"Time held me green and dying though I sang in my chains like the sea."

Elana Herzog

think i love you and your blog

:) , my blog isnt very good but thankyou! early days ...

lots of lovexx

WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?

all i can think of is going to hylands park and thinking i could hop over the speed bump , ended up stubbing my face flat on the ground massive fat lip! ouch

hello

heyy

It’s when I’m standing six feet away from you and not being able to find the words to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you that I want to just scream to the whole room that I’m still in love with you. It’s when I’m sitting alone with the phone in my hand dialing your number and hanging up that I would trade a thousand tomorrows for just one yesterday. Then I could just call you to tell you goodnight. It’s when I am really sad about something and need someone to talk to that I realize you’re the only one who really knew me at all. It’s when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much I would give to hold you at that very moment. It’s when I think about you that I realize no one else in the world is meant for me.

yeah ive made some terrible mistakes in my life , but what can i say 

i live for summer , for being with my family in salcombe devon

trying to stay creative is hard , i love space and layout , but its hard under pressure

i just want to cry... cry it all out but im too scared to even ring my family , because the thought of my mum gaining some kind of excitement the fact i need her , just more of someone there. is that to much to ask for ? without her saying im missing her... no i dont i just want a cuddle...

its so wierd, im a weird one... and to all the girls that i have kind of shit on me , you dont even know me so dont fucking judge... because what the fuck would you know??

livings:

its been a while since ive last blogged...

oops my fault , but what can i say a busy last month 

settleling into jackwills land, less than a month before christmas so excited!

feeling christmassy , haven't been doing much though recently, and trying to get on with my work, which is more unproductive then ever!

soregums :( my wisdom teeth are trying to make a show ouchy! 

feeling really depressed at the moment!

just me and the little world , its weird hasnt been this way in a long time

so getting used to being the best company for myself! maassive food monster at the moment ! , need to get in shape and start enjoying life rather being a massive depressed shit at home in kennington, thankfully i have the most amazing flat mate martyn who gives me all the cuddles in the world (hese gay so nothing more), but a friend for life....

really down ... :(