i can be energetic cheerful and fun when I'm allowed to. I'm always in a state of agony but there's a few moments when I feel like I can act how I want. I like being loud and proud and feeling human. I just wish I could always get to act like that. Maybe one day. I hope when I die if there's something after I can act like that. Just a silly funny person.

we played Mario kart in class today and I won!! ^_^

my mother and sibling just try to tell me that there's nothing wrong with me and it's normal. But they don't know what I'm truly going through. I wish I could explain what it's really like. Please let me just get diagnosed with something so I know what the hell is wrong with me

lol what if I took my scalpel to school? Then again I might just "accidentally" stab the stupid girl I don't like LMAO

don't you love being the background friend?! Isn't it just swell? Even your own friends you hold dear ignore you! Man I love it :) just a wonderful thing. Isn't life just so wonderful??!?!!

(wtf, why can't I just be noticed and not isolated -_-,)

guy who is seconds away from giving up on everything entirely: hi lol

Oh so the pain and suffering never ends? Awesome

– Audrey Hepburn

me after having the best day of my life: I have to kill myself

i be buying things online and using them as reasons to stay alive for a bit longer.

I'm afraid that I will never commit suicide and will suffer for the rest of my days.

coming to a school near you!

born to say terrible things online forced to keep my mouth shut so i dont get arrested and killed on my doorstep

Who's up losing their shit?

ngl if I had a partner I would give them princess/prince/royal treatment. Like I'm buying you gifts, giving you money, gonna try to take you out to places, and just Make my whole life about you. I can be sweet and gentle and all good things if I tried. I'm not that messed up I swear. I promise I won't ever yell or be upset or anything. One day I know and hope that I can find someone who I can love and loves me. That's all I ever really wanted in life. Maybe one day

my mother starts venting to me and crying and I just sit there knowing I could never do the same to her. She's the woman who yelled when I cried. The woman who I could never let know my problems.

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