yo a3 has some cute boys that’s the announcement i wanted to make  that being said im sorry i left this blog again. 2019 was hard and pretty much the worst year i’ve had in YEARS due to personal stuff - i had to deal with a lot and didn’t feel comfortable here or in any place and now im better and missing this blog but it’s hard to come back to nothing so i’m not sure if i’ll come back here or not. i love utapri and love tomo but building something new from 0 is hard and i don’t even know if i can do it on my own :/  i have no idea if someone is going to read this but if you are thank you <3 

moonedhalo‌:

there  is  a  pause  in  his  train  of  thought ,   about  to  speak  but  lips  close  at  her  words .   head  cocks  to  the  right ,   uncertainty  lingering  in  expression  mingled  with  his  surprise .   hands  fold  in  his  lap ,   eyes  that  mirror  the  sky  cut  down  to  look  at  his  lap  and  the  ground .   a  deep  breath  inhaled  through  mouth ,   exhaled  from  nose  as  he  finally  looks  at  tomochika .    ‘  i  get  it ,   there  is  a  lot  of  uncertainties .   but  we  had  that  too ,   we  barely  can  visit  our  parents  now .  ’

             she shouldn’t be feeling like this. she had everything she wanted yet family was also a very important factor in her life, and not having them meant she couldn’t be as happy, as selfish as that was. “i hate to feel like i’m faking my happiness when in public. i hate lying and pretending” it wasn’t something she’d willingly do and feeling forced to it to keep her public image was one of her least favorite things about their job. “i’m sorry. i don’t mean to make you sad too, it’s just very frustrating because i do miss them a lot.”

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wcvensouls‌:

              satisfied smile curved tomochika’s lips when he complied her demand, lust filled eyes once against staring at his not breaking the eye contact when letting out a pleased sigh in response to the added attention he started giving her. “that’s what i like to hear” a chuckle would’ve escaped her lips if she wasn’t so into it, lifting her hips up slowly -- just as he asked her to and going down again, starting with a slow pace at first but being evident by the way she was moving and still pushing his hand more against her that it wouldn’t be too long before changing to a faster one. they may have just started but the feeling of his skin against her was overwhelming to her, the hand that wasn’t on his pulled back and lowering itself down her own neck and chest in a more than confident way, reaching her right breast touching herself both for herself and for him, determined not only to get as much pleasure from this as she possibly could -- but also give him a nice show view while on it, a louder moan slipping past her lips when hips lowered again, taking him so eagerly.

moonedhalo‌:

‘  and  what  is  my  responsibility  then ,   koneko ?~  ’    ren  asks  melodically ,   enjoyment  ringing  in  each  syllable  of  his  words .   thumb  periodically  brushes  against  the  back  of  her  hand ,   rubbing  in  a  circular  motion  for  a  second  before  he  ceases  such  tender - esque  actions .   laughter  echoes  at  her  words ,   head  cocking  to  the  left  side ,    ‘  i’m  unbelievable ,   tomo - chan ?   how  sweet  of  you  !~  ’

             “don’t play the fool card with me, jinguji. you know very well we can’t be seen doing any of this.” she answered, bringing both their hands up and giving his a little squeeze to emphasize her words, lowering them again shortly after. her walking pace stayed the same, eyes brought to the front now. “you sound surprised, are you? everyone knows i’m always sweet.” maybe with the rest, but never to him -- this being a very rare ocassion.

moonedhalo‌:

syo  felt  a  little  lost  on  how  to  help  tomochika .   he  loved  to  help  his  friends  the  best  he  could  so  when  he  had  no  idea ,   head  swirls .   he  just  hopes  being  there  for  tomo  was  enough .   sigh  spills  from  lips  inaudibly ,   head  turning  to  look  at  the  fiery  red  head  beside  him .   there  is  a  pause  of  silence ,   nodding  with  understanding .   empathy  sings  in  syo’s  heart ,   completely  understanding  where  tomochika  is  coming  from .    ‘  it’s  okay  and  completely  normal .   honestly ,   i  do  too .  ’

             she nodded in response, unsure of how to handle the situation with him. tomochika wasn’t one to show weakness, not even to her close friends. and while she valued syo offering to be there for her, her face still tried to hide the emotions her eyes couldn’t. “it hits differently when you’re told you can’t leave. not when there’s so much money and promises behind it.” and while things could be rearranged, she didn’t have the money to make up for the stuff she’d miss, nor would the president agree to it.

            just a reminder that this exists..... congrats on your new ( and first ) solo album ren here in this account we are very proud of you xo

don’t jokeship with me because 2 hours later i’ll have feels for the pairing.

moonedhalo‌:

ren  has  a  smile  growing  on  his  face  slowly  despite  his  previous  frown .   perhaps  this  is  why  tomochika  is  always  threatening  to  hurt  him ,   he’s  too  slick  for  his  own  good .   he  can’t  even  hide  the  grin  on  his  face  as  laughter  spilled  from  him ,   swinging  their  intertwined  hands  between  them  obnoxiously .    ‘  it  seems  A  LOT  of  things  are  on  me ,   tomo .  ’

             “maybe you should accept your responsibility, then.” as far as she was concern ren wasn’t the type to do that. head was turned to him with the swinging of their hands -- why was he doing that? what was ren trying to get from her? she couldn’t deny it felt rather sweet, even if those words would never leave her lips. “you’re unbelievable” yet she didn’t do anything to pull back

starwraithed‌:

@electonequeen said : ‘ if your name is TOKIYA ICHINOSE and you’re REALLY handsome, come on raise your hand! ’ merry crisis

                 ℍ𝕀𝕊 𝔸ℝ𝕄𝕊 𝔸ℝ𝔼 𝕌ℙ, and his hands are stretched out, but only for the fact that he had been stretching for practice. he blinked and glanced over his shoulder to her. ‘ what are you doing here? ’ not that she didn’t show up randomly already, but never during practice before. ‘ and what is with your outbursts? ’

            disappointing, but definitely not surprising. “i thought it would be fun to follow you around for the day~” she had other reasons, but that sounded like a better response “dropped by to pay a visit to my most talented and handsome friend but he doesn’t look very happy to see me.” a short, almost dramatic pause. “you’re hurting me, toki.”

masa and ren :eyes: -not paige asking this btw s2g

Send two names and my muse will say which they’d rather kiss.

             “masato.” while tomo didn’t have the strongest bond with the pianist despite having studied together for years, there was no way she’d pick to kiss ren. not only that would feed his ego in an enormous way, but the other would never let her forget it.

Send two names and my muse will say which they’d rather kiss.

wcvensouls‌:

             the sounds escaping his lips did nothing but encourage her even more, gaze locked with his making tomochika bite her lip one more time in anticipation, but also as a way from keeping her own sounds of pleasure to herself for now -- and until satsuki worked for them. her hips kept lowering on his without a proper stop until she took all of him in, allowing herself a moment to fully enjoy how he felt, legs wrapping tighter around his torso. “you feel so good babe but you’ll have to say it if you want me to move” she whispered under her breath, eyes almost sparkling with the lust that came with her own words. despite what she’d just said tomochika brough her hips up again, lowering them just slightly, tantalizingly slow considering how much they were craving this and eachother. “touch me” one of her hands left his neck, lowering it to meet the one in charge of keeping her underwear out of the way, softly guiding it to press more against her. tomo wasn’t that much of a vocal person, staying in what one could consider ‘the usual’ for someone with an active sex life like hers. but this was pretty much a special ocassion and while she’d made it clear she wanted his attention, in all ways she could have it -- that included hearing him and acting demanding ( more than usual, at least ) when it came to it.

electricea‌:

@electonequeen​ continued from here.

“I…” 

He thought of saying something, of retorting but something about her tone caused him to lose his nerve.  Something about the way she spoke sound similar - very similar indeed.  Back to those days where he had also felt trapped, pressed underneath the thumb of an abusive and reckless tyrant.  He hadn’t even gotten the worst of it either.  Was this how Takamaki and Suzui had felt…?

“…I never really thought about it like that,” He admitted slowly, shrugging his shoulders helplessly.  “…But if you ever do need someone to have your back.  Just know that I’m here and I’ll try my best to help,”

             tomochika wasn’t one to let herself sink in situations of the kind. she chose to deal with them herself and rarely involved others, not even when the situation called for it. this meant she rarely went to others for help, but one could say ryuji caught her with her guard down this time, enough for her to say what she said. his reaction made her realise the effect her own words could’ve had in the other, lips pursing in instant regret. “i’m sorry... i didn’t mean for it to sound like that.” or maybe she did. maybe it was her way of reaching out for help, whether she wanted to admit it or not. “i think i’ll accept your offer. if you’re fine with hanging out later this week... that would help a lot.” she wasn’t ready to speak about it much, but she knew she’d appreciate his company a lot.

               she represents my mood after listening to toki no jewel for the first time... tokiya ichinose WHAT A MAN. what a WHOLESOME man. he’s my sun my moon my entire galaxy i love him so so so much----

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