i hate to do this but also don’t feel too bad because my best friends from minnesota are coming to visit this week which means my plans for coming back here have been pushed back. i have outlines and stuff for replies, made new banners and the whole shebang so i’m good to come back, it’s just a matter of sitting down and doing the dang thing. so instead of monday, i’m shooting for next sunday. and if that doesn’t happen, i’ll see y’all in sept., which is also the month i first came up with gaea and came back to tumblr. 

                              WITH HIS LIPS LIKE TANGERINES, AND HIS COLORCODED SPEAK.

selective, independent and private multi- muse blog written by hollow.  featuring muses from marvel, dc, supernatural, the umbrella academy, and more.

so, like i said, i have a lot of drafts and such. a number of them are memes and asks but looking at my tracker, which i need to update, i have 109 active threads and i owe replies for 17. so what i plan to do is delete anything that has been replied to since april 2019 and go from there. i’m going to do this later in the day so that people can reach out and, if they don’t remember the last time they replied to our threads, let me know if they want to keep them or not.

right now, i owe:

@bllkwidw

@zombleeds

@prouddov

@fencetm

@sensesdialed

@mindsmade

@captmrca

@rawnderer

@writermoore

i know i owe more than that but some of you of you have no choice ( @voitel ; @edhelaran ; @thedestrcyer ; @outlawiism ), lol. just like this post if you want to continue these things, darlings!

general  information  :  formerly  faunahymn.  so ,  if  anything  seems  familiar ,  that’s  why.  gaea  lysimachia  is  an  original  character  and  while  she  had  originally  been  made  for  the  ffvx  verse ,  i  decided  to  make  her  more  general  because  i  had  certain  people  only  that  i  wrote  with  in  that  verse.  that  and  i  have  so  many  other  verses ,  it  was  good  for  me  to  just  make  her  indie  and  fandomless.

              i. activity.  i  stress  myself  out  a  lot  over  getting  things  out  on  time  and  again,  here  i  am,  attempting  to  get  my  act  together  when  it  comes  to  activity.  this  blog  is  going  to  be  queue - based  and  what  that  means  for  me  is  that  most  replies  and  asks  will  be  thrown  into  my  queue. update:  because  of  how  busy  i  am,  i  have  decided  that  even  things  for  my  mains  and  my  exclusives  will  be  thrown  into  my  queue.  i  haven’t  decided  how  i  am  going  to  set  up  my  cue  but  i  am  leaning  toward  posts  at  eight  hour  intervals:  two  text  posts  and  one  photo.

              ii. discord.  i  primarily  use  discord  to  scream  about  things  (  can  also  be  read  as  plot  )  and  to  share  things  with  my  writing  partners.  i  write  on  there  as  well  and  have  a  number  of  discord - only  muses.  will  i  make  a  writing  server?  one  day.  for  the  moment,  though,  i  prefer  conversations  to  take  place  there  rather  than  in  tumblr  ims.  i  will  ask  you  for  yours  probably  as  soon  as  possible  and  will  not  be  offended  if  you  do  the  same.

              iii. formatting.  i  will  try  to  format  to  match  the  reply  of  my  partner.  starters  and  asks  will  be  written  in  the  small  size  with  spacing.  update:  there  is  a  possibility  that  i  will  be  redoing  my  icons  or  at  least  making  icons  in  different  shapes,  such  as  long  and  vertical.  we  will  simply  have  to  see.

            iv. shipping.  when  i  think  of  shipping,  the  first  thing  that  comes  to  mind  are  romantic  ships,  though  i  totally  understand  it  can  cover  other  relationships  as  well.  the  fact  is,  gaea  is  in  love  with  love.  she  falls  easily  and  her  loyalty  has  definitely  gotten  her  in  trouble.  i  will  never  force  ship.  i  encourage  people  to  send  in  romantic  memes  to  test  the  waters.  i’ve  gotten  to  a  point  where  i  think  we  should  all  be  free  to  admit  what  we  want  with  no  shame.  if  you  ship  it,  come  to  me.  or  send  in  a  meme.  all  relationships  are  important  here,  though.  so  all  ideas  are  welcome.

            v. content.  you  can  definitely  expect  to  find  mature  themes  here.  and  probably  triggering  content  consider  i  don’t  have  any  triggers  and  i  do  love  dark  themes.  triggers  are  formatted  in  tags  as  :  ‘tw: ________‘ ,  ‘tw ________‘  and  ‘ _______ tw.‘  i  look  at  everyone’s  rules  before  i  contact  them  and  look  for  triggers  and  do  my  best  to  keep  everyone’s  in  mind.  i  may  make  a  list  of  them  as  well.  but  if  i  end  up  missing  something  or  forgetting  something ,  please  slap  me  across  the  face  and  let  me  know.  i  want  everyone  to  be  comfortable  on  their  blogs.  mature  themes  will  also  include  smut ,  which  i  for  the  most  part  will  not  place  beneath  read  mores.

update, june 9th:  this  blog  contains  mentions  of  and  the  discussion  of  forced  prostitution,  dub  and  noncon,  domestic  abuse,  fucked  up  family  dynamics  (  not  incest  ),  unsafe  and  unhealthy  bdsm  practices  and depression / low self - esteem.  again,  my  trigger  warning  formatting  is  above  for  you  to  blacklist  what  you  need  to.

              vi. godmodding.  partners  that  i  feel  comfortable  with  and  who  i  feel  know  gaea  are  allowed  to  do  whatever  they  want  with  gaea  (  basically  mains  and  ships  )  and  don’t  need  to  ask.  there’s  a  difference  between  godmodding  and  moving  things  along  and  sometimes  it’s  hard  to  know  where  you  are.  you  can  always  ask  if  you  have  an  idea  in  mind  and  want  to  make  sure  it’s  okay.  chances  are  likely  you  will also  be  told  to  do  you ,  boo  boo.  

               vii. memes.  i  have  a  problem.  between  my  two  archives,  i  have  at  least  two  hundred.  i  may  bring  some  of  them  over  here.  you  are  always  free  to  send  any  in.  i’ll  be  honest  with  you  if  i  can’t  come  up  with  anything.  but  i  love  doing  starters  based  on  memes  and  will  never  be  upset  when  i  get  one  (  unless  it’s  angst  and  that’s  just  because  i’m  a  sensitive  soul  ).  if  you  reblog  a  meme  from  me ,  please  at  least  send  on  in.  i’m  very  serious  about  this.  if  you  don’t  want  to,  at  least  reblog  from  the  source.  update:  the  game  hasn’t  changed;  i  still  might  bring  some  of  those  asks  over.  however,  i’ve  noticed  the  new  trend  to  make  asks  into  new  posts  and  i  am  here  for  it.

              vii. drama.  new  rule.  i  try  very  hard  to  keep  my  blog  a  safe  space  for  myself  and  for  others.  i  don’t  reblog  call - outs  and  i  don’t  get  in  the  middle  of  things.  i  do,  unfortunately,  have  my  own  little  issues.  nova  (  @mysericordia  )  and  i  used  to  write  together  but  are  no  longer  on  speaking  terms.  once  upon  a  time  she  said  that  gaea  and  her  oc  temp  were  too  similar.  she  is  now  using  bey  as  a  face  claim  and  i  just  want  to  be  clear:  i  am  not  her.  she  is  not  me.  i  would  never  ask  any  of  you  to  stop  writing  with  her  but  just  know  there’s  some  tension  there.  i  don’t  have  a  monopoly  on  bey  but  to  decide  to  change  a  face  claim  after  years… to  mine…  there’s  tension.

              viii. mun.  my  name  is  djaq!  twenty - five  year  old  african  american  cis  female,  going  by  the  pronouns  she  and  her.  i  have  a  job  working  in  a  warehouse  which  means  that between  about  9:30am - 8:00pm  it’s  radio  silence,  unless  i’m  on  my  lunch  break.  i  started  writing  when  i  was  twelve  on  myspace  and  i’ve  been  doing  it  on  different  platforms  since.  i  don’t  have  a  big  preference  when  it  comes  to  genres,  which  is  why  i  have  so  many  verses.  i  look  forward  to  talking  to  you! <3

credits,  update  june  9: base  icons  are  from  whimsies  and  evaccue  on  insanejournal  ( kerry washington ),  hilohello  on  insanejournal  ( yara shahidi ),  and allscalliepsds  here  on  tumblr  ( yara shahidi ). psd  is  mango  from  darkpsds  and  icon  order  is  from  silentxwillxfall.  the incredible hollow ( @voitel /@crimsoninfinity ) made me icons and those are what i will be using from friday, may 31st on! my love myf  (  @masterstrange  )  gave  me  a  psd  to  use  for  steve  but  i’ll  be  using  it  in  some  of  my  graphics  and  icons  from  now  on  as  well.     thanks  so  much,  beeb!

so, like i said, i have a lot of drafts and such. a number of them are memes and asks but looking at my tracker, which i need to update, i have 109 active threads and i owe replies for 17. so what i plan to do is delete anything that has been replied to since april 2019 and go from there. i’m going to do this later in the day so that people can reach out and, if they don’t remember the last time they replied to our threads, let me know if they want to keep them or not.

right now, i owe:

@bllkwidw

@zombleeds

@prouddov

@fencetm

@sensesdialed

@mindsmade

@captmrca

@rawnderer

@writermoore

i know i owe more than that but some of you of you have no choice ( @voitel ; @edhelaran ; @thedestrcyer ; @outlawiism ), lol. just like this post if you want to continue these things, darlings!

general  information  :  formerly  faunahymn.  so ,  if  anything  seems  familiar ,  that’s  why.  gaea  lysimachia  is  an  original  character  and  while  she  had  originally  been  made  for  the  ffvx  verse ,  i  decided  to  make  her  more  general  because  i  had  certain  people  only  that  i  wrote  with  in  that  verse.  that  and  i  have  so  many  other  verses ,  it  was  good  for  me  to  just  make  her  indie  and  fandomless.

              i. activity.  i  stress  myself  out  a  lot  over  getting  things  out  on  time  and  again,  here  i  am,  attempting  to  get  my  act  together  when  it  comes  to  activity.  this  blog  is  going  to  be  queue - based  and  what  that  means  for  me  is  that  most  replies  and  asks  will  be  thrown  into  my  queue. update:  because  of  how  busy  i  am,  i  have  decided  that  even  things  for  my  mains  and  my  exclusives  will  be  thrown  into  my  queue.  i  haven’t  decided  how  i  am  going  to  set  up  my  cue  but  i  am  leaning  toward  posts  at  eight  hour  intervals:  two  text  posts  and  one  photo.

              ii. discord.  i  primarily  use  discord  to  scream  about  things  (  can  also  be  read  as  plot  )  and  to  share  things  with  my  writing  partners.  i  write  on  there  as  well  and  have  a  number  of  discord - only  muses.  will  i  make  a  writing  server?  one  day.  for  the  moment,  though,  i  prefer  conversations  to  take  place  there  rather  than  in  tumblr  ims.  i  will  ask  you  for  yours  probably  as  soon  as  possible  and  will  not  be  offended  if  you  do  the  same.

              iii. formatting.  i  will  try  to  format  to  match  the  reply  of  my  partner.  starters  and  asks  will  be  written  in  the  small  size  with  spacing.  update:  there  is  a  possibility  that  i  will  be  redoing  my  icons  or  at  least  making  icons  in  different  shapes,  such  as  long  and  vertical.  we  will  simply  have  to  see.

            iv. shipping.  when  i  think  of  shipping,  the  first  thing  that  comes  to  mind  are  romantic  ships,  though  i  totally  understand  it  can  cover  other  relationships  as  well.  the  fact  is,  gaea  is  in  love  with  love.  she  falls  easily  and  her  loyalty  has  definitely  gotten  her  in  trouble.  i  will  never  force  ship.  i  encourage  people  to  send  in  romantic  memes  to  test  the  waters.  i’ve  gotten  to  a  point  where  i  think  we  should  all  be  free  to  admit  what  we  want  with  no  shame.  if  you  ship  it,  come  to  me.  or  send  in  a  meme.  all  relationships  are  important  here,  though.  so  all  ideas  are  welcome.

            v. content.  you  can  definitely  expect  to  find  mature  themes  here.  and  probably  triggering  content  consider  i  don’t  have  any  triggers  and  i  do  love  dark  themes.  triggers  are  formatted  in  tags  as  :  ‘tw: ________‘ ,  ‘tw ________‘  and  ‘ _______ tw.‘  i  look  at  everyone’s  rules  before  i  contact  them  and  look  for  triggers  and  do  my  best  to  keep  everyone’s  in  mind.  i  may  make  a  list  of  them  as  well.  but  if  i  end  up  missing  something  or  forgetting  something ,  please  slap  me  across  the  face  and  let  me  know.  i  want  everyone  to  be  comfortable  on  their  blogs.  mature  themes  will  also  include  smut ,  which  i  for  the  most  part  will  not  place  beneath  read  mores.

update, june 9th:  this  blog  contains  mentions  of  and  the  discussion  of  forced  prostitution,  dub  and  noncon,  domestic  abuse,  fucked  up  family  dynamics  (  not  incest  ),  unsafe  and  unhealthy  bdsm  practices  and depression / low self - esteem.  again,  my  trigger  warning  formatting  is  above  for  you  to  blacklist  what  you  need  to.

              vi. godmodding.  partners  that  i  feel  comfortable  with  and  who  i  feel  know  gaea  are  allowed  to  do  whatever  they  want  with  gaea  (  basically  mains  and  ships  )  and  don’t  need  to  ask.  there’s  a  difference  between  godmodding  and  moving  things  along  and  sometimes  it’s  hard  to  know  where  you  are.  you  can  always  ask  if  you  have  an  idea  in  mind  and  want  to  make  sure  it’s  okay.  chances  are  likely  you  will also  be  told  to  do  you ,  boo  boo.  

               vii. memes.  i  have  a  problem.  between  my  two  archives,  i  have  at  least  two  hundred.  i  may  bring  some  of  them  over  here.  you  are  always  free  to  send  any  in.  i’ll  be  honest  with  you  if  i  can’t  come  up  with  anything.  but  i  love  doing  starters  based  on  memes  and  will  never  be  upset  when  i  get  one  (  unless  it’s  angst  and  that’s  just  because  i’m  a  sensitive  soul  ).  if  you  reblog  a  meme  from  me ,  please  at  least  send  on  in.  i’m  very  serious  about  this.  if  you  don’t  want  to,  at  least  reblog  from  the  source.  update:  the  game  hasn’t  changed;  i  still  might  bring  some  of  those  asks  over.  however,  i’ve  noticed  the  new  trend  to  make  asks  into  new  posts  and  i  am  here  for  it.

              vii. drama.  new  rule.  i  try  very  hard  to  keep  my  blog  a  safe  space  for  myself  and  for  others.  i  don’t  reblog  call - outs  and  i  don’t  get  in  the  middle  of  things.  i  do,  unfortunately,  have  my  own  little  issues.  nova  (  @mysericordia  )  and  i  used  to  write  together  but  are  no  longer  on  speaking  terms.  once  upon  a  time  she  said  that  gaea  and  her  oc  temp  were  too  similar.  she  is  now  using  bey  as  a  face  claim  and  i  just  want  to  be  clear:  i  am  not  her.  she  is  not  me.  i  would  never  ask  any  of  you  to  stop  writing  with  her  but  just  know  there’s  some  tension  there.  i  don’t  have  a  monopoly  on  bey  but  to  decide  to  change  a  face  claim  after  years... to  mine...  there’s  tension.

              viii. mun.  my  name  is  djaq!  twenty - five  year  old  african  american  cis  female,  going  by  the  pronouns  she  and  her.  i  have  a  job  working  in  a  warehouse  which  means  that between  about  9:30am - 8:00pm  it’s  radio  silence,  unless  i’m  on  my  lunch  break.  i  started  writing  when  i  was  twelve  on  myspace  and  i’ve  been  doing  it  on  different  platforms  since.  i  don’t  have  a  big  preference  when  it  comes  to  genres,  which  is  why  i  have  so  many  verses.  i  look  forward  to  talking  to  you! <3

credits,  update  june  9: base  icons  are  from  whimsies  and  evaccue  on  insanejournal  ( kerry washington ),  hilohello  on  insanejournal  ( yara shahidi ),  and allscalliepsds  here  on  tumblr  ( yara shahidi ). psd  is  mango  from  darkpsds  and  icon  order  is  from  silentxwillxfall.  the incredible hollow ( @voitel /@crimsoninfinity ) made me icons and those are what i will be using from friday, may 31st on! my love myf  (  @masterstrange  )  gave  me  a  psd  to  use  for  steve  but  i’ll  be  using  it  in  some  of  my  graphics  and  icons  from  now  on  as  well.     thanks  so  much,  beeb!

Forgive me for the ugly mobile post but I just wanted to come in and let people know that this is the WEEK OF ACTION. I'm going to make a post tagging the people I owe replies to and seeing if they want to continue our things. I'll be redoing my rules and making a post about what's kind of been going on. And some of you are just going to get random things thrown into the queue.

I'm going to the fair today and tomorrow morning is when I'll begin really taking care of business. I love you all and feel free to IM me 😘

if you look at my drafts, i have thirty - five things to do. but my tracker says i only owe twenty. so how many of those things are headcanons i was either tagged in or planned to steal and how many are just asks that i finished but didn’t push post on?

i thought going from a jcink site and back to this would be hard but then i remembered that i can use short keys / hot keys ( are either of those even right? ) and everything is coming together. besides making asks into new posts, has anything else changed in the month i’ve been gone?

also, because i am not the type to vague: @mysericordia, i find it very interesting that you decided to change your face claim to mine after claiming our ocs are too alike and blocking me over it. i’m not going to bring up receipts. i’m not going to do this with you. just know that it’s shady and i’m going to be watching out to make sure you haven’t taken any of my things. 

live long and prosper, my dear. 

STILL ALIVE. and your girl will be returning august 12th. a post about what’s been going on with me will be coming out as well as some changes i will be making on my blog. for those of you still here, thank you for being so patient with me. i’ve been going through a rough time, had honestly contemplated whether or not i would come back but here i am! as always, you can speak to me on discord but i’ll be using these two weeks to get write and throw things into my queue. i hope you have all been doing AMAZING and i love you all!

               I STILL LIVE.      i promise that i’m coming back though i am in no hurry. give me another week or so.      i’ve been writing on another site and it doesn’t give me the same stress ( and anger ) that tumblr and the rpc does.      i’ll probably be changing my queue up so i’m not as stressed about pumping so many things out each day.     just know that i love you all, i hope you have been doing well and that you are amazing!     feel free to hit me up about my discord.

“  there is perhaps no better a demonstration of the folly of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world.  ”

THIS BLOG IS CURRENTLY ON A HIATUS.

PLANT  PERSONALITY  QUIZ.

ECHINACEA

A protector. With an amazing blend of optimism, nurturing and goodwill, you lend your strength and energy to those in need. Your seemingly infinite goodwill and boundless supportive energy make you the one people turn to when times are tough. Your greatest strength is, of course, also one of your weaknesses, especially if you neglect to take care of yourself. At times like these, it’s a good idea to take a step back and focus some of that protective energy on yourself.

GINGER

Spirited. A feisty and fiery companion, quick with an opinion, a laugh or an idea. Warm, friendly and inviting, you never allow an awkward moment to pass. In fact, even cold and distant people warm up to you more quickly than others. Negative experiences or too much indulgence, however, can send you into a bit of a tailspin, and when hurt you may become quite cold and distant. Ginger people do best when their natural warmth and affection is flowing freely, giving them easy access to their love of life.

PASSIONFLOWER

Deeply concerned about others and the world around you, you have a developed sense of what’s right and just. You’re a bit of an idealist and strive to see your vision of perfection realized in the world. On occasion you get out of balance, and you may feel a deep sense of unease and be prone to worry—especially at night, tossing and turning over all that is wrong or that needs fixing.

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calliope’s best friend and a self - made woman, esther jameson never liked titan lysimachia.     even before meeting him, she had heard rumors about him and none of them had ever sat well with her.     supporting calliope despite her personal feelings, esther had always been a shoulder to cry on and a listening ear, despite being younger.    and when calliope dies, esther does everything to be there for gaea.      with no leverage to get her away from her father, she’s forced to do nothing but support once more.

ISAAC, terrawrought‌.

@glysimachia     //     plotted starter. 

All is calm out in the world; or so it seems. Patience gives him perspective. It’s what he was taught in the army and he will apply it now, especially since his six isn’t the only one he needs to watch. Daring to peek out of the nearest window, no one is drawn to their current hideout, a sigh of relief passing through his lips.

Turning to face her, he strides up to the pack on the floor, dumping it out between them. Dinner is looking less and less appetizing with each of their dwindling choices.           ❝     I’m gonna have to make a run soon. This shit isn’t gonna last another couple of days. Might as well take advantage of the silence, right?     ❞

There are no ill feelings between them ( not on her side, at least ) but Gaea has done what she can to not remind him of what she is.    She can only imagine how heartbreaking it is, to have the people he considered family and the cause he would have died for turn their backs on him.      And because of that, she’s kept her hands from the soil, has pretended she cannot hear the voices of the foliage around them.

It’s not about the choices they have for dinner ( she has never been a big fan of beans and they have eaten a lot of them ) that makes her decide to do something.     It’s the fact that she trusts him.    That every time he goes out on a run, she worries he may not come back.    She bites her lip momentarily.    ❝ I know this place is only temporary until we find somewhere safe but ... You don’t have to go out on a run. ❞    She outstretches her hands, palms up, a meaningful look on her face.     ❝ Not if you don’t want to. ❞