Look at what i did today :3

yes girl you are so [if i loved you less i might be able to talk about it more] [hands are unbearably beautiful] [i'll take care of you it's rotten work not to me not if it's you] [if you are intolerable let me be the one to tolerate you] [i could recognise him by touch alone] [i love you i want us both to eat well] [on purpose i love you on purpose] [whatever our souls are made of his and mine are the same] [i am half agony half hope] [you have bewitched me body and soul and i love love love you] [he is half of my soul as the poets say] [i'm sick of people saying that love is all a woman is fit for but i'm so lonely] [i love you most ardently] [let me stay tender hearted despite despite despite] [someone has to leave first this is a very old story there is no other version of this story] [mostly i want to be kind] [tell me how all this and love too will ruin us] [you said i killed you haunt me then] [someone somewhere can you understand me a little love me a little] [i will love you as misfortune loves orphans as fire loves innocence and as justice loves to sit and watch while everything goes wrong] [sorry about the blood in your mouth i wish it was mine] [who will come into my kitchen and be hungry for me] can we kiss now

BONES AND ALL (2022)

She hopes I'm cursed forever to

Sleep on a twin-sized mattress

In somebody's attic or basement my whole life

Never graduating up in size to add another

And my nightmares will have nightmares every night

Oh, every night, every night

R.M. Rilke, The Man Watching // Euripides, An Oresteia (trans. Anne Carson) // Oscar Wilde // Hanya Yanagihara, A Little Life // @bitsbyt3s // Mary MacLane, "January 20", The Story of Mary MacLane // Trista Mateer // see 4 // @kafk-a // Olivia Laing, "Loneliness: coping with the gap where friends used to be"

Heart in Paintings

// Nitya prakash

// Richard siken, Crush [parallels]

FORGIVE ME, FOR MY SELF DESTRUCTIVE TENDENCIES  

the book of tomorrow, cecelia ahern / all alright, fun. / nitya prakash / this is me trying, taylor swift / electra, sophocles / comfort crowd, conan gray / dream on, kate lattey / the other side of the door, taylor swift / me before you, jojo moyes / talk me down, troye sivan / the sea, the sea, iris murdoch / hardest to love, the weeknd / headstart, ritt momney / good will hunting (1997) / sorry, halsey

Somewhere in a parallel world, you'd want me as much as I want you here and I'll care not about your existence. For now, I breathe you. - Nitya Prakash

“I need very little, but I need that little very much.”

—Nitya Prakash

In another universe I don’t have to wonder how your days are going, because we wake up in the same bed and at night we come home after work and talk about our days in each others arms.

(I miss you)

Mary Oliver, from “Hum Hum”, A Thousand Mornings

You only like me because I make you feel good about yourself