Drifting to heaven 😐😐☺😃😈😈😈

I am standing on the edge of the cliff about to embrace what I yern for years ,its an overwhelming feeling, a conflict going between my body and brain ,my body slowly treading🐾🐾 towards it’s fate but my brain like it’s usual self is trying to complicate everything and persuading me to its full extent .my eyes drifted towards ocean and I wonder’s how deep it would be ? The curiosity arise in me😃😃😃 and I observe my surrounding a bit skeptically , the sun is about to set with it’s meteor reddish reflection lightning the ocean 🌊🌊🌊🌊🌊and makes it look like a celestial body ,lighting the life in it ,the image is enchanting and invites me to embrace it ,breeze tickling me and gesturing me to go ahead and enjoy the free fall ,I once again look at the sky and see’s what a perfect blend on colour it has like ‘Theoi ouranioi’ are exhibiting their artistic skills .soon my body gives up and the gravel ground beneath me🐾🐾🐾 seize to exist , the air envelope’s my body and gives the feel of soft blanket ,my body hit the surface and an agonizing pain surge through it ,my bones crack and limbs ruptures ,I didn’t move as if my body is savouring the pain making itself feel alive for the last time maybe .my eyes are at the sky trying to draw the meaning behind the mystical painting .my eyes slowly shutting a flashback went through .my lungs start to ache and burst trying to hold the breath , my tongue getting an insipid flavour giving me a feeling of melancholy😷😷😷😦😦, my eyes are burning and about to pop out ,if I was out up I would going to have a hell of headache but here it’s just for a moment unlike the pain we all went through daily without the limitation .my head crave for oxygen and begins to suffocate and shut down with its charge on verge ,darkness consuming me ,my demons😈😈😈 finally tamed and caged, gritting their teeth growled one last time and swears under breath👿👿👿👿👹 ,relief washed over me . now I begin to drift towards a long sleep 😴😴after all those sleepless nights .it feels like I’m a sleeping beauty but unlike her I’ve given me this lifelong exile .I’m savouring the moment before crossing the oblivion ,suddenly my ears perched to listen the laughter’s😂😂😂 ,I open my hollow eyes and catch a glimpse of honey dew orbs ,they mesmerized me in a blink of an eye ,the dizziness left me and I concentrate on these familiar eyes .I tries to remember them but nothing came out .my body is getting heavy sinking in the deep end of the ocean .those honey dew orbs flashes again but now with the companion in crime of it’s age ,having curly voluminous and luscious rings and eyes mysterious and beautiful just like honey dew , sharing the same aura of light and love . they are fighting curly cat eye bites honey dew and smile happily but honey dew poke her tongue out and tease curly , suddenly they erupted in laughter and honey dew tickles curly , there faces are blurry ,I squint my eyes to focus and realizes who they are ,a smile crept on my face ,they look in my direction honey dew put her arm around curly and waves me final abode .I close my eyes and drift to my eternal sleep :-).

Beyond horizon😮😮😮😮😮 towards a new world🌍🌎🌎

Feminism, usually misquoted and misinterpreted by people. Few people thinks that feminism is about’ female superiority’, if it’s about female superiority than what different is it from’ male domination ’. Feminism is not a fight for superiority, it’s about equality, equality for not only women’s but for men’s and other sexes too. Yes, women’s are not the only one who have been the victims of this domination or say ‘patriarchy ‘men have suffer too, they have been forbidden of many things that they might want to do or express, for say, it’s always been said don’t be emotional, you are man ’, what does that mean, being a man means you need to become callous towards what you are feeling, you have to give a backseat to your conscience and emotions 😢😢😢😢. In that sense I feels that men have been through rough patch too, they may haven’t live that perilous life like women’s do and may not meet the fatal endings like women but they certainly are the victims. We all are human beings, just the change of few things in our body, can’t take that dignity from us and deny us a respectful life. If a man can go shirtless and can showoff his abs than why can’t a woman can go bra less and showoff her bust, it’s her body and it should be her decision whether she wants to conceal or not, others have no consent in this, they should learn how to keep their nose to themself. If a man wants to cry or dance then why can’t he 😢😭😭😭😭😢, are we here in this world to make each others life hell !!!!…… This fight is not about going bra less or crying and dancing, it’s about choice in life, we should be able to do what we want to. Our sexes should not be the criteria of what we have to do or how we supposed to live our life. Our sex is something that can’t be choose but the ‘gender roles" are something that society impose on us. Our fight is against these supposedly “gender roles and duties “that forces us to be someone and do something that we don’t want to, it confines us and burns our wings to ashes. It’s our life and we should be the only one who have consent in it. We should be free to speak our minds. We can’t live an expressionless 😑😑 life….!!!! I also dissent with this term ‘feminism’ , if it’s about equality of all sexes then why include the term ‘feminine’ in it,… Why it can’t be something that represent all sexes. I feels that” androgyny “is correct for it. For me this word describe the coupling of all sexes, signifies that all the sexes are equal, a perfect coupling of all sexes. We are moving towards a new world and its an “androgynous world”, to move beyond the horizon we need to shred these vestiges of yesterday. We have to leave this mindset of domination and should move toward companionship and fellowship. Now it’s the high time that we give the due to all the sexes and give recognition, liberty and rights to everyone. Nothing is permanent in this wicked world so it’ll be good to reconcile with each other and except these differences with wide arms. These differences gives us edge, so it’ll be better to come together and become two sides sword than a blunt dagger 😎😎😎😎 :-)……,,,

Beyond horizon😮😮😮😮😮 towards a new world🌍🌎🌎

Feminism, usually misquoted and misinterpreted by people. Few people thinks that feminism is about’ female superiority’, if it’s about female superiority than what different is it from’ male domination ’. Feminism is not a fight for superiority, it’s about equality, equality for not only women’s but for men’s and other sexes too. Yes, women’s are not the only one who have been the victims of this domination or say ‘patriarchy ‘men have suffer too, they have been forbidden of many things that they might want to do or express, for say, it’s always been said don’t be emotional, you are man ’, what does that mean, being a man means you need to become callous towards what you are feeling, you have to give a backseat to your conscience and emotions 😢😢😢😢. In that sense I feels that men have been through rough patch too, they may haven’t live that perilous life like women’s do and may not meet the fatal endings like women but they certainly are the victims. We all are human beings, just the change of few things in our body, can’t take that dignity from us and deny us a respectful life. If a man can go shirtless and can showoff his abs than why can’t a woman can go bra less and showoff her bust, it’s her body and it should be her decision whether she wants to conceal or not, others have no consent in this, they should learn how to keep their nose to themself. If a man wants to cry or dance then why can’t he 😢😭😭😭😭😢, are we here in this world to make each others life hell !!!!…… This fight is not about going bra less or crying and dancing, it’s about choice in life, we should be able to do what we want to. Our sexes should not be the criteria of what we have to do or how we supposed to live our life. Our sex is something that can’t be choose but the ‘gender roles" are something that society impose on us. Our fight is against these supposedly “gender roles and duties “that forces us to be someone and do something that we don’t want to, it confines us and burns our wings to ashes. It’s our life and we should be the only one who have consent in it. We should be free to speak our minds. We can’t live an expressionless 😑😑 life….!!!! I also dissent with this term ‘feminism’ , if it’s about equality of all sexes then why include the term 'feminine’ in it,… Why it can’t be something that represent all sexes. I feels that” androgyny “is correct for it. For me this word describe the coupling of all sexes, signifies that all the sexes are equal, a perfect coupling of all sexes. We are moving towards a new world and its an “androgynous world”, to move beyond the horizon we need to shred these vestiges of yesterday. We have to leave this mindset of domination and should move toward companionship and fellowship. Now it’s the high time that we give the due to all the sexes and give recognition, liberty and rights to everyone. Nothing is permanent in this wicked world so it’ll be good to reconcile with each other and except these differences with wide arms. These differences gives us edge, so it’ll be better to come together and become two sides sword than a blunt dagger 😎😎😎😎 :-)……,,,

Beyond horizon😮😮😮😮😮 towards a new world🌍🌎🌎

Feminism, usually misquoted and misinterpreted by people. Few people thinks that feminism is about’ female superiority’, if it’s about female superiority than what different is it from’ male domination ’. Feminism is not a fight for superiority, it’s about equality, equality for not only women’s but for men’s and other sexes too. Yes, women’s are not the only one who have been the victims of this domination or say ‘patriarchy ‘men have suffer too, they have been forbidden of many things that they might want to do or express, for say, it’s always been said don’t be emotional, you are man ’, what does that mean, being a man means you need to become callous towards what you are feeling, you have to give a backseat to your conscience and emotions 😢😢😢😢. In that sense I feels that men have been through rough patch too, they may haven’t live that perilous life like women’s do and may not meet the fatal endings like women but they certainly are the victims. We all are human beings, just the change of few things in our body, can’t take that dignity from us and deny us a respectful life. If a man can go shirtless and can showoff his abs than why can’t a woman can go bra less and showoff her bust, it’s her body and it should be her decision whether she wants to conceal or not, others have no consent in this, they should learn how to keep their nose to themself. If a man wants to cry or dance then why can’t he 😢😭😭😭😭😢, are we here in this world to make each others life hell !!!!…… This fight is not about going bra less or crying and dancing, it’s about choice in life, we should be able to do what we want to. Our sexes should not be the criteria of what we have to do or how we supposed to live our life. Our sex is something that can’t be choose but the ‘gender roles" are something that society impose on us. Our fight is against these supposedly “gender roles and duties “that forces us to be someone and do something that we don’t want to, it confines us and burns our wings to ashes. It’s our life and we should be the only one who have consent in it. We should be free to speak our minds. We can’t live an expressionless 😑😑 life….!!!! I also dissent with this term 'feminism’ , if it’s about equality of all sexes then why include the term 'feminine’ in it,… Why it can’t be something that represent all sexes. I feels that” androgyny “is correct for it. For me this word describe the coupling of all sexes, signifies that all the sexes are equal, a perfect coupling of all sexes. We are moving towards a new world and its an “androgynous world”, to move beyond the horizon we need to shred these vestiges of yesterday. We have to leave this mindset of domination and should move toward companionship and fellowship. Now it’s the high time that we give the due to all the sexes and give recognition, liberty and rights to everyone. Nothing is permanent in this wicked world so it’ll be good to reconcile with each other and except these differences with wide arms. These differences gives us edge, so it’ll be better to come together and become two sides sword than a blunt dagger 😎😎😎😎 :-)……,,,

Fluctuating 🔅🔅 wisdom 💫🌠

What if people you love and wanna make happy and proud 😃 are the one’s who eventually turn out to be unworthy of your love, respect and affection, gives you scars, scars not visible from eyes and reminds you of your sins, ‘sins that you haven’t commit ’. If you idolise👼👼👼 someone than it’s really a sin, and you have to be punished for it but does it has to hurt this much?…. What is wrong in making someone happy? 😀😀 maybe making someone happy is not wrong, but whom you are trying to please is a thing to ponder over. Does that person deserve to be happy and pleased?!! In life everyone is free to be happy and loved but not those hypocrite deceiver’s who just wanna take advantage of others sincerity and don’t care about there feelings. How could people be so hardcore douche and a******s,if someone is up for making them their priority why can’t they just give a small piece to them in their life. It can’t be that hard and big to ask for!!.. I’ve set my priorities but the person whom I respect and look up to and had been looking up to since I came to my senses, whom I think is the humble 🙇 and selfless Santa 🎅🎅🎅 of my life is the “boogey man” of my life, who’ll haunt me everywhere, in my dreams and in my heaven, a heaven not covered with clouds and treaded by angels 😇😇😇😇 but a heaven where I could live with all my loved ones. I can’t exclude that person from my life, because I may not be idolizing him now but I still care about him, and he had captured a ‘shard ‘of my heart, that can’t be fixed. Maybe it happen with all the human beings we are an “emotional wreck”, can’t change it 😑😑😑😑, what the hell are these scientists are doing when they can’t discover a remedy for being so emotional 😡😡😡😡😡😡. I thought that he succeed values in me, “value of cherishing and respecting our relations and bonds”, but no! 🙅 I was in delusion, he can’t do such thing because he doesn’t possess them. I thought of him being the sailor, rowing our ship 'our captain 'but no he’s not, he left the ship sinking, unlike the captain who don’t leave his ship until every person gets off. Now what’s left are the ghosts who are waiting for their emancipation. I think I should get up, this time not for pleasing but for fighting. This time the tables will turn 😈😈, he might be the king👑 but I’m the ace♠ . He might be the storm with hidden daggers, daggers that are ripping my skin but no I’m not afraid anymore, I’m the warrior princess going to look in the eye of the storm 😈😈 :-)……..

Fluctuating 🔅🔅 wisdom 💫🌠

What if people you love and wanna make happy and proud 😃 are the one’s who eventually turn out to be unworthy of your love, respect and affection, gives you scars, scars not visible from eyes and reminds you of your sins, ‘sins that you haven’t commit ’. If you idolise👼👼👼 someone than it’s really a sin, and you have to be punished for it but does it has to hurt this much?…. What is wrong in making someone happy? 😀😀 maybe making someone happy is not wrong, but whom you are trying to please is a thing to ponder over. Does that person deserve to be happy and pleased?!! In life everyone is free to be happy and loved but not those hypocrite deceiver’s who just wanna take advantage of others sincerity and don’t care about there feelings. How could people be so hardcore douche and a******s,if someone is up for making them their priority why can’t they just give a small piece to them in their life. It can’t be that hard and big to ask for!!.. I’ve set my priorities but the person whom I respect and look up to and had been looking up to since I came to my senses, whom I think is the humble 🙇 and selfless Santa 🎅🎅🎅 of my life is the “boogey man” of my life, who’ll haunt me everywhere, in my dreams and in my heaven, a heaven not covered with clouds and treaded by angels 😇😇😇😇 but a heaven where I could live with all my loved ones. I can’t exclude that person from my life, because I may not be idolizing him now but I still care about him, and he had captured a ‘shard 'of my heart, that can’t be fixed. Maybe it happen with all the human beings we are an “emotional wreck”, can’t change it 😑😑😑😑, what the hell are these scientists are doing when they can’t discover a remedy for being so emotional 😡😡😡😡😡😡. I thought that he succeed values in me, “value of cherishing and respecting our relations and bonds”, but no! 🙅 I was in delusion, he can’t do such thing because he doesn’t possess them. I thought of him being the sailor, rowing our ship 'our captain 'but no he’s not, he left the ship sinking, unlike the captain who don’t leave his ship until every person gets off. Now what’s left are the ghosts who are waiting for their emancipation. I think I should get up, this time not for pleasing but for fighting. This time the tables will turn 😈😈, he might be the king👑 but I’m the ace♠ . He might be the storm with hidden daggers, daggers that are ripping my skin but no I’m not afraid anymore, I’m the warrior princess going to look in the eye of the storm 😈😈 :-)……..

Fluctuating 🔅🔅 wisdom 💫🌠

What if people you love and wanna make happy and proud 😃 are the one’s who eventually turn out to be unworthy of your love, respect and affection, gives you scars, scars not visible from eyes and reminds you of your sins, ‘sins that you haven’t commit ’. If you idolise👼👼👼 someone than it’s really a sin, and you have to be punished for it but does it has to hurt this much?…. What is wrong in making someone happy? 😀😀 maybe making someone happy is not wrong, but whom you are trying to please is a thing to ponder over. Does that person deserve to be happy and pleased?!! In life everyone is free to be happy and loved but not those hypocrite deceiver’s who just wanna take advantage of others sincerity and don’t care about there feelings. How could people be so hardcore douche and a******s,if someone is up for making them their priority why can’t they just give a small piece to them in their life. It can’t be that hard and big to ask for!!.. I’ve set my priorities but the person whom I respect and look up to and had been looking up to since I came to my senses, whom I think is the humble 🙇 and selfless Santa 🎅🎅🎅 of my life is the “boogey man” of my life, who’ll haunt me everywhere, in my dreams and in my heaven, a heaven not covered with clouds and treaded by angels 😇😇😇😇 but a heaven where I could live with all my loved ones. I can’t exclude that person from my life, because I may not be idolizing him now but I still care about him, and he had captured a 'shard 'of my heart, that can’t be fixed. Maybe it happen with all the human beings we are an “emotional wreck”, can’t change it 😑😑😑😑, what the hell are these scientists are doing when they can’t discover a remedy for being so emotional 😡😡😡😡😡😡. I thought that he succeed values in me, “value of cherishing and respecting our relations and bonds”, but no! 🙅 I was in delusion, he can’t do such thing because he doesn’t possess them. I thought of him being the sailor, rowing our ship 'our captain 'but no he’s not, he left the ship sinking, unlike the captain who don’t leave his ship until every person gets off. Now what’s left are the ghosts who are waiting for their emancipation. I think I should get up, this time not for pleasing but for fighting. This time the tables will turn 😈😈, he might be the king👑 but I’m the ace♠ . He might be the storm with hidden daggers, daggers that are ripping my skin but no I’m not afraid anymore, I’m the warrior princess going to look in the eye of the storm 😈😈 :-)……..

Life a gift🎁 or a curse 😶😶

Life, given to everyone some cherish it, love it, enjoy it atleast that’s what they pretend to do. But some people hate it, finds it irritating, a never ending suffering. Yes, you read it correctly “ a suffering”, a suffering having no cure, no remedy to ease this suffering and pain is discovered, at least not yet. Many people think of such people as thankless, mindless bimbo’s, who don’t know the value of this precious gift, a gift we can’t reject because that would be disrespectful. God show’s his kindness and bestowed this gift. how ironical, because it doesn’t seems like a gift, atleast not to me. How it could be a gift when it doesn’t makes us happy, I don’t know why people celebrate a kid’s birth, maybe because they find a new companion in their sufferings. How selfish it is that to share our pain we pull other people in this fathom pit. I maybe sounding disrespectful towards life or cynical, pessimist, but know what I don’t give a sh*t about it!! Why should I, who the hell are these people to guide me when they themself Have darkness in their heart and these people are hypocrite bas***ds living their life pretending that everything is right, that hardships are part of human life, they come and go and are just their to test us, why do we need to give a test? We haven’t apply at God’s heaven to made us and to bring us in existence, we didn’t then why all this happens. Maybe life is not a gift, it’s a curse, humans must’ve misinterpreted it, just like they always do with everything. We can’t confront the truth that’s why we sugarcoat it and now we’ve got so indulge in this lie that we can’t distinguish whether it’s a fantasy or truth. Life is that little devil which give us a shock and made us insane whenever everything seems calm to us, it’s like sunshine mixed with hurricane looks beautiful from distance but when you get closer it’ll scare the living sh*t out of you. But people around you, whom you love makes it bearable they give you the strength to go through it and survive this living hell but sometime those people becomes your weakness, make you bend on your knees and leave you vulnerable. This thing ‘vulnerability ’ is really a b***h, I mean the thing that suppose to give you strength could be your biggest weakness. There are points in life when even these people can’t stop you from treading ‘the path ’, the path that can’t be said to be the remedy road or cure but it somehow makes us numb to the hardships we are facing. Pain is not the cure nor am I advocating self harming and suicide but pain is the only thing that can give us the feeling that we are alive, it’s like a getaway sometime, from this merciless and ruthless world. A person’s worth is not who he is or what he could be but in it that what he truly wanted to be. But what we want never come to us the way we wanted it be, so be careful what you ask for because God is very sarcastic and devilish, he enjoys seeing us sulking :-)……

We can easily call someone hypocrite 😢😢😢, but do we really know what it means, we call every other person that they are being hypocrite but what difference is it making to us if someone is not showing there true self. How can we expect them to when we ourself are hiding many deadly truths 😈😈😈. If we are smiling that doesn’t mean we are happy it might mean we are trying to get through our worst nightmare, we are crying 😢😢😢 that doesn’t mean we are weak, it can simply mean that we’ve been strong for too long and been through too much. Everyone is concealing something 😯😯😯 and why don’t we! When this world is filled of monsters with friendly faces, who are waiting for us to get on our knees. People love success but they can’t digest successful people. Everyone will be there by your side when you’re power full but only few Stays in our lows. Telling about yourself to someone is like giving pruning knives in others hand it’ll leave you vulnerable, so it’s better to play hide &seek and pretend that everything is fine and you are true And real. Being hypocrite is not a bad thing, it’s just a human defence system for protecting us. Human mind is an ocean of secrets, don’t try to dive in it you’ll drown… Everyone is pretending in this world but no one wants to accept. People want others to believe them when they themselves don’t, Now That’s Hypocrisy!! But how do we come to this situation when we begin to pretend all the time, maybe when people start being judgemental. They ask you to be yourself then they judge you for it. They ask you to trust them when you are still coughing up the water from last time they let you drown. Threat are not hypocrite people but are those who are great liars also. They think they are telling the truth, even though they themself doesn’t know what truth is,f*****g a******s, such people have fun in others pain. Nowadays the world is getting populated by them. They might commit that they want to see you happy but truly they want to see you sulking and sobbing.. Be Careful!!! I’m telling you they come dressed in everything you’ve ever wished for. They talk sweet but think deadly, they show love but sell hatred, they might tell you that they care about you but underneath all they are trying to ruin you. You are better alone! Love everyone but trust few, be modest but don’t let anyone walk over you. Being alone might feel like hell but the way to success is through hell baby there’s a reason why it’s said that devil’s wears prada :-)……….

I promise I’m not trying to be rude I promise I’m not ignoring you I promise I do actually like you I may come off the wrong way But it’s not my intention I don’t enjoy small talk I love insightful conversation No, I’m not actually funny, I’m literally just stating what I see Please don’t ignore me because I’m too nervous to ever text first If you put the time into me I’ll put the time into you

existential-words (via existential-words)

#InternationalWomensDay #atticuspoetry #atticus #poetry #poem #women #power #strong #sword

Give yourself something to look forward to that isn’t a person.

Unknown (via quotethat)

Know your worth 😎😎😎😎

sweetheart, marry your goals, remain committed to success, be loyal to your dream, remember it’s okay to choose yourself.

r.h. Sin (via quotethat)

Loving yourself is important to learn 😀😇😇😇

We can easily call someone hypocrite 😢😢😢, but do we really know what it means, we call every other person that they are being hypocrite but what difference is it making to us if someone is not showing there true self. How can we expect them to when we ourself are hiding many deadly truths 😈😈😈. If we are smiling that doesn’t mean we are happy it might mean we are trying to get through our worst nightmare, we are crying 😢😢😢 that doesn’t mean we are weak, it can simply mean that we’ve been strong for too long and been through too much. Everyone is concealing something 😯😯😯 and why don’t we! When this world is filled of monsters with friendly faces, who are waiting for us to get on our knees. People love success but they can’t digest successful people. Everyone will be there by your side when you’re power full but only few Stays in our lows. Telling about yourself to someone is like giving pruning knives in others hand it’ll leave you vulnerable, so it’s better to play hide &seek and pretend that everything is fine and you are true And real. Being hypocrite is not a bad thing, it’s just a human defence system for protecting us. Human mind is an ocean of secrets, don’t try to dive in it you’ll drown… Everyone is pretending in this world but no one wants to accept. People want others to believe them when they themselves don’t, Now That’s Hypocrisy!! But how do we come to this situation when we begin to pretend all the time, maybe when people start being judgemental. They ask you to be yourself then they judge you for it. They ask you to trust them when you are still coughing up the water from last time they let you drown. Threat are not hypocrite people but are those who are great liars also. They think they are telling the truth, even though they themself doesn’t know what truth is,f*****g a******s, such people have fun in others pain. Nowadays the world is getting populated by them. They might commit that they want to see you happy but truly they want to see you sulking and sobbing.. Be Careful!!! I’m telling you they come dressed in everything you’ve ever wished for. They talk sweet but think deadly, they show love but sell hatred, they might tell you that they care about you but underneath all they are trying to ruin you. You are better alone! Love everyone but trust few, be modest but don’t let anyone walk over you. Being alone might feel like hell but the way to success is through hell baby there’s a reason why it’s said that devil’s wears prada :-)……….