23 e.o. / she/her / currently at university / here will appear mostly reports / but also maybe a bit of my thoughts on some topics / and some fandoms / fangirling as a lifestyle
Den's reply to an angry comment regarding company's announcement, about copying OnlyOneOf's - libidO choreo in Deep Night ep1, that supposedly angered fans:
HOW IS THE SHOW WITH MOST PORN WITH PLOT POTENTIAL ONE OF THE BEST SHOWS EVER??
Dude Deep Night has always been a journey about family, acceptance and love. Love towards others, live towards yourself, but THIS EPISODE.. it was just so beautiful. I think it might be a 10/10 seriously...
Just look
See how far Khemtid has come as a character and as a person.. he went from being selfish and angry and jealous to crying our of EMPATHY for his boyfriends pain.
To crying because he's worked to hard to get the club his mom loves so much back on track. This man cries because he's now feeling feelings in a much healthier way.
And the throuple??? Not a kink thing??? But actual poly??? They're introducing this topic so carefully, it's developed so naturally... The looks, the enemies to helping each other, to these looks.. to feeling he's part of it as well and being concerned about it. He's part of their dynamic but they don't know how to put that into something real. Fuck when I tell you I felt so sad in these moments, because all three of them hurt.
Also... Talking about age???? And how you're still allowed to love like a teen???? And that's valid???? The phrase she says cut me deep broool
"In all of that, there's no me"
Freya will have to learn to accept herself, because love is a vulnerable thing and she's supposed to be strong and a mother and a boss and a leader.. but what about the one she leans on when she's tired???
And the way Khemtid just kNOWS
We're also getting the quiet love, the hand holding, the hair brushing, the every day love. We have been losing that, and I'm so glad they're showing it.
He'll do ANYTHING for Wela.
FUCK THERES SO MUCH I ALSO WANT TO TALK ABOUT
The way it's directed is masterful at creating tension and excitement and confusion and the rush of adrenaline when you like someone but you're too damn scared...
The third couple... "If you don't tell me, I won't know"
So re-watching Deep Night and caught this little gem.
The lockers are, in order, James, Great, Ken, Empty Locker, Seji, Wela
There is literally an empty locker between Ken and Seji. Excuse me while I go and cry over the symbolism of the fact that there was something missing between them! There was a gap to be filled and they needed something to connect them.
The fantasy that proves we can have our cake and eat it too and that this show can give us poly damnit and that they deserve it. Give Ken his happy ending! Give Seiji everyone he loves! Let Pan explore his fantasies! It can be done!