pinkie pie redesign! pretend her cutie mark is there i forgot to put it on lol

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

if men r going 2 be horny and misogynistic when designing female characters can they at the very least make the outfit cunty......nothing pisses me off more than seeing a bitch with negative 2 articles of clothing on and it’s still ugly......flop ass bitches......

Mikufox!

A furrified Miku for Miku day >:3 I made a new outfit for her too, I hope she’s still recognizable! A short lil timelapse: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/dbr_z11J7to

I’m so sorry babes anytics and marketing don’t get you like I get you 😢

we talk a lot about ohhhh what if my calling is to be the greatest mammoth hunter ever and I'm wasting my talents in the modern era but we never think about what if Thog from 30,000 BCE was the only person ever born who could get a sub-7min Donkey Kong Country any%, and he never got the chance. what about thog

Lars von Trier wants to be Cronenberg but he's too Catholic and Cronenberg wants to be John Waters but he's too straight and John Waters wants to be the sick freak who directed Batpussy.

Hideaki Anno Greatest Hits:

anno listing “tom and jerry” as one of his top ten anime, unironically

when he admitted to forgetting rei existed not even halfway through the making of evangelion

“i feel like star trek is american imperialism itself”

when anno’s highly anticipated australia visit had to be cancelled because he fell down a tokyo escalator during rush hour and cracked his forehead

“we have to put a little repulsive things in our works, especially for the children. it’s like poison: we need to give it to kids little by little to establish an immunity, so they’ll grow up with the ability and mental strength to resist”

when he called an american fan a “fool” for spending textbook money on anime

“i don’t listen to the beatles”

when he accused disney of casual fascism for “portraying nazis as fashionable”

“disney is simply not capable of handling the wide range of stories we see in japanese anime”

when he compared animation to “masturbation shows”

when he justified his veganism not for political or religious reasons, but because he has “no interest in ordinary life, including eating”

“when i first met anno in college, the first thing he told me was how he knew every line in space battleship yamato, except for the first episode, and the reason he didn’t know every line in the first episode was because he didn’t record it, and the reason he didn’t record it was because he didn’t know if the series would turn out any good”

“i dislike western civilization. i don’t place much trust in western civilization”

“i have an attachment towards deformity. i can’t love something if it’s not broken somewhere”

“maybe i have multiple personality disorder. i don’t even understand myself”

Things I’m learning about All For the Game fans: a lot of y’all didn’t grow up with a cheese drawer in your fridge and it shows

One thing I've learned about Tumblr economics is that tumblrinas are too wary to reblog low note posts

When people get a little too gung-ho about-

wait. cancel post. gung-ho cannot be English. where did that phrase come from? China?

ok, yes. gōnghé, which is…an abbreviation for “industrial cooperative”? Like it was just a term for a worker-run organization? A specific U.S. marine stationed in China interpreted it as a motivational slogan about teamwork, and as a commander he got his whole battalion using it, and other U.S. marines found those guys so exhausting that it migrated into English slang with the meaning “overly enthusiastic”.

That’s…wild. What was I talking about?

which is definitely not an omen

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I want to post my old art more often, so here's a typewriter ASCII art of Lana Skye