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Red and Black Warpaint
Some want to watch the world burn
Some want to burn it.
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“im just lonely,,”
maybe you wouldn’t be lonely if you didn’t push everyone out of your life you piece of shit
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I hate people who ask a question or ask you to talk about something and then completely ignore what you say.
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Because being mentally ill is the new fad apparently, and people try to use mental illness as an excuse to exhibit negative and abusive behaviours.
Its very toxic to people who are actually mentally ill because now every child on tumblr believes that they have BPD or Schizophrenia or something like that.
At it’s base, self diagnosing can help you define underlying issues and seek self-help if you cannot get medical help, however, on tumblr it’s gotten to a toxic level where it’s used as a way to manipulate people and then excuse this behavior.
It’s also escalated into a fad of trying to get people to not seek help when it’s readily available.
When self diagnoses goes beyond a mechanism to try and help or improve yourself / manage your symptoms (which it has on tumblr) it becomes detrimental to the people who’re actually ill.
It’s become some kind of status bragging right on tumblr.
And before its called into question, I have professionally Diagnosed BPD among other things, so I’m not simply talking out my ass as some random Neurotypical.
I really try to understand why people self diagnose
Every time I ask questions people get hostile towards me for asking simple questions. So if someone could please, with out yelling at me, tell me why people self diagnose. The reason people get diagnosed is to get help like prescriptions and therapy.
I understand that there are so many reasons that people can’t go to doctors but what’s the point of giving yourself a title or label of a certain disorder.
People say it’s to meet other people online who they can relate to. But I don’t think you need to relate to anyone. You just need to find someone who’s caring, inviting, will listen to your problems, and help our through out hard times.
I WILL BE THAT PERSON IF YOU NEED IT.
But seriously if someone could explain why people self diagnose to me with out yelling at me and calling me incompetent that would be amazing.
ALSO @ocpd-rose PLEASE UNBLOCK ME I EXPLAINED MYSELF IN MY LAST MESSAGE BEFORE YOU COULD HEAR ME OUT!
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Honestly
I don’t think that I like
talking to you anymore.
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posting a long thing in DMs and getting no response like oh
better just
delete that.
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I love blocking people’s selfies and personal posts about their significant others
I borderline get off on it.
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I love when someone ruins a character for you because they're kin with them
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people need to stop assuming that I’m some nice, sunshiney person.
I’m not.
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This thing with the child I feel like is why I don’t give a shit about triggered jokes like
as someone with actual, diagnosed PTSD and CPTSD, I don’t expect people to cater to my mental illnesses or what triggers me. If they say something I don’t like, I’ll block the post or unfollow them.
Easy.
I’m not going to fight with everyone about things that upset me: Other people aren’t responsible for the media I intake - accidental or otherwise.
And honestly, the word “trigger” is pretty much meaningless now because of tumblr kids, not knowing the difference between a legitimate PTSD trigger and a squick.
People these days seem to think that anything that makes them mildly uncomfortable is a trigger.
No, that’s a squick.
A trigger is something based on trauma, and you literally have flashbacks / mental meltdowns / severe suicidal depression when its mentioned or seen.
It’s not UW U I’m uncomfy with this so its a #trigger!
And that’s why there’s a big joke about it.
Because it pretty much is a joke, now that every 12 year old thinks that some fandom is a #TRIGGER because they just don’t like that fandom.
And no I’m not going to tell people what they can / cannot be triggered by, being as I have some stupid ones myself (Like fall and winter lol) but
the thing is? It’s overused now. It’s meaningless. It was already being made into a joke before the meme was even a thing
And expecting people to cater to you? That’s selfish. You’re responsible for your own wellbeing, not someone else.
Not to mention? I make fun of my own triggers to cope. Its a coping mechanism for me, and nobody is allowed to take that away from me.
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I just do not have the time, energy, or patience to deal with people who’re super mellow-dramatic about how ~depressed~ they are.
As someone who is smolderingly depressed, I don’t have the mental capacity to deal with fucking theatrics 24/7.
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I am contagious, I am plagued with lies
Night Riots, Contagious
(via otherkinwords)
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You would have me love the entire world
But I cannot find it within myself to love even a single part of it.
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realtalk I really fucking hate the term “SJW” and 98% of people who call themselves that
and I feel the same about “Anti-SJW” as well
because almost all of them are shitty tumblr kids who think that the world outside works like turmblr and that starting shit on this cesspool of a website somehow equates to “Social Justice”
Like ah yes, sitting in front of your computer being salty is definitely right up there with activism.
Go pat yourself on the back and circlejerk a little bit harder, why don’t you?
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straight up blacklisting someone’s URL so you don’t have to break their mutual when you want them to shut the fuck up
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