hello all. hope this new post finds everyone well. this past six months has been ridiculously awful for me personally. i had to put my cat down, my father then had a heart attack. my very best friend in the whole world took his life in late april. this in addition to losing my job in november caused me to seriously spiral into a depressive state like no other. i have been doing much better especially in the last month or so however. I'm down to about 230 pounds now and had been going pretty hard at the gym to keep my mind straight. i think this summer I'd like to continue to go to the gym (weight lifting mainly) but also now that i have a new job get myself back on the gain train. full. force. i work in food retail so tomorrow after work i think I'm going to do a heavy cream chugging video and post it here. if anyone js still tuned in, thoughts? I'd love some support in getting myself back out there into the community and potentially further posting more content than the sporadic updates i have been known for in years previous. if this post comes across your algorithm, let me know what you think! and take care as always.

Wowzers

I have been absolutely gorging for the last few weeks. noticeable?

Fat hog

If I start a paid online presence who's interested?

feeling round

whew 🤯

oh we gettin fat out here

it has been an incredibly fattening summer for me... anyone wanna guess my weight?

back up to about 242. i swear this time its just my gut getting bigger and bigger.

i have returned. slightly slimmer (235) due to a new job and stress :( i need some encouragement if I'm gonna hit 250 again by 2022!!

250 :) if anyone wants to sponsor me and get me to 300 before next summer please dm me!!

oh how views can change...

some new pics :) sitting at about 245 now

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