Please God i know written words are important so please help me

Estoy cansada que me traten mal

Fuck you

Why does nothing good ever happens to me

Te lo imploro dios porfavor. Tu sabes lo que edtoy pidiendo y te lo ruego con toda mi alma

Its funny how one person can make you discover every beautiful feeling on the universe. A touch feels like a thousand starts pinching my body. A kiss feels like burning lava all over me. A hug feels just the same as being held by everything you’ve ever wanted. A scream feels like needles sticking into my brain and a punch. A punch feels like if he took my life away

The way you hurt me so much and i still stay is weird. Why do i love you if you hurt me so much

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Why do you hurt me so much

Ive been crying all day long scared of every text i get.

So why? Why do you love this way

9-8-21

Porque putas cambias de la nada?

Parece que tienes un interruptor para apagar y prender tus sentimientos por mi y puta madre me estás lastimando mucho el corazón.

Me super caga que seas asi y que me ignores solo porque yo si quiero arreglar las cosas contigo y tu esperas que yo lo arregle todo pero no es asi.

4-8-21

Theres a type of love where i forget food used to be the enemy and there’s a type of love where just thinking of food makes me feel nauseous. And theres this strange feeling when one person can make you feel both of them at the same time. So yh thats how my brain feels.

We started so well and now, now i dont want to eat anymore.

7/26/21

Why dont you wanna be with just me

Y como pendeja me quede esperando tu mensaje que nunca llegó

If they say they love me. Why can they just date me or stop being ashamed of me

I never liked breaking down into tears but you finally gave me a reason for it. I was promised that they would never hurt me and I promised that I would never cried for a someone the way i just did.

You hurt me. You hurt me in ways I didn’t thought i could be hurt but apparently everything is possible. The way I felt my soul leaving my body and the tears burning my cheeks, you damaged me. You broke me. Still I was the one apologizing for it and what hurt me the most is that after you told that you knew i was going to apologize. You knew you were wrong, and you didn’t cared about me.

Not even a little, not even at all.

15th of june

How is it posible that my heart feel so much just for one person. Why is it that when my heart beats, i can hear your name.