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fallenpea · 1 year
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我突然记得了
那年哪来的一股傻劲让我成功坚持着变强大变坚强的动力
就是我对自己说,我就选择你了。
我怎么样都选择你。
就这样,慢慢让信任的幼苗在非常不营养的土壤中竟然发芽了。
如果你能也选择了我,那我该有多幸福呀
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fallenpea · 3 years
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Melting even the most jaded of hearts.
These children are the most beautiful part of the job.
At a time where every week’s bustle results in senseless anger and frustration, letters like this remind me why we keep moving, even if it’s last thing we feel like doing.
I miss you both!
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fallenpea · 3 years
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如果今天不吃飽飽明天就沒有力氣減肥了呀對不對
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唉。
是死肥豬就只好自己逗自己笑
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fallenpea · 3 years
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山林中上上下下走了好幾回
直到能夠拿憂傷交換一身汗水,一絲笑容。
生活中總會下場雨
等不到雨停,等不到彩虹
要記得可以給自己撐把傘
一個人的雨天也很美,不是嗎
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fallenpea · 3 years
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Tonight, I rest.
In celebration I planned an exciting food day tomorrow. The perfect 1000cal count was a bonus!
Goodnight, good night indeed :)
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fallenpea · 4 years
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22 November, 2020
5.22pm
雨聲好像唱出了我心中的捨不得
可是它溫柔的伴奏
讓我找到整理心情的平靜
從夢幻般的週末慢慢返回平凡的星期一
請自己別忘了平淡中的美麗
願自己每一天把握緊的拳頭再鬆開一點點
勸自己努力記得其實快樂可以很簡單。
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fallenpea · 4 years
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At the end of the day
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At the end of the day, if it cannot be your hand in mine
I hope each passing day washes a little of the scars away
I hope each passing week peels away the anger, layer by layer
I hope each passing month helps me understand
That for the years to come,
in my heart of hearts
I wish you joy
No matter what my words may say.
And I hope what never fades away in meaning
And what I’ll keep
in the treasure chest of my mind,
are all of the flowers that you’ve planted in my hair
To make me happy.
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fallenpea · 4 years
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Dear Bun
Another year.
Wherever you are in the universe, I hope you are at peace.
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fallenpea · 4 years
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My weight plateau is pissing me the hell off, but I’m not giving up!!! Made it through work days with lots of activity and below calorie goals.. and even had McDonald’s! Whoop!
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fallenpea · 4 years
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Honestly so freaking happy with myself- made it through a 12 hour shift on less than 1200 calories, and I feel energetic enough to really look forward to going home in a bit to do a short intensive workout. Didn’t even feel like having the small milk tea treat I initially planned.
My fitness band motivates me so much! Best buy ever.
Tomorrow is a new challenge- 12 hour shift, 1200 calories, RESISTING THE MACS DINNER THE KIDS AT WORK ARE GOING TO HAVE.
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fallenpea · 4 years
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It’s been 3 awesome disciplined days with less than 1200 calories and lots of exercise!
I dropped 1.5kg in a day from water retention going away, and subsequently another 1.5kg over 2 days. Essentially around 3kg in 3 days! 2 more kg to my goal, although a bit more lost would be good as well.
I can’t wait to weigh myself tomorrow morning, and I’m really hoping I still can stay below 1200 calories on a 12 hour work day :(
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fallenpea · 4 years
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Oden is freaking magic food. And I’m so happy we can make it at home!!!
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fallenpea · 4 years
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Great first day!!!
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fallenpea · 4 years
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Mission Healthful
I woke up yesterday 3+ kgs heavier, and went into panic mode. I’ve been working out almost every day but I guess it can’t make up for the extra time lazing around at home and also my atrocious appetite and diet.
Yesterday I took a huge brunch of some papaya, some porridge, a somewhat large helping of caifan and a chateraise slice of chocolate cake T_T. I roughly counted around 950 calories for this.
The rest of the day was spent guiltily- resisting all foods and drinking lots of water. Salad and yogurt for dinner- totaling around a 1.5k calorie day. Not too bad considering the active day at work and the workout I did in office just before ending my day.
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Today I woke up 1.5kg lighter. Turns out the crazy weight jump may have been because of period water retention after all. Still! Since I’m motivated now I shall try to do right by my body. I’ve been admittedly mindlessly binging on the most unhealthy food I can get my hands on anyway.
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Tried to have shirataki noodles with light broth again and it made me nauseated! It was bland and fishy and disgusting so I guess I saved calories by not eating it at all. Just some soup vegetables there and a fishball- let’s generously count that as 80 calories.
Papaya at around 60 calories and a small cup of delicious avocado milkshake at around 150. Brunch at 290 calories total! Lovely.
Plan for later is to work out, pick up my ezbuy goodies and go grocery shopping for diet friendly healthy foods!!! So excited for this until I run out of steam.
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fallenpea · 4 years
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27 year old neopian
Yes I am!
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I hit my first neopian million EVER and fulfilled a childhood dream.
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And here’s my first fancily painted pet. How adorable is he?
Next goal: Baby Kacheek
Next next goal: Water Peophin
Next next next goal: Faerie Shoyru
Whoop! I really hope neopets does not die with flash.
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fallenpea · 4 years
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By Myself
I’ve always kind of known that I have no idea how to be alone, but recent days really cemented this fact. 
It is sad that my own company paints me in various shades of blue. 
It is sad that I don’t know how to be with myself, and to enjoy my own time. 
I’ve made a list of various goals for this time, but the most important one to achieve is to learn to be by myself and truly okay. 
There is no better time. 
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fallenpea · 4 years
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I am grateful today for my eyes, for my delicious supper to come, and that I am lucky enough to be able to have a staycation and theme park date next week.
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