gaymerasmus - Tumblr blog

gaymerasmus · 5 days

Text

I'm sure all of us are familiar with what happened to Heavy and Medic in the TF2 comics, particularly, comic #6.

They reunite after spending 6 months apart following the mercenaries being fired. Heavy has been living back in Russia with his family, and Medic has joined the TFC team, which has gone horribly.

Their reunion is in a less than ideal situation as Heavy is interrupting Cheavy from tearing Medic into pieces. Cheavy kills Medic, and Heavy completely loses his shit. He is determined to kill the man who killed his Doktor. To a degree that doesn't seem like avenging a friend, almost more like avenging a partner. Someone he loves deeply.

But then Medic comes back, and Heavy is just... weirdly casual about it. He goes from complete rage mode to "Ah Doktor it is good to have you back." No hug, no tears, just accepts that Medic is alive again. It almost feels like there is an awkwardness between them.

From a logical standpoint, this is just TF2 being TF2. The emotional moments in the comics are often quickly switched to a comedic tone.

But my Red Oktoberfest obsessed brain has latched onto this hard, and I have a headcanon that is now deeply ingrained into my worldview.

Heavy and Medic broke up when the team disbanded.

As much as I like the idea of Heavy and Medic keeping things going long distance and writing letters to each other, it doesn't make much sense to me logically.

This is something I've thought about a lot, to the point where I'm considering writing an angsty little one-shot about it.

I believe that when Gray Mann took control and fired the mercenaries, Heavy and Medic were left in a complicated situation where their interests no longer aligned. Heavy wanted to go back home to Russia and take care of his family. Medic wanted to look for a new job to continue his medical mad science endeavours. No matter what, if they were to stay together, someone would have ended up dissatisfied. After trying and failing to come up with a compromise, they decided the best thing was to go their separate ways.

But it didn't change the fact that they still loved each other. They went on to their new situations, with feelings of lingering regret and wondering what could have happened if they had stayed together.

When they reunite in the comics, this is the first time seeing each other since their painful break-up. They still care deeply for each other, hence Heavy instantly becoming protective of Medic when he sees him in danger. And when Medic dies, he snaps completely. He has thought about this man constantly since returning to Russia, silently hurting over the loss of the only real relationship he ever had. And now that man is dead. Of course he's going to lose it.

But when Medic comes back, he's confronted with the fact that Medic technically isn't his partner anymore, not at this point, anyways. In comes the awkwardness. He isn't sure how to approach this now. He and Medic have barely even spoken to each other at this point, much less talked about their feelings or their break-up.

I like to think shortly after the 6th comic ends, or sometime off-screen, they talk things out, resolve their issues, and maybe even share a lovely little reuniting kiss. But hey, that's just a theory! A game theory!

#good morning this broke my heart

306 notes · View notes

gaymerasmus · 18 days

Text

have this

12K notes · View notes

gaymerasmus · 2 months

Text

i love engineer tf2 so much i need to tear him limb from limb

#real af

95 notes · View notes

gaymerasmus · 4 months

Text

#people will say no to this then eat cereal for breakfast every morning

5K notes · View notes

gaymerasmus · 4 months

Text

My boyfriend: Merry Christmas baby I brought you a snack

The fucking snack???:

#thanks?#merry christmas

5 notes · View notes

gaymerasmus · 4 months

Text

Never understood why they make oversized candy bars so thick like gnawing through a holiday themed brick. I think they should be thinner with more surface area, like biting into chocolate flavored glass.

0 notes

gaymerasmus · 4 months

Text

What the hell is going on with Minecraft btw

#where crosshair wighout the stupid buttons on moblie wtf are those #also no more resizing controls rip my fat fucking fingers #fuck

0 notes

gaymerasmus · 4 months

Text

So because no one asked today i'll talk about my two Merasmus headcanons. Because hes my fave silly guy;

(sorry for grammar errors n' such. English is not my first language :3)

AND ALSO HOW HIS EYES LOOK A LITTLE APART IN THE IMAGE BELOW I FORGOT TO REMAKE EM ASDHKBASKDJAJD

So let's first of all address the teeth. I have talked about them before, but I also wanna add that in this post. My main headcannon for Merasmus is that his canine teeth are a little sharp and placed high above the other teeth. Basicially giving him 'vampire-like' teeth which he is pretty insecure about. As a result he covers his mouth 90% of the time. I have drawn him showing his mouth before though!

Next are the scarred legs and arms. Especially those big ones on the arms. So, of course, they are a result of fighting with the mercs. The big ones on the arms though are especially because of Soldier. Merasmus isn't stupid, so most of the time he tries to protect his head while in battle. He places his arms in front of his face in a attempt to cover it.

And last my realest Merasmus irl song (tell me otherwise I fucken dare u /j)

(my art can be used as pfps, either just the drawing or with flags added. but the flags shall not be hatefull n such. plus give credit ty<3) -RRM

#yeesss!!!!!!#marasmus my beloved

67 notes · View notes

gaymerasmus · 4 months

Text

Herta Burbe

#yeah

12K notes · View notes

gaymerasmus · 5 months

Text

zzaamn not me drawing this texan guy again YEEEEEHAAAAAW WOOOO-HEE

bleeh i like him :P

#WWWQASAWAASAA I LVOEBHIM #engineer my beeloved

7K notes · View notes

gaymerasmus · 5 months

Note

Medic: "Frl. Pauling, would you like to accompany me an-"

Miss P: "How many times do I have to tell you people! I'm a lesb-"

Medic, with a finger to her mouth: "-..accompany me and Heavy to zhe pride parade?"

Miss P, clearly embarressed: "oh.. uh..yeah."

None of the Mercs are "straight", Ms Pauling.

#me when icplay transfemme two or whatever it's called

252 notes · View notes

gaymerasmus · 5 months

Text

An orb pondering time for @maria-ruta 🔮✨

#sorry for anyone in the vicinity becauseim going to go insanse now #sexyspells

82K notes · View notes

gaymerasmus · 5 months

Text

captain picker isgonna finger himself

#just mad they didnt get to fuck the old man

76K notes · View notes

gaymerasmus · 5 months

Text

“lol why are you following the boobs and ass artist” why do you think I’m following the boobs and ass artist. do you think I go to the grocery store ironically too

127K notes · View notes

gaymerasmus · 5 months

Text