Wednesday, June 5, 2019

So I actually forgot to write one for today, so I’m actually writing this on the day after but basically here’s what happened. Bob, my grandmother lives in English Turn and doesn’t have many friends so my family keeps her company most of the time. Today, Dean was going to spend the night with Foster, and I was going to go with my parents and Bob our to the English Turn country club, for a nice fancy dinner. My mom asked me thst morning if maybe Jules would like to come, and I actually really wanted her to, but figured she wouldn’t because a dinner with your parters parents can usually just be very stressful. However she wanted to, bc she wanted to see me, and she loves fancy dinners.

Jules was working at a thrift store today, so for her to actually make it to dinner with us, we would need to get her over to my house by around 6:45 because the reservations were for 7:15. So how all this planning in the day of ended up working out fine, and I rode with my dad to pick her up. On the way back to our house, she was um... very loud? I was fine with it but her and my dad definitely do not share the same “energy” when it come to stuff like that. She came over and we just cuddled on the couch for about 10 minutes, and then got in our car to go. (We have an old Mazda that seats seven people.) We drove to my grandmas house which took about twenty minutes, which meant twenty minutes of conversation between my mom and dad, and twenty minutes of Jules and I talking.

Then my grandma got into the car, and everyone exchanged their individual “hellos” and “how are you” and then we took off to the country club. On the way there though, Jules and I moved into the very back, so she was almost on my lap, and we were just holding hand and cuddling in the way there. The actual dinner was very nice, which was rather surprising. I had a hamburger and a chicken breast from the buffet, and she had a chicken breast with a small salad. The dinner wasn’t overly awkward or anything, and it served well to bring us closer together.

After the dinner, we dropped. Bob off and Jules and I kept sitting in the back, and grabbing her thighs as she slept on me. There was occasional crotch-grabbing but nothing *too* sexual. When we got home, my parents went into their bedroom to watch TV or something, and Jules and I almost fell asleep while spooning on the couch. She turned around after awhile and grabbed the back of my head and we started making out. That’s pretty normal, but this was just somehow more intimate than usual, because I slipped my hand down into her jean shorts as started you know, like, fingering her while we were kissing. After about two minutes of that, she stopped kissing me, and started just breathing because she was trying not to moan too loud. Before she did, though- she was smart and said that we really shouldn’t be doing this in the middle of the living room, and I agreed. So then we just slept on each other for awhile and my dad woke us up about an hour later. ~Jules I know you use tumblr and if you’re reading this, I love you~

Tuesday, June 4, 2019

Right so today started off just being boring, with me using up screen time by completing small missions in Sea of Thives. My brother went off to camp so I had the house more or less to myself because my dad was upstairs working and my mom was sleeping, as usual.

At around 2:00am, my mom made me watch the first episode of “Catch 22” with her, which actually wasn’t that bad. Max and Nate came over and watched me play Sea of Theives for awhile and hen we all went swimming in my backyard. I kept up with texting Jules heart emojis and also some cute animals because that usually gets a good reaction. I’ve spent the night talking with Acadia, and I’ll try to spend my time more wisely tomorrow, because I realize that I also haven’t started on the homework portion of my summer reading.

So, starting today, this is basically just going to be a little diary for everything that happens in my day.

Monday, June 3, 2019

I woke up at around 6:30am (even though I had set an alarm for seven) and I ate a little snack bar. I then spent most of the day at my grandmothers house in English Turn. I did all sort of yard work, pool work, and also just general cleaning of her pool. She made me red beans and rice, and some small burritos. I was also keeping up with Jules, who to be honest seems to be a big fan of dry texting. Like, I’d be fine with it otherwise but I’m her boyfriend and it gets almost annoying. However, I always seem to be wrong about her love for me diminishing because soon after we ended up FaceTiming and it was lovely.

I was kind of angry at her before we actually got on the phone, though- because I read my calendar wrong and thought that I would be free in two weeks and definitely not this coming weekend, but it turns out that actually I would be free this weekend but she had already made plans with one of her girlfriends. Max and Maya come over for supper, but Maya left early and didn’t talk to anyone. I mentioned this to Jules and she got angry at me. I like that she can get jealous of other people being around me, but she assumed that Maya and I liked talking together. The truth is, though- that Maya and I haven’t actually talked in many months. I blocked her on most social media, and she knows it. If she were a good person, she would have come and spoken to me directly, but she hasn’t (which is probably for the best) yet.