My uncle was recently diagnosed with cancer for the second time so naturally my mother, being his sister, flies down to where he lives. He lives in Texas. Apparently there is a stage four hurricane in Texas as deadly as hurricane Katrina. I mean, of course my anxiety is stressing me the fuck out, especially when I can't even go online without seeing news stories like: "Deadly hurricane Harvey is now known to be one of the craziest hurricanes since the infamous hurricane Katrina! People are being evacuated from their homes, while some are already severely injured or dead!"

This solar eclipse is so fucking overhyped like goddamn (for me anyway). It's 4:40pm where I live and the eclipse should've happened over an hour ago for me. Nonetheless, it's been fucking sunny all day. I got myself so excited to witness history but I'm just really fucking disappointed. If you read this and you got those paper solar glasses and loved life with your family at an awesome eclipse party, good for you.

I guess my life was never meant to have glamorous summers where you hang out with friends and make memories that will last forever. Summertime sadness consumes me right now. I really fucking love being depressed if you couldn’t tell.

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Just want to give a huge fuck you to my old dance studio. I don't understand why I've been there for 8 years doing a variety of dances but I still need to unnecessarily spend at least $400 more on extra dance classes I don't give a fuck about to even audition for their competition team. These hoes can't dance for shit but they rich as fuck so I guess they're allowed to represent our school legacy in regionals. Money > talent I guess.

The SeaWorld Controversy™

I’m gonna be completely honest and say that I really enjoy SeaWorld. Im currently in Orlando Florida with an unlimited 2 week pass for SeaWorld, Busch Gardens, Aquatica, and Adventure Island (not to be confused with Islands Of Adventure). However, there seems to be this “occult” that wants everyone who likes SeaWorld to fucking burn. This occult believes that the animals being forced into performing shows the rest of their lives are deeply depressed and should be set free. I do not affiliate myself with any side of this conflict but I still find myself getting a lot of shit from my friends, family, and now celebrities are speaking out about how much of a disgrace I am for enjoying myself around a theme park and having a great experience on some of my favourite roller coasters. Call me a SeaWorld advocate, but my opinion is that I like SeaWorld for it’s rides, I barely ever see any of their shows. I have in fact seen all of their shows but as mainly for boredom fillers from many years ago. My favourite roller coasters I have ever been on are all from SeaWorld, Busch Gardens, and I remember Expedition Everest being a favourite from when I was younger along with Space Mountain in DisneyWorld. I also seem to not understand why there isn’t a riot in Animal Kingdom, since they display their animals and make them perform in shows just as SeaWorld does. Being told I am disgusting is not a very pleasant start to your first day of school after being asked what you did that summer. I have seen all the documentaries on BlackFish, SeaWorld abominations, there will probably be a war declared in Shamu’s Happy Harbour I don’t know! But I want everyone in my life to know that I do care about these animals! In the last few days, I have been exposed to what people call very depressed animals showing such signs of lust for freedom by doing things like leaning up against the glass enclosure. I’m telling you right now that I believe you! I’m not disagreeing with you that these animals should be set free but I’m also not saying you should shut down SeaWorld forever! I refuse to think that SeaWorld was made to promote animal abuse in any way. They have now ended their killer whale breeding days which will hopefully start a new era of inspiration where people can really see SeaWorld for its true beauty.

I have a lot of opinions in my head right now. Maybe I should rant; but then again it's 1:00am.

Florida is really cool and awesome but I would never fucking live here.

You won't dance with me - April Wine

I’m stuck in my house. It won’t stop fucking raining Jesus

IT’S NOW OFFICIALLY SUMMER AND I’M SCREAMING. I HATE ALL MY TEACHERS.

Tomorrow is my last exam in math. THANK JESUS THOUGH TBH. IF IT WAS ONE MORE DAY I WOULD KILL MYSELF, EXAMS ARE SO PAINFUL NOT EVEN THE SCHOOL WORK, IT'S THE ASSHOLES INSIDE THE EXAM ROOM THAT NEED TO BE FUCKING SHOT

So I was watching Mulan with my younger brother and he nonchalantly asks: “Is China a state?” Mind the fact that he is not that young and we do not live in the United States.

I’m fucking dying of allergies. There is like flying pollen from all this wind making me deathly ill. My eyes are bloodshot, I can’t stop fucking sneezing and I want to die. SOS send help; will receive help in medication, money, a noose, bleach, or gun.

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I hate all these fucking Americans talking about how it’s summer break for them. Fuck you. I’m existing with exams next week. For the meanwhile, I’d make a joke about how I’m gonna study my life away but I know I fucking ain’t tbh so

Fuck you; but follow me.