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When people think of suicide
They think of a hanging rope,
A drug overdose,
A slit on the wrist.
But a rope does not kill you
And neither do pills or a cut.
You see,
Depression kills what matters most,
Leaving only the physical part of you to finish off yourself
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Me di cuenta de lo inútil y sin sentido que se vuelve todo si no tenes a nadie que te escuche, te comprenda o esté para vos ya sea en una actividad cotidiana o en algo importante.
Cuál es el sentido de la vida? Qué sentido tiene todo?
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(N)
The end?
I keep waiting and waiting
For something i know
It won't change
What should i do
When the person who hurt me
Is the person who i care the most about
But they wouldn't do anything
To make up to me for it?
I keep waiting for an answer
I know it wont change
Then what do i do?
I care about you
I want to be with you...
You are fine or so it seems
Without me
Im the only one who stand in between
A limbo of life and love
I dont want to feel
Anything ever again
To be betrayed by the person
You treasure the most...
The unbereable pain
I felt that night
I want to rip it apart
From my chest
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(A)
Promises are meant to be broken
You said so many things
That seemed so genuine and real
It caught me off guard
When i realised it was all a lie
I'm now alone and shattered
My soul broke in so many pieces
That even if i could find it all
It wouldn't work out
I can't think, i can't feel anything
I'm trying to stay present in this moment
But i keep dissociating everywhere
To the point where i'm almost asleep
Or even dead
Last night i drank and smoked
I was in so much pain...
That i had to put me to sleep
Because i couldn't take it anymore
I can't even write here
I just do it to keep me on track
But i want to surrender so much
That i woulen't mind if i died
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(I)
Rompecabezas
Las piezas de este rompecabezas
Que quedaba a medio armar
Terminaron de unirse entre sí
Y formaron la imagen completa
De aquel pecado que cometiste
Y que nunca quisiste admitir...
La 'verdad' que me enseñaste
La 'verdad' que me contaste
Resultaron ser absurdas mentiras
Creadas solo para mantener tu imagen
Ahora que todo se derrumbó
Que la verdad salió a la luz
Me pregunto qué tendrás que decirme
En aquella carta misteriosa
Que insistes e insistes
En traermela
Mientras el pasado
Continue en tu presente
No tendrás ningún futuro
Ni con la mayor de las suertes
Cosechas lo que sembrás
Te aferras a lo que debes soltar
Lo único que te mantiene cuerdo
Es creer que tenes la salvación
En la palma de tus manos
Al sostener dos simples balas
Tu corazón y un cuchillo
Para acabar con la esperanza
Que te transmití con orgullo
En el fondo de mi corazón
En el fondo de mi alma
No quedan más que reminiscencias
De un anhelo perdido
Y un futuro destruido
A manos de mi propia salvación
Que resultó ser mi perdición
Ya no hay vuelta atrás
Ya no quedan explicaciones por dar
Todo aquello que importaba
Y todo aquello que deseabas
No serán más que simples recuerdos
Con los que deberás cargar toda tu vida
Si decides dejar de ser un cobarde
Y enfrentas la maldición
Que pusiste sobre vos mismo
Al traicionar tu propia persona
Con tal de cumplir el capricho de otra
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Heartbroken
Just when you think
You already hit rock bottom
You realise that it was just the beggining
Of a spiral of pain, sorrow and
Shame
If the future doesn't matter
Because your own past
Is your present today
Then... why do you keep bothering
Trying to connect with others?
You can't have everything
If you choose to save one person,
You are actually abandoning one
Don't you realise that?
You chose her and your promise
The one you broke a long time ago
Over me and us
You decided to abandon me
Just to protect someone else
You like her, right?
Why do you even like me?
I'm everything you can wish for
And everything you hate
You cant have both
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Why... am i always trying to save others from themselves?
Why... am i always the sacrifice?
Why... they always try to kill my heart? My soul?
Every day that passes by, i'm a llitle more hollow and empty inside
I now have literally nothing of love for myself or for others. I'm... broken from inside out, my soul is now shattered
The people i love always hurt me and broke my heart over and over again...
But they never reached my soul, thats what i know now... i thought they did, but now i know they didn't...
Because my soul started to get rip apart since yesterday...
I'm now beyond salvation, i got no trust to give to anyone... i will never trust a human being ever again
I made a promise... to myself. I will never give myself to anyone never again, i swear
This is it, its over now. I tried a million times in differents forms, but it really never work out
I can't do this again, i just can't. I will move on from this, i will hide my heart forever. It will be lost in this limbo we call life
I can never let it be found again, if i were to do that... im afraid i will have to kill myself for good. I will not be able to stand, not even with the help of my arms... i'm too weak now
You broke me, every one of you. I'm over, im lost... i thought i found something to hold on to, but it was my illusion
I dont feel... a thing. Im... hopeless
Thank you for break me... thank you for lying to me, thank you hurting until i can't bleed anymore, thank you for breaking my heart, thank you for stealing my soul. Thank you... really, for all the dispair. I have to let me go, i can't continue to be myself. I have to die, to be reborn in another form... where i dont feel pain or sorrow, where i can be stable, not even happy... i dont have any hope left for that. I will just live... live, just for the sake of those who wanted to kill me. But nothing more
I will live while being hollow inside like a corpe. Goodbye
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(J)
The one that got away (with my heart...)
I was betrayed...
And now i'm beyond broken
It was not just one time or two...
It happened over and over again
For these past twenty-two years
And when i thought i found the one
They betrayed me again
To show me the truth
That i was always blind
And that i will always be
Left behind
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A este punto, se olvidaron de mí o me odian por lo último que pasó... ojalá pudiera cambiar eso. Pero no puedo, porque aun si volviera el tiempo atrás, en ese momento veía las cosas diferentes...
Creí que mis prioridades eran otras. No sé cuándo podré dejar de odiarme tanto
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