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Am I back?
Hey, it's been a while, and by a while, I mean a couple of years and I sure have missed you all! I've gotten so busy with college I completely forgot that I had a blog on here, which is honestly kinda sad. But I'm going to push myself to get back into writing because it's something I used to love and still do. Stay tuned ;)
xoxo
Ellie
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Stupid People
Idiocy amazes me,
Brainlessness intriguing,
Ignorance ever amusing,
Stupid people can really be entertaining
Whether born naturally
Or learnt over time,
We can all agree
That stupid people are forever around
They wear two-faced masks
They blend in with the crowd
But once exposed
We can finally see just how stupid they are
Cry all you want
But I know who you are,
The two-faced stupidity
Surely couldn’t have been easy to hide
To wonder if there’s any hope left
To save the stupid people of the world,
To wonder if they even have any common sense,
This goes to all the stupid people of the world
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Traitor
To the boy that broke my heart,
Are you happy with her? With the girl you told me not to worry about, the “she’s just a friend” girl, the girl I was so insecure about, the girl you said I was overthinking…I hope you she doesn’t break you heart like you did mine.
How long? How long have you been in love with her? The fact that you ran right to her after we ended it just breaks my heart even more. Was it a lie? All a joke? The moments we shared, the memories we hold, do they mean nothing to you?
I loved you with my whole being and I thought you loved me too, but I guess I was wrong? I mean, maybe you did love me at one point but that all changed when you met her, didn’t it?
To think after we ended I was heartbroken for so long, and I still am, yet I’d hear from our friends that you’re dating a new girl already… The same girl you promised me you had nothing going on with.
You told me you didn’t cheat, but how sure can I be? The way you both were, the closeness you both shared, call me a bitter and jealous ex but am I wrong? The way you both looked at each other was the same way we used to, the way that your mood lifted whenever she walked into the room, the way you’d always leave me to be by her side… I guess you could call that being a good friend but was that really the case?
My heart hurts… It feels like it’s being ripped out of my chest every time I see you with her, my eyes burn as the tears stream down my face, my body goes numb as the pain in my heart is overbearing. I hope you know how much you hurt me, how much you betrayed me, and I hope that one day when I look at you again I don’t feel anything but happiness for I was able to finally move on from you… Not now, but soon.
I loved you… and I hope you loved me too…
Goodbye for now, to the traitor that broke my heart.
A/N:
Wrote this last week and forgot to post it, hope u guys like it xoxo
#love letters#heartbreak#creative writing#love#love letter.txt#SongInspiredLetters#Letters by Ellie#Traitor#heartbroken#heartache#sad
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Dear Future Self
Dear Future self,
I hope you’re okay and well,
I hope you’re happy and content,
I hope you’re where you want to be,
And I hope you’re doing what you want to
Please don’t forget about me,
Please don’t forget all the hardships we’ve been through,
We have come so far together and I am so proud of you
Because you finally made it, WE finally made it
All the tears we shed
All the blood we sweat,
All the sleepless nights
All the restless cries
Everything was worth it
Because I know you are finally happy with your life,
But don’t forget your roots and where you stemmed from,
Because they shaped you into the person you are
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A Letter to Hiiragi
Ever since we were young you had always looked at Yuki, the admiration in your eyes never faulting. Everything you did, was always for him, even though he never looked at you the way you looked at him and it never bothered you.
From the very beginning I thought I never stood a chance. I always believed that it was him you loved, like the way he and Mafuyu loved each other, so I always stayed in the background of every picture, following you and doing what I could to bring you happiness, even if that happiness wasn’t me.
But I guess I was wrong…
The day you came to me, and poured your heart out, ridding my assumptions of your feelings, the slow burning flame in my heart roared into a wildfire. My love for you ever existent…
I’m sorry I made you cry that day with my unexpected actions, but that was the only way I knew how to express and show my love for you.
I hope the love we have for each other is the love that will last us a lifetime, I know mine is but hopefully yours is as well… With my whole heart I burn for you, Hiiragi, and now that I’ve got you I am never letting you go, EVER.
Sincerely yours…
Shizu.
#Letters by Ellie#Given#given manga#hiiragi x shizusumi#GivenSeries#given fandom#love letter.txt#hiiragi kashima#shizusumi yagi
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IM BACK FROM THE DEAD
Hey guys, I'm back and am currently working on some new stuff. Will be posting them soon but I start Uni next week so I may not post often. Hope y'all understand :3 xoxo
- Ellie
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Life's been so busy lately I haven't had any time to write, hopefully by the end of the month or next month I can start writing again.
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A Letter to Eiji
Hey,
It’s been a while since I’ve seen you... knowing you, you’re probably worried about me again, but don’t be, I’m doing fine. All the sorrow and pain I’ve been through finally washed away and I can finally be at peace.
Eiji, when I first met you I thought you were a nerdy Japanese boy who hardly spoke English and didn’t even know what he was doing in America… But as time flew by I got to know what an amazing person you are, always putting others before yourself even though you were always the most vulnerable.
You were the first person that did something good for me without wanting anything in return, that is what drew me towards you. Always wanting to protect me despite your lack of knowledge in fighting, it was admirable how selfless you were, and still are.
Whenever I was alone with you I finally felt my age, I felt like a normal teenage boy… No gangs, no guns, no death, none of it… But I knew that feeling wouldn’t last long…Because we’re from two different worlds.
The world of gang wars, guns, and drugs was where I belonged, but thanks to you I finally felt like I had a future ahead of me, I felt like I could make it out of that world alive, but I guess it wasn’t meant to be… And it was too late…
Eiji, from the moment we met I knew in my gut that you would be special to me, and I will never forget you… EVER.
But… I am sorry, Eiji… This is where we part… Although we may never meet in this lifetime for sure we shall meet in the next, and the lifetime after that… And so on. I know it is selfish to ask, but please, Eiji… Please never forget the moment we met, the times we spent, the emotions we felt… Our souls shall forever be intertwined even if we are physically apart.
You will always hold a special place in my heart and I will always love you…
Sayonara, Eiji, until we meet again.
Forever yours,
Ash.
(finally done with school and was able to find time to write... I hope you guys like this letter, xoxo)
#Letters by Ellie#goodbye letter#banana fish#ash lynx#eiji okumura#asheiji#ash lynx banana fish#banana fish anime
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WORTHLESS
To the person who questions their worth,
To the person who thinks they’re never good enough,
To the person who puts their emotions behind others,
To the person who tries to prove themselves to others,
Even when you smile,
Even when you laugh,
Even when you you say you’re “okay”
The sadness in your eyes still shines
As the facade fades when you’re finally alone,
As the tears stream down your face
The troubles evident,
As the muted screams escape your mouth
Constant “whys” invading your mind,
Constant heaviness on your shoulders,
The emotions being held in all day
Finally burst out into silent fits
You may think you are worthless,
You may think you are invalid,
You may think you are unimportant
That people like you have no place in this world…
You are wrong
You are worth more
Than any diamond, ruby, or jade in the universe,
Your validity apparent to the world,
Your importance ever existent
Proving ones self is nonessential to ones existence ,
The approval of others unnecessary,
Let yourself shine amongst angels of negativity,
Your aura as evident and as bright as ever
Grab my hand,
And I shall stay by your side, now and forever,
Push me away, and back to you I waltz,
By your side I shall stay, every step of the way
As your wounds slowly heal,
As your once dull eyes filled with sadness
Start shining with the genuine happiness you finally found
It takes time to overcome the uneasiness,
The sorrows you feel, will eventually be rid,
But one must remain strong willed and patient,
Before one can truly over come it
As life moves on, so shall we,
So don’t get sucked into the past,
For you may not be able to make it out
But once you feel that small hint of true happiness,
Grasp it in the palm of your hands
And never let go,
For it will slowly start to grow, until you shall forget about the troubles of the past
Time will come,
So please don’t give up,
I shall stay by your side,
And help your through it all
So please don’t ever let go,
As the end result will be worth it,
The sorrows of the past will soon turn into the forwardness of the future,
Which is yet to be determined unless you finally take charge
I long to see that genuine smile,
That genuine laugh, with sparkling eyes,
So remember to hold on and never give up,
For I know you will make it out alive
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Heaviness
Heavy feelings weighing me down,
Heavy heart squeezing to mush,
Heavy mind ever so loud,
The heaviness slowly binding me down
Screaming at the top of my lungs,
The silence resonating
As I drown in the sorrows
Surrounding my very being
As I try standing up
I get pushed back down,
The sinister laughter
Echoing around me
The sky slowly darkening,
As my eyes are slowly shutting,
The weight to heavy to bear
As the burden of life finally leaves me
(wrote this the other day, ik its shit but oh well hehe)
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A little Bit Yours
To the person I still love,
Its been years since we had ended things… the fact that you had found someone new adds flames to the numbness caused all those years ago. I remember all the times you said you loved me, all the times you said you’d never leave me, all the times you said it’d be you and me forever… But those sweet words of reassurance were all bitter lies.
I remember it as if it were yesterday. We were at our secret stop that we had discovered on one of our late night rendezvous, a cliff far up the ground overlooking the dark ocean, with the stars glistening above us. If only I had known that the place we would always frequent to get away from all the chaos would soon turn into a place of bad memories and misery.
I will never forget the look on your face when you uttered those words…
“Lets end this” You said, looking onwards towards to vast waters.
Everything we had built together, the love and memories… all crumbling away right in front of me. Never in a million- no, never in a LIFETIME had I ever thought I’d hear that phrase from you. Those damned words are what ended it all.
The heartache rushing in like a tsunami within me, lost for words as a tear slipped out. We had stood there looking at each other for what felt like an eternity, the sound of waves crashing evident in the background.
You walked up to me kissing my cheek one last time, walking into the trees as I watch your figure get lost in the shadows of the night.
That was a night that had haunted me for all these years, and to find out you had moved on a month after it… why?… WHY did you leave me without an explanation? WHY did you makes all those promises if you had KNOWN you’d break them? How could I have stood there like a statue letting you walk away from what we had been building for years.
As much as I want to blame you for this hurt, I just end up blaming myself for not stopping it from happening. The pain from that night still lives in me today… and so does to the love I have for you.
I can never blame nor hate you… for you still own my heart… the same heart you had shattered all those years ago.
I let myself hope that one day you’d come back, I let myself love you… You may not be mine anymore, but I’m still a little bit yours…
I love you still, with all my heart… but it is time I let myself move on, to rid of the pain the lingers in my heart, to let myself heal from all the suffering you cause… My love, this is goodbye, to all the years we spent together, to all the years I was left alone without you, to all the years I knew you, to all the years I will cherish forever.
Goodbye, my love.
#love letters#heartbreak#creative writing#short stroy#love#love letter.txt#SongInspiredLetters#Letters by Ellie
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A Letter to Akihiko
Each night, as I toss and turn in what used to be OUR bed, as the memories of our past rush back, as I let the tears run down my face. Hugging the sheets where your scent was faintly left behind, this is what I wanted yet why does it hurt so bad? I know you are truly happy with who you are and who you are with now, but what about me?
From the beginning we suffocated each other, the toxicity slowly killing us, but the burning sensation it would make always made my heart swell. The burning passion we’d feel each time you had your arms wrapped around me, is a feeling I’ll never forget, but no matter how much I love you it just had to end.
The fact that we were invisibly holding each other back from our music visibly breaks my heart… To think I wanted YOU to be my inspiration, to be my will to live, to be my life… yet time and time again I felt held back by your hand, but I do not blame you, I never have and I NEVER will. My love… I know I do not have the right to call you that but… you have always been… my love… deep down I wish we could’ve worked things out… but I know that’s impossible now, because you have him…
That summer we met in high school, oh how the seasons have changed… As I stare at the never-changing white walls not wanting to notice your absence in the air. The whole room lifeless, just like a messy bin. My heart aches so bad but this is for the best…
I wish you all the best… with your music and with your new lover. I hope you do not forget me, and all the memories we made… and hopefully one day we can meet again, someday when it no longer hurts inside, someday when the tears stop running down, someday… yes, someday… when I can finally live my life without thinking about you.
Love,
Ugetsu.
(i had a hard time writing this but i hope y'all like it and if any of u have some suggestions feel free to message me :>)
#given anime#given#given fandom#akihiko kaji#ugetsu murata#akigetsu#love letter.txt#heartbreak#given manga#given movie#GivenSeries#Letters by Ellie
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ok but like THIS IS SO FUCKIN CUTE AHHHHHHHHHHH
thanks to @marshieee for this :3
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Because I Had You
My Love,
I know you’re with someone new, and I know that you’re happy, and I know that I chose to end things… But why do I feel so blue without you? I know I have to find someone new, I know I have to get over you… But how can I love them? When I had you. Do you remember the places we’d go to? The fun we had as I held your hand in mine? The sweet nothings we’d talk about for hours on end? My love, how can I get over you?…
Maybe it’s time I find someone new, someone who will help me forget about you, but I don’t think I will ever truly love them… Because I had you. You were the best thing that ever happened to me, yet I chose to let you go… It was my ego and selfishness that led to our downfall.
I have no one to blame but myself, for the hurt I feel inside. Like my heart is being ripped out of my chest as the the pain slowly numbs away. I am glad that you’re happy, I really am… I just wished I was the one still holding your hand… I just wish I was the one, still kissing your neck, still stroking your hair, still loving you, but damn…
As I watch from the sidelines, your bright smile and carefree self, as you dance under the stars with your new lover hand-in-hand. The love I feel for you will never end, oh how I wish I had never ended things, but alas, I guess that really was the end.
I hope one day, we can meet again. And maybe I will finally get another chance to call you mine, as I embrace you tightly against my chest.
#love letters#heartbreak#creative writing#short story#love#love letter.txt#SongInspiredLetters#Letters by Ellie
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A Letter to Mafuyu
My love,
How are you today? I know things have never been the same, since that unforgettable day. Regret fills my heart each time I remember your salmon-coloured eyes and warm smile, as I picture what could have happened if I chose not to let go. Watching you suffer through the pain alone, the regret in my heart weighing me down… how could I have left you? Knowing you’d blame yourself for my mistake.
My love, I am sorry, I am so sorry you had to see my lifeless body, as it danced to the song of sorrows sang by the winds, as the black cord hugged my neck in its tight embrace, as my lifeless eyes bore into your despair-filled ones, as the painful shout escaped your mouth, my love, I am sorry… That day in the train station we stood, that meaningless quarrel, the anger we both felt, my love, you are not the reason behind my departure. I had lost the battle with the demons in the dark, after that day in the park they invaded my heart, whispering songs of dreariness and despair. Slowly losing my sanity after the only beacon of light in my life had been pushed away by my selfishness and ego, my love, I just wanted the pain to end, I just wanted to finally be at peace, but at what cost?
From the clouds I cry of sorrow, regretting breaking my promise of never leaving you behind… But now I watch you smile, as you dance with another. Oh how I wish that was me, my love. But now I understand what my punishment is, for leaving you behind… it is watching you finally move on and be truly happy with another.
My love, I have always, and will always love you for the rest of eternity, it brings me joy that you are finally at peace and happy, and I hope in your heart you find the kindness to forgive my selfishness of the past, as you continue to live your joy-filled life.
(This is basically a part two to "A Letter to Yuki" hope y'all like it)
#given anime#given manga#given mafuyu#given yuki#mafuyu sato#yuki yoshida#love letter.txt#fuyu no hanashi#mafuyuki#GivenSeries#Letters by Ellie
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A letter to Yuki
My love,
How are you today?
In that far away place you left for on that unforgettable day.
Regret and pain fill my heart as I remember the traces of your warm embrace. Isolating myself from society, as I grieve what I had lost. That day, in the train station we stood, screaming our frustrations… I should have never walked away, if only I had known what was to come after all the heat had died down. My love, if only I had known… I would have came to you sooner, faster, quicker… but alas it was too late.
As I entered the dimly lit house, towards the room that held many memories of us, the silence louder than ever. My heart stopped as I saw what was behind the once closed bedroom door, the moonlight reflecting on your now pale face, all emotions drained. As the winds sang a song of sorrow, as the blood curdling scream left my throat, my eyes stung at the sight in front of me as I let the tears fall freely. There you were, your body motionlessly dancing to the song of the winds, as the black cord embraced your now purple neck, as your eyes lifelessly stared, as mine burned as if a fire had broken out within me, a fire ignited by my despair.
That day, that unforgettable day, when my heart shattered into a billion pieces, piercing my insides as my body went numb, reality sinking in that you had broken your promise of never leaving me…
I cannot forgive you for breaking your promise, for losing the fight against your demons… but I also cannot forgive myself, for not noticing your sorrows and for not being there.
I love you with all my heart, and I hope that you are finally at peace, my love.
(AHHHHH I wrote this while listening to Fuyu No Hanashi last week and I hope y’all like it )
#given#given anime#mafuyu sato#yuki yoshida#fuyu no hanashi#love letter.txt#given fan#mafuyuki#GivenSeries#Letters by Ellie
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