Very pleasant surprise to wake up to today

Oh...

My Furina reached max level tonight!!

Better late than never!

Now to grind talent materials and artifacts...

Wow robots are so cool and gay!

I think I like robots now.

Transferring information as robots.

I need this the most right now

(Well every time honestly...)

Now this is my kind of yuri!

Wow all these cool people reblogging me

Something just broke in me today.

I don't know what to do anymore, honestly.

May HRT save me, if nothing else will.

For I may be worthless, and don't matter to people much, but at least I have something left to cling to.

Can't have friend circles, partners or best friends. I tried too much already. But that's okay. I'm fine.

I won't matter to people as much as their other friends. This is also okay. It's okay. I believe some things are just meant to be like this. It's best accept reality than challenge it, for the latter would only make me waste energy. I will only be just someone who's not special for anyone, and maybe that's okay.

I will not let this stop me. I'm not giving in to the dark thoughts, but instead use this to my advantage.

If I have not much else to live for, then the goal is clear at least. Time to save up what little I even can and see what happens.

The light inside has broken but I still work

Just did the Discord Quest for Star Rail. Turns out I was NOT in the first 300k people to do it. Damn...

-30 Stellar Jades I guess

This is so wholesome wtf I love this

I should look into this ship more...

i just want a beautiful hot evil woman that would care for me even if i was a broke trash racoon am i asking too much

Will quietly reblog this for very cis reasons...

You can just be a girl

You can just be a girl. Or a boy, or something else; those aren’t my areas of expertise, though I imagine the process is roughly similar. But you can just be a girl. If you want to. If you’re not already.

You can grow out your hair. You can try new clothes. You can take that stumbling first step into something new. You can have your awkward teen years in your 20s, your 30s, your 40s, your 50s, and on. You can never arrive late, as long as you still arrive.

You can throw away all the things you were told were gifts but which never brought you any joy. You can finally give yourself what you actually wanted but were told to never ask for.

You can drop the act. You can dismantle the walls you were taught to build. You can pick at the callous you formed around yourself to protect from the friction of the world, peel it away to find yourself soft beneath, and discover the relief of being tender. You can find sisterhood, and feel it fill all the empty promises brotherhood made before. You can have love, and you can finally give it too. You can delight in how the world seems frictionless now that you don’t have to pretend anymore.

You can melt your flesh down and recast your body into a home instead of just a tool. You can listen to every stitch pop as you rip yourself from the social fabric, free to weave yourself anew. You can rend yourself open, reach in, and gently raise the girl you could have been before you were taught to be a man. You can shed the false self you hid inside, claw your way out sticky and bloody and gasping for air, and finally start living. With freshly soft hands you can seize the hammer of your will, and with it — day by day, blow by screaming blow — you can beat your fate into a shape of your choosing.

You can just be a girl.

This lives in my head rent free

It's time for the moment you've been waiting for....ONE, TWO, THREE. Ready? MIKU MIKU BEAAAAMMMM!

Starch, My No. 1 favorite Star Rail ship!

I love these two a lot.

Ever cheerful and enthusiactic photographer and a trash can loving raccoon. Perfect combo!

Sources: https://twitter.com/j_i_n____2/status/1747637758582214751 https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/108470399 https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/109256023 https://drivebypainter.tumblr.com/post/730950724123590656/i-love-march-7th-and-stelle-does-too

YES YES YES YES YES Best couple ever!

I love wholesome lesbian ships above all else. Easy #1 Star Rail ship for me.

quick starch