Sad posting under here in case u just dont wanna hear it i get it i need a journal i know i know
I feel so much sadness and regret every day for every choice ive ever made in my life and i guess all those choices are supposed to make us who we are but i dont think i like myself very much and i just think i could have made better choices and i wish i could go back and try again and start all over and i feel like ive lived in fear of feeling this way my whole life with an obsession to “get it right the first time” and even feeling that way for as long as i can remember i still fucked it up and want a do-over