My mom asked me how to screenshot on her iPhone. I laughed and then remembered she taught me how to use a spoon and a toilet.

a lot of men say they want women to embrace their natural beauty but they really just want women who are already “pretty enough” without makeup to not wear makeup… like, you don’t want someone to show their natural acne and scars and natural hyper pigmentation, you don’t let women have their natural mustaches, chin hair, beards, and unibrows without shitting on them, which is exactly how they grow for a lot of people, etc. you want women to wax and shape their natural brows, remove their natural facial hair and body hair, and do a strict skincare regimen to manipulate the chemistry and physiological processes of their skin to maintain clear unblemished skin and adhere to already existing beauty standards. you just don’t want them to wear the style of makeup you don’t like lol

And when you see me again, I hope your heart hurts. I hope you see a lost future and know that there is no turning back the clocks, there is no second chance.

I know I do. (via alovesynonymouswithdisaster)

me, someone who can’t form stable relationships anymore: you know what? i wanna fall in love

sad blog

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She was on her own if you know what I meant. She’s the type of person who can handle the world, but if you look a bit closer, she couldn’t handle herself. She needs to be loved by someone who will look at her the way she looks at sunsets.

Theodor H.S.A (via 20somethingandstilllost)

No one likes me. Ever.

(via to-be-far-away)

Things were hard when school started. I was overwhelmed. I was becoming depressed. Then Colin dumped me and the rug was ripped from under me. It took everything in me to stay afloat. It was all I could manage just to get to class when I had to and pass my classes. I have been trying so hard to hold on and not to let this semester get away from me. It's still 8 full weeks out until the end of the semester and suddenly I feel so much worse. Not only am I depressed but I'm sad. I'm so sad I can't bring myself to do anything. I'm sitting on my couch in the dark and I keep crying over nothing in particular and I don't want company but I don't want to be alone and I don't want to eat anything or do anything and this is bad. It's gotten really really bad the last few days and I don't know how to fix it but I so so so badly do not want to give up this semester that I've been working on so hard.

Falling back into a destructive mindset after being okay for a while is exhausting and upsetting.

*tries to get eight hours sleep in 3 hours*

I think I fell in love with you and I don't know how to fall back out of it.

being dirt poor at 23 years old eating ramen out of a cup is not exactly what i had in mind when my mom told me i could do anything i wanted

I've now been dumped twice by men who found out their exes were pregnant and went back to them, but when I was the pregnant ex, no one came running back to me.