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einsam-im-nichts 4 days
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Hate that I can鈥檛 just push a button to turn my brain off for a bit because I鈥檓 so tired of constantly dealing with these shitty dark thoughts 24/7
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einsam-im-nichts 5 days
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Pls let me die, I honestly dont wanna be here any more, I just wanna be at peace.
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einsam-im-nichts 7 days
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when the relapse is so bad it hurts to walk
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einsam-im-nichts 7 days
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Why the fuck am I the way I am
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There鈥檚 this weird dichotomy of not wanting anyone to know you鈥檙e suffering and also desperately wanting someone to acknowledge your pain
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Life has been rough lately
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einsam-im-nichts 7 days
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is it bad to wanna talk to someone all the time?
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einsam-im-nichts 9 days
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does anyone else ever just wanna delete themselves?
like, you don鈥檛 wanna die, you just wanna become invisible
i鈥檝e never felt like that before and i don鈥檛 know what鈥檚 worse
like, is there something wrong with me? am i broken?
i can鈥檛 stop crying but it鈥檚 not like usual
it鈥檚 like, the tears are there, but i don鈥檛 feel it
i don鈥檛 feel the pain or the hurt that comes with them
i just feel
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dead
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einsam-im-nichts 9 days
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einsam-im-nichts 9 days
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Goddammit why is killing yourself so hard to do? Why the hesitation... it should be so much easier to let go
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einsam-im-nichts 9 days
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kinda wanna scream. kinda wanna cry. kinda wanna sleep. kinda just wanna disappear
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einsam-im-nichts 9 days
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I fucking hate my life so much there are no words to describe how much I hate my life.
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einsam-im-nichts 9 days
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Why am I so fucking useless man I want to jump off a building
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einsam-im-nichts 9 days
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I will always hate who I am down to the core and sadly it will never change
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einsam-im-nichts 9 days
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I鈥檓 sorry for all the times my mental health made me a bad friend
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i just wanna cut everyone off and rot away in my bed
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