old ones and all.
What I'm saying is that there is so much time before Bram got slashed in half in which they could probably have met
The angst material if they would have gotten along in the past, lost contact and if they see each other again, Bram is most likely still slashed in half
They just weirdly suit together very well
It would take them literal years to confess tho since both are pretty dense when it comes to feelings
They would (literally) sleep together in the most random places
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Bonus (I mean this here lesser serious):
Since Steincraft is a really good ship too, consider the three of them in a poly ship as a crack ship for funs and giggles.
A white farmer man just randomly pulled two immoratal powerful beings, the ruler of the undead and one of the great old ones and nobody knows how. He probably doesn't even know himself.
Also Bram just going through serval existence crises bc he likes a f a r m e r.
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goncharovtwt · 1 year
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I CANT BRWTJE
he the kinda dude to say “why i oughta”
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he the kinda dude to wiggle his fingers over a box of donuts and say “don’t mind if i do”
bro he the kinda dude to yell ‘yippie’
stomps on him stomps on him stomps on him stomps on hi
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