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I wonder

I honestly wonder when I will find myself a guy that I love and will stay and not leave anymore... I do not know why I am going through all these but I have faith in the Lord.  I have faith that he has greater and bigger plans for me. 

A _ Man

Falling in love with a _ _ _ _ _ _ _ man...  Should’ve known, should’ve been more aware, should’ve been smarter  Hurting like a biatch right now... 

Forgetting

Why does it feel like I’m constantly trying to forget someone...  Constantly pining for someone...

23 October 2017 136AM

It is so painful to see how much pain I used to be in when he left me in 2013 and now it’s 2017 and I am in the exact same position but with a different man that left me the same way as he did. Now he means nothing to me and yet, this man that left me really tore me apart from the inside. He knew how much I suffered before and yet he still did this to me. He hurt me so much its insane! Today, C told me she saw him in Bungalow yesterday. I took a nap and when I woke up seeing that, my whole body was shaking with anger and my hands were sweating like crazy. I hate how he can still do this to me, how even when he doesn’t give a shit about me, he can still have these kinda effects on me. 

There he is, living a wonderful life without me! I hate him so much for hurting me like this, for tearing me apart from inside out. I placed ALL my trust and love in you and this is what you do to me. THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR HURTING ME LIKE THIS M, THANK YOU! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! For the rest of my life, I will never ever ever forget what you've put me through and how you tore me apart and how you knew I needed you and that I loved you and left me like I was nothing. 

Do not ever tell me I changed or that I’m so cold hearted, YOU MADE ME THIS WAY YOU ASSHOLE! I will never ever let you back into my life to do this to me ever again! EVER! 

Honestly, if I ever think “hmmmm should I find him?” “hmmmm is it a good idea if I beg for him?” NO NO NO! NOT A GOOD IDEA! Every single time you find him, he’s given you nothing but coldness and pain! DO NOT SUBJECT YOURSELF TO SUCH MISERIES ANYMORE! He will never be the person you first met after all the hurt and sorrow he has put you through! Never ever run back to what broke you! EVER!

23 October 2017 1256AM

If I move back to Singapore after graduation, 100% going to get a teacup poodle okay! I am not even kidding! This is a MUSTTTTTT! 

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