Now that I’ve relapsed I need ana buddies again, pls interact if interested, preferably no younger than 17.

I forgot how fucking boring it was to starve yourself, how did I do this shit before?

I hope I get a honeymoon phase after not restricting for like 8 months.

Anorexia to recovery to bulimia pipeline very real.

Lmao nvm I gained weight

I think imma recover, I got a physical job and at this point money matters more to me than being skinny, or maybe my job will make me skinnny haha

I think imma recover, I got a physical job and at this point money matters more to me than being skinny, or maybe my job will make me skinnny haha

Just got my wisdom teeth out, feeling like absolute shit but at least I’m incapable of eating a lot of food.

All the thinspo I see they don’t have hip dips, I need thinspo with hip dips so I don’t feel even more shit about myself 😭😭

Pastries are surprisingly nice to throw up, banana bread in particular, so long as you chew thoroughly and don’t wait to long after to purge.

It’s odd, the more weight I lose the more I hate myself. Thought it would be the opposite but I guess not.

Relapse time

Really hate that I’m going through another birthday feeling fat.

Lmao I think I jinxed myself

9th day binge free, haven’t gone this long without binging in months.

9th day binge free, haven’t gone this long without binging in months.

Wish I could go back to the honeymoon phase of my Ed.

Vaping has actually been doing me wonders when it comes to fasting. It tastes like candy so it satiates my cravings and Coke Zero to keep my stomach full? A match made in heaven.

Instead of smoking I’ve switched to vaping, it chases away my appetite and it tastes good. 5 calories per ml but thats better than eating.