Romantic obsession is my first language. I live in a world of fantasies, infatuations and love poems. Sometimes I wonder if the yearning I've felt for others was more of a yearning for yearning itself. I've pined insatiably and repeatedly: for strangers, new lovers, unrequited flames. While the subjects changed, that feeling always remained. Perhaps, then, I have not been so infatuated with the people themselves, but with the act of longing.
Vikram Rathore works so well like I get it also I don't get it.
He's strict and has charm. Sure. He was a soldier and loved his wife. And then goes against the bad guy and ends up presumed dead.
And when he returns there's this nonchalance about him. Like he's so chill with his earphones and casually just killing people. Lighting up cigar with sparks (I can't light up incense sticks with full burning matchsticks sometimes). Pretty cool with having a full grown son that is doing dangerous shit.
Like all round chill guy.
And then he remembers. And he howls and bawls and my heart just breaks for him. He has lost so much and he didn't even know it. What could have been more tragic than that.
And he's so funny. Sometimes unintentionally. But his comic timing was perfect.
He's literally me and I want to hug him so bad and make him feel safe😭
In the end Aleksander has to accept that Alina will never be Luda and will never “see” him for him. She will never want what Luda wanted unless he is out of the way.
Pretty wretched. But realistically, this is set to teach a lesson. We can’t all want the same things. We’re all built differently. Whilst I do find Alina bratty most of the time, she said she did not want to be Amplified, Luda does. I really do think Aleksander unconciously believes Alina is Luda and he is protecting her bu giving her what she wanted. So when Alina denies him her loyalty and love it’s more than just a slap in the face. Yes I do want to hug him.
so in awe everytime people understand me its like. communication is flawed and i can never say what i truly mean but you get it anyway. you get it (it -> piece of my heart). you get it!!! i'm beaming my brainwaves into yours like we're in a local area network together
When two people start dating , they are like, don’t leave me, don’t leave me. But real love is like, Where will you go? You have to return it to me.’ -Kanan Gill