Love

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Feelings

I honestly dont know why im saying this shit here but i need to let this bottled up shit out somewhere. Well here i go.With my past preventing me to have the ability to care for anyone and anything. Im not going to blame past relationships on this, i only have myself to blame, but I'll talk about a few(not naming names, they know who they are). Looking for love in all the wrong places just to feel something different, something drugs was there to give me false happiness and numbness. I cant never regret, just pay the price and hope things can get better. With my first relationship, my first kiss it was exciting that someone payed attention to me and often smiled and would lend me their shoulder to cry on, but it was the day we broke up because how much i listened to my parents, so when they wanted me to end it i did. Its not like me and her were never friends after, but couldn't help to ignore her behavior, watching her take drugs non stop every day hurt me. It felt like i had something to do with this. Years flied by and we grew distant over those year, something i didnt want to happen. There isnt a day i dont worry or think about her well being. My problem is that i care too much, but i wear this mask on my face where i show i dont give a shit, i didnt give a shit about love or others feelings. For many years and not so good relationships the mask becane more permanent. In my freshman year of highschool it didnt take long for that mask to disappear or fall off, she wasnt a girlfriend at all just a true friend, we would cry on the phone, joke around, she is basically a sister to me and it showed me not everyone is an assshole , even though she should try to rip my long af eyelashes. I still love here, she's someone i consider a best friend and a life long friend. Enough of that i just wanted to add that because i feel like she deserve the praise i give her. Okay on the same subject on highschool, my sophomore year in my math class i cpuldnt help but see a girl sitting on her own. Me trying to build up my confidence i went up to her and asked for a pencil, who fucking know that this would spark something beautiful in my life. Months went on and me and this beautiful girl i admire so dearly to this day got together, boyfriend girlfriend. This was the best relationship i had and would cry myself to sleep on how happy i was, the mask was gone, the pain was gone, no more drugs. She was my drug. But that didnt last long, we both messed up. Me being a jealous prick and anger what casue the down fall and her not being there when family my family members were dying, when i needed her the most. I know you people want to know what happened, but im not going to type it all. Last year is when my life ended, i saw that we werent happy. She didnt break up with me , i didnt break up with her, it was something we both agreed on. There isnt a day where i cry myself to sleep or not think about her, she was the best thing that has ever happened to me. There is no way in hell im going to move on, i know for damn sure there is nobody like her and do know she's the one for the only one. I dont care how long i have to wait to get her, but im willing to wait a life time. You guys are thinking about how pathetic i am and making me take the blame for this, first you dont know how i feel about this girl. I would do ANYTHING to get her back. As time flies by i see her post a thing about how someone who once loves you now looks down at you, something like that and ome day i told her if that was directed at me, it was a yes. I never had the courage to tell her this but i wonder if she ever knew thats how i felt about her. Dont get me wrong she has the right to feel like this, but not to asking how i felt about us kinda hurts. Im not going to say im over it because if i did then why still have hope? I was in the wrong, she was in the wrong. Looking at this now i just need to hope for the best, but im not going to date anyone but her. Sorry to dissapoint you guys but my heart belongs to her and her only.

-ketchup

(stfu if you think this name is stupid, you cunt.)

Ps. Im shit with words, this whole thing sounds better in my head and is more of a feeling. Im doing well if you guys wanted to know too.

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