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eddiesgorlie · 1 year

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His First Time

Experienced!reader x Virgin!austin

Summary: Y/n walks Austin through his first time.

Warnings: smut, swearing.

I laid comfortably on his chest as we were watching a movie. His parents were out of town and with summer break coming to an end and the weather being absolutely dreadful, the best thing to do was cuddle and binge watch movies. “That was a good one.” I said. “It really was. I hope to act in something like that eventually.” He said. “You’ll accomplish anything you put you’re mind to, Aus. You’re amazing.” I said as I placed a peck on his lips. “Thank you.” He whispered against my lips. “I’ll grab us some more popcorn.” I said, sitting up. “Wait, I wanted to talk to you about something.” He said as he sat up. “Is everything alright?” I asked. “Everything’s great, its just- well, I-i’m ready to have sex.” He said, his cheeks turning bright red. I looked at his nervous, lust filled eyes as he stared at me. When we started dating last year he had made it very clear he wasn’t ready for anything sexual. I assured him that I was fine with that and told him that I had already lost my virginity but would wait as long he needed. I could tell he was having a difficult time during the movie when a sex scene started, he was rubbing his hips against me and covering up his groans and whimpers with coughs.

“Are you sure, baby?” I asked, grabbing his hands. “I’ve never been more sure.” He smiled. I got up on my knees and crawled over to him until I was in his lap. My hands came up and ran through his hair as his tightly wrapped around my waist. “I want you to take the lead, baby.” He said. I nodded and started placing wet, open-mouthed kisses on his jawline and neck. I felt his hard cock against me as my lips traveled all over his neck. I brought my lips to his and pulled him into a suffocating kiss. His hands traveled under my shirt and he massaged the soft skin of my stomach. He let out a whimper as my hand lightly squeezed his cock through his pants. “C-can I take my jeans off? Its really tight down there.” He said as he pulled away from the kiss. “Of course baby.” I smiled.

He stood up and unbuttoned his pants and slid them off. As he was busy with that, I pulled my top off over my head and was unclipping my bra as he turned to face me. His eyes were as wide as saucers and his jaw slack. He sat down on the bed next to me and I watched as his eyes flickered between my eyes and my breasts. He seemed too shocked to move so I grabbed his hands and brought them to my breasts. He let out a shaky breath as I pulled my hands away and he began touching my breasts. I let out a small moan as he fingers rubbed over my nipples and I saw him smirk. My hands reached down to the waistband of his boxers and pulled his cock out. “Oh baby, let me help you. You must be hurting.” I said as I saw the bright red tip of his large cock. “No, Y/n. Let me pleasure you.” He said. “Ok.” I whispered.

I stood up and took my shorts and panties off. His eyes didn’t leave me once as I sat back down on the bed. “Come ‘ere, baby.” I said as I motioned for him to sit behind me. I leaned against him and I grabbed his hand. “Do you know how to pleasure a girl?” I asked. He shook his head. I opened my legs and brought his hand between them and to my clit. “Take your fingers and just rub slow circles over my clit.” I smiled as I guided his fingers. “O-okay.” He said and started rubbing my clit. “A little more pressure, baby.” I said. He pressed his fingers down a little and continued his circles. “J-just like that.” I whimpered. His other hand came to my breasts and played with my nipples.

“Oh my God!” I shrieked. He placed a gentle kiss on my shoulder. “S-so good.” I whimpered. His fingers working my clit, his hand on my breasts and his plush lips on my shoulder was becoming overwhelming and I felt my release creeping up on me. “I’m s-so close, baby.” I said. My orgasm ripped through me, causing my legs to shake and back to arch. Everything was white and all my senses were blurry as I heard Austin whimper. Once I finally came down, I turned to see Austin with his fingers in his mouth, sucking my juices off.

“That felt amazing.” I said, snuggling into him. “You’re so beautiful.” He smiled. “I love you.” I said, grabbing his hand. “I love you.” He smiled. “Lets take care of you now, baby.” I said, sitting up on my knees. “I-i came. You just looked so beautiful and oh my God the sounds you were making. I couldn’t control it.” He said, his cheeks red. “Oh poor baby boy. You must have been so worked up and you only took care of me.” I said as I stroked his cheeks. “I loved taking care of you.” He said. “Do you still want to lose your virginity?” I asked. He nodded. “Ok, let me take care of you now, baby.” I smiled. I took his soft cock out of his boxers and started stroking it. He bit his lip as his hips bucked up. “So sensitive.” I whispered. I watched as he cock grew harder until the tip was bright red and glistening again.

“Are you ready, baby?” I asked. “Mhm.” He said. I straddled his hips and lowered down on his cock. His jaw was agape and his head dropped back as I swiveled my hips around the tip. “This feels fucking amazing. You’re so tight, so wet.” He groaned. “You’re so big.” I said as I balanced myself on his shoulders as I started to bounce on him. “I’m not going to last long.” He whimpered. “Thats ok, baby. Take control.” I said. He put his hands on my hips and started pounding into me. I put my head in the crook of his neck. “Holy shit! So good!” I cried as he hit my G-spot continuously. “I’m gonna cum.” He said. “Right behind you.” I said. His thrusts become sloppy and the feeling of his hot cum and the loud moan he let out threw me over the edge. His hips slowly thrusted as we rode out our highs until I flopped down next to him and cuddled into his side.

“That was amazing sex.” I smiled. “I don’t have much to compare it to but that was amazing.” He said. “Next time, we’ll explore oral. I give a mean blowjob.” I laughed. He shook his head and laughed. “I love you.” He said, kissing my head.

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I’m going to cry.

“when I brought Elvis in something that he really loved to eat, he was adorable, sitting up against the pillows, cross-legged in his men’s pajamas. he had this cute little dance he did in bed, where he rocked from side to side, sometimes with his eyes closed, with this beatific smile on his face, almost like Stevie Wonder. that’s how much he loved his favorite foods. It tasted so good to him and made him so supremely content. I can still see him rocking left to right in bliss, enjoying his food”

from “a little thing called life” by Linda Thompson

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The Walls Have Ears

Summary: Y/n and Elvis act together on Girls! Girls! Girls! And quickly turn from friends, to friend with benefits.

Warnings: Oral (m receiving), swearing

I somehow became lucky enough to co-star with Elvis in his new movie “Girls! Girls! Girls!” The script was horrible, but a chance to act with Elvis? Who would turn that down? We had become good friends while on set. I knew how sad he was over another horrible movie but I hoped that maybe the laughs and time we spent together helped ease that.

“Elvis!” I yelled as I banged on his trailer door. “Its open.” He yelled back. “I know, I just felt like annoying you.” I smiled. He shook his head. “Looks like you’re struggling a bit.” I said. “These Goddamn costume people made these pants too small.” He said. “Mine too. But I tried them on early and had them fix them.” I said. “Well I don’t have a lot of fuckin’ time on my hands between recording these shitty songs and this shitty movie.” He said. I nodded. “Sorry.” He said. “It’s alright. C’mon lets get those pants on ya. Suck it in like you’re going to be the next miss America and all they are judging you on is how slutty your waist is.” I said. “What the hell are you sayin’?” He laughed. “Just suck your stomach in.” I said. He did and after some struggling I buttoned his pants. “I can’t breathe.” He laughed. “Beauty is pain, mister.” I shrugged. “Did you see the new Star Trek episode?” I asked. “No, I’ve been meaning to watch it. Do you know when they’re replaying it?” He asked. “Lets see.” I said. I turned the Tv on and scrolled through the channels. Elvis sat down on the couch and tried to adjust the pants to the best of his abilities. “I can’t find it.” I groaned. “Damnit. I knew I should have watched it live.” He said. “Want to watch a rerun?” I asked. “Why not.” He said. I turned it to the channel and sat down next to him.

“We need you on set.” A man said as he opened the trailer door. I rolled my eyes and stood up. “Help.” Elvis laughed as he reached for me. I grabbed his hands and pulled him up. “There’s no way I can do this scene in these.” He said. “Colonel chicken won’t be happy with that.” I said. “Colonel Chicken. I’m usin’ that from now on.” He laughed.

We walked to the set, Elvis trailing behind me as he moaned and groaned about the pants. “Oh be a man, get some balls.” I said. “Thats the problem!” He said. “We’ll get the scene done quick. You’ve just got to tough it out.” I sighed. He nodded.

We got to the set at spoke to the director before the first take. “Lets not fuck this up.” He laughed. “Gotcha.” I smiled. The director yelled action and the music started playing as Elvis lip synced to the music and danced. “The walls have ears.” The music sang as Elvis stomped his feet and grabbed my hands. I followed as he led and I leaned forward as he did back. My eyes flickered between his eyes and the large bulge in his pants. He gave me a knowing look as I held in my laughter that just caused me to laugh more.

“Cut!” The director yelled. The music stopped and Elvis and I broke away from each other. “C’mon, whats the problem Y/n?” The director asked. “I’m sorry. Can we take 5?” I asked. “No.” He said. “Please.” I asked. “Fine. 5 minutes max.” He said. “Thanks, boss!” I yelled as I grabbed Elvis and pulled him from the set.

“What the hell, Y/n?” He asked as we got back to his trailer. “Do you trust me, Elvis?” I asked as we stood in front of the couch. “Y-yes.” He said. I nodded and started unbuttoning his pants. “What are you doin’?” He asked, grabbing my hands. “C’mon, I’m trying to help you with your problem. We only have 5 minutes.” I said. His eyes went wide and cheeks red as he realized what was happening. “Do you trust me?” I asked again. He cleared his throat. “Yes, I do.” He said. I reached back down to his pants and unbuttoned them. “Are you kidding me? This is why the pants rubbed ya’ wrong.” I said looking at the underwearless Elvis. “It’s more comfortable this way.” He sighed.

I shook my head and pushed him down on the couch. I squeezed between his legs, spit on my hand and started stroking his cock. “So red, sweet boy. You must’ve been really struggling.” I said. “Y-yeah.” He moaned as I started placing kisses on the tip. “You just look so pretty like this, I have to get a taste.” I said before taking the tip in my mouth and sucking. “O-oh fuck.” He groaned as my warm mouth surrounded him. His hips bucked up towards my mouth and I quickly held his hips down and pulled my mouth away. “Uh-uh. I’m in control here.” I said. He desperately nodded and I went back to sucking. His hands made my hair into a ponytail to keep me from drooling on it as I took him further down my throat.

I played with and stroked his balls as I gagged around his cock. “I-I’m close. Is it ok if I cum in your mouth?” He asked, his head leaning on the back on the couch. “Mhm.” I whimpered as I pulled away from his cock for a moment. I realized we were running out of time until the crew would be coming to find us so I quickly sucked and stroked the rest of his cock with my hands until I felt him twitch and he let out a yell as the warm, white ribbons of cum went down my throat. I let him ride out his high as his hips lazily thrusted. He pushed my head away as he became overstimulated and I stepped back as he stood up and put himself back together. “Ready to head back?” I asked. He grabbed the sides of my face and kissed me hard. I was so entranced with the moment that I didn’t hear the lighting guy come in and say they were ready for us.

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He’s So Lana Pt.2

Read part one here!

Warnings: None!

Word count: 2.7k

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The clock ticked so slowly as I waited to close the shop. I read and reread Austins text a million times and it never failed to make me smile and butterflies swarm my tummy. Just those simple words “Dinner at my place at eight?” I kept running it through my head and counting down the seconds. The clock ticked six and I closed the shop in record time, forgetting about sweeping and shutting the computer down. I tossed my bag into the passenger seat of my VW bug and jumped in the front seat, the radio blaring The Beatles as soon as I turned the key.

I didn’t make it home until 6:30 and after calculating, Austins house was a 30 minute drive with traffic so I only had an hour. I only had an hour to pick out an outfit and do my makeup and hair. I quickly ran to my closet and after what seemed to be throwing every single article of clothing on my floor I decided on my all time favorite, holy grail vintage clothing piece, my 70’s Gunne Sax white v-neck midi dress. It had beautiful little purple lavender flowers on it, crystal buttons and lace straps and I matched it with a purple cardigan. I decided to do my hair and makeup first to protect the dress from any possible makeup spills.

I put my hair up in a very loose high ponytail and just put on light pink eyeshadow, mascara and a wine colored lipstick. I looked at the clock to see I had 10 minutes until I had to leave so I quickly took the dress out of its garment bag and pulled it on, matching it with purple Candies heels. I had just enough time to grab a basket and run out to my garden to put together a harvest basket for him. Mom always told me to never show up to a hosts home empty handed.

I put a couple oranges and apples in the basket and a tomato. I clipped some flowers and herbs and added them to the basket and went back inside. I grabbed a jar of blackberry jam and a jar of wine mustard I made the other day. I finished it off by wrapping a fresh loaf of zucchini bread in a cloth and laying it in the basket.

I grabbed my patchwork purse and the basket and ran out of the door. Quickly running back in once I realized I forgot my keys… and to lock the door.

I was incredibly nervous the entire drive. Would he not like my outfit? Or my car? Or not like me? He had only met me for a short time while I was working but what if really getting to know me scared him away like many before him. Dates always had me nervous after my last boyfriend. He was a gentleman and so nice during the first few months but after a while, he became cruel and violent. I have the scars to prove it.

My GPS told me to take a right which a came to a complete stop as I looked at the road to my right. It was gravel and wooded all around. I sighed and hoped the gravel wouldn’t destroy my 1967 VW. I drove slowly and continued to monitor my GPS when it told me the destination was on my left. I didn’t see anything so I drove a little further until a large farmhouse came into view. I parked, grabbed the basket and my purse and walked up to the door, knocking twice before stepping back.

I heard some movement in the house and could see a figure through the stained glass window. The door opened and there he was, wearing a blue apron over his dark jeans and blue denim-like long sleeve button up. “Hi.” I said. “Hey, come on in.” He smiled. I nodded and walked in the house. “Here you go. Thank you for inviting me over.” I smiled, handing him the basket. “Oh of course. You didn’t have to bring anything.” He said, moving somethings around to look at all the items in the basket. “My mom always told me to never arrive at someone’s home empty handed. And its just some things from my garden or made from things from my garden.” I smiled. “I’ve never gotten something this thoughtful.” He smiled. “I hope you like everything.” I said. “I know I will. Come on in, make yourself at home. Dinner is almost done.” He said. I followed him into the kitchen and sat at one of the barstools and watched him cook.

“I have never been on a date with a guy that can cook.” I smiled. “Really? I think more people should try to learn to cook, I really enjoy it.” He said. “I’m definitely more of a baker than chef but I know enough to survive.” I laughed. “Baking is an entire new territory I am yet to conquer.” He said. “What’s your favorite thing to cook?” I asked. “Well, my comfort food is just a simple peanut butter and jelly sandwich, but I really enjoy making sourdough grilled cheese and homemade tomato soup.” He said. “Is that what you’re making now?” I asked. “Yeah, is that alright? I didn’t realize how low I was on ingredients until I started cooking.” He laughed. “That sounds wonderful.” I smiled.

He grabbed some cream from the fridge and added it to the soup. “I told you about my family, I’d love to hear about yours.” I said. “Well, I have an older sister, she moved states a couple of years ago and my dad still lives here.” He said. “Have you always lived here in California?” I asked. “Yep, I lived in New York for a little while I was on broadway but I missed this place more than anything.” He said. “So a Cali boy through and through. Do you surf?” I asked. “I tried a couple times but was never successful. I want to try again sometime.” He said. “It’s a lot of fun. My dad taught me.” I said. “I have an extra board, if you want I can take you out sometime and teach you! Its like riding a bike.” I smiled. “I’d really like that.” He said. “You’re going to love it. Maybe one of the times, I can bring my dad so you can learn from the master himself. He hasn’t been out on the water since mom passed so I think it’d be great for him.” I said. “Sorry, that was weird.” I said with a nervous laugh. “No, I think that would be a really great time.” He smiled.

I nodded. After that there was an awkward pause. Damnit, I blew it. I got too comfortable and blew it. “When did you lose your mom?” He asked quietly. “When I was 24, so almost 3 years ago.” I said. He nodded. “When did you lose yours?” I asked. He looked up with a confused and sad look. “How’d you know?” He asked. “I can just tell, there’s apart of you thats lost, searching for something.” I said. “I was 23.” He said. I could tell they were close and that it was a fragile subject for him. “Look at us, two half orphans.” I said, reaching over the counter and stroking his hand.

He took the grilled cheese off of the stove and put them on plates and grabbed bowls for the soup. “Do you have pets?” I asked. “I don’t. I really want a dog though.” He said. “Do you like cats?” I asked. “You know, I’ve never had a pet cat before.” He said. “I have cats. They are the lights of my life.” I laughed. “Cats.. plural?” He laughed. “Yep. I have well um…” I sighed. “2?” He asked. I shook my head. “4?” He asked. “5?” I shook my head. “Oh my. 6?” He laughed. “Close enough. 6 are mine and one just lives with me.” I laughed. “Tell me, how’d you get all of these cats?” He asked. “Well, I found Moe, Larry and Curly on the side of the highway in a bag when they were kittens, Lieutenant Dan showed up in my backyard and he was missing his front paws, Moe ended up being a girl and two kittens, Mercury and Styles and the one that lives with me was my moms cat, she’s a Maine coon named Zeus and weighs 25 pounds.” I said, holding back my laughter. “Oh my, thats a lot of cats.” He said, joining in on my laughter. “I’ll have to meet these cats. But first, is that a cat scratch on your arm?” He asked, referring to the vertical scar on my wrist. “Oh no no, they aren’t aggressive!” I reassured. He smiled.

He spooned the soup into two bowls and put the grilled cheese’s on plates. He grabbed silverware and napkins and set a bowl in front of me, the other on the placemat next to me. “So how’d you get into the record business?” He asked as he sat next to me. “So my parents had a college fund set aside for me, it was enough to go to any school I wanted and get any degree I wanted but of course, me being me, I took all the money and bought the building that is now Lucy In The Sky. My parents of course weren’t to happy about that and thought it’d would be better if I moved out so I moved in with my boyfriend at the time, he was horrible so that pushed me to spend most of my time working on remodeling the shop and hunting for cheap records to buy to get started. It was a journey but now somehow I am the owner of the most successful used record store in California.” I laughed. “That’s amazing. Did your parents ever get over it?” He asked. “I don’t think completely but we became closer again a couple years ago. I think my dad is proud now.” I said. “He should be. You built that all yourself.” He said. “With his money.” I laughed. “But if you didn’t put the work it, money or no money it wouldn’t have mattered.” He said. “I guess you have a point.” I smiled. I dipped the grilled cheese in the soup and took a bite. “Holy shit, that’s amazing.” I said, covering my mouth as I ate. “I’m glad you like it.” Austin said. “Like it? Like it?? This is like death row final meal choice quality!” I said, taking another bite. “Oh it gets better each bite.” I said.

“Tell me, what’d you think of Lana?” I asked. “I honestly don’t know how I’ve gone this long without listening to her.” He said. “Favorite song on the album?” I asked. “Born to die and National Anthem had really nice feels to them but Video Games was an out of body experience.” He said. “That is literally the only way to describe Video Games. That song got me through a lot.” I smiled. “I can tell her music means a lot to you.” He said. “It really does. In the entire shop, she is the only artist we sell new vinyl of.” I said. “I can see why. Her music is lovely. It draws you in like a siren’s song.” He said. “You have a way with words, Austin. Do you write?” I asked. “Thank you. I try to journal everyday but I’ve never written anything serious before.” He said. “You really should. You have the words of a poet.” I said. “Do you write?” He asked. “Yeah, its the only way I can express myself when I’ve feeling stressed or sad, or even happy.” I said. “Thats so beautiful.” He smiled.

We spent the next half hour talking about his upcoming Elvis role along with many other things. “How about we go in the living room and listen to some music?” He asked. “I’d love to but at least let me help with the dishes first.” I said. “Nope, I simply can not allow such a beautiful woman help clean up.” He smiled as he held his hand out. I blushed as I grabbed his hand and we walked into the living room. “Oh no way you have a Rega!” I squealed as I took in his record player and stereo system. “Is that a good one? I picked it up at a place downtown. Your shop doesn’t have record players, right?” He asked. “Its a great one, I’d definitely own one if I could afford it. I’m more of an audio technica gal. And nope, we don’t. Not enough profit.” I said. “Gotcha.” He said. “Do you mind if I?” I asked. “Not at all, go crazy.” He said.

I got down on my knees and turned the receiver on and picked up a record from his shelf. I grabbed Abbey Road. “A classic.” He smiled. “Yes it is.” I said as placed it on the turntable and placed the tone arm down on She Came In Through The Bathroom Window. I let my body flow and move to the music, smiling at Austin as I turned. I reached my hand out to him. “I’m not much of a dancer.” He laughed. “Well we better fix that, soon to be Mr. Presley.” I said as I pulled him up.

I guided him in the movements through the rest of the song. We laughed as he spun me and I came crashing into his chest. I wrapped my arms around his torso as we rocked back and fourth. People would say we honestly looked insane if they say us. I was just happy.

We sat down on the couch as Golden Slumbers came on and I sat down next to him, a slight distance between us as I closed my eyes swayed. “Sleep pretty darlin’ do not cry.” I mouthed. “My mom sang this to me as a lullaby.” I smiled. “Thats beautiful.” He said. I watched as he pretended to yawn and then laid his arm over my shoulders. I leaned into him a little as I tried not to laugh. “That was so lame.” I giggled. “It really was. That was my go to move as a teenager.” He said laughing. I comfortably laid on his chest until the end of the album. “Lets see what else ya’ got.” I smiled as I stood up and went back over to his albums. I put Abbey road back into its sleeve and put it away. “Got any Pink Floyd?” I asked. “I don’t think so.” He said. “Darn, you have a great collection beside the missing Floyd.” I said. “I’d love to see your collection sometime.” He said. “You’ve seen it.” I said. “Hm?” He asked. “The store is my collection. If I have something I want to listen to, I grab it from the store and then put it back on sale.” I said. “That’s actually really smart.” He smiled. “I know, right?” I laughed.

I pulled a record from the shelf and set it on the turntable. The sounds of Lana Del Rey’s Video Games came over the speakers. I sat back down next to him and leaned on his shoulder. I looked up at him, his eyes were closed and lips parted as he listened to the song. “She’s ethereal, isn’t she.” I smiled. “I think you’re ethereal.” He said, looking down at me. I blinked for a moment as I took in his words. I sat up, my legs straddling his. “You’re so beautiful.” He whispered. I looked down as I blushed. His hand came up and lifted my chin to look at him. “Don’t get shy on me.” He said. He pushed my hair out of my face and tucked it behind my ear. My heart took over as I flew forward and placed a heavy kiss on his lips. His hands buried in my hair and pulled me impossibly closer as my heart felt as though it was beating out of my chest. His thumb brushed against my bottom lip once I pulled away. “You’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.” He smiled. “Not bad yourself.” I smiled.

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Soldier, Poet, Queen- Epilogue

Read part one and two here!

Warnings: Violence, death, mentions of blood.

Word count: 3.7k

The loud yells of “Urgent!” Awoke Austin and I from our comfortable slumber. “Just a moment!” I yelled, sleep evident in my voice. I placed a kiss on Austins lips before we shot out of bed to put our clothes on. I simply tied my silk robe around myself and Austin was putting his knight uniform back on. I scooped up my dress, corset and hoop skirt and tossed them in my closet. Austin was dressed and was acting like he was fixing the balcony doors. I open the bedroom door to be eye to eye with the general. “Madam.” He said. He opened his mouth to talk but looked confused as he spotted Austin. “Why is Commander Butler in there?” The general asked. “He escorted me back to my room after an incident and we noticed my balcony doors were damaged and would not lock. He’s been working on fixing them.” I lied. He nodded. “I come with bad news, your highness.” He said. “What is it?” I asked, hoping something had happened to the prince. “Its your mother. She has died.” He said. “W-what?” I asked. “She has killed herself. The king requested no one come in his room to see her.” He said. “I’m her only daughter, I have a right to say goodbye to my mother.” I cried. “I cannot allowed that.” He said. “Get out of my way!” I yelled, my body shaking for the sobs. I pushed the general aside, he was small and old, I knew he wouldn’t be able to chase me.

I ran through the halls the words he had said hadn’t sunk in yet. I just wanted to see my mother. The many guards outside her bedroom door signaled to me that it was bad. “Princess, stop!” The commander yelled. I pushed past the guards and into my mothers room. I looked around the room to no sight of her. I walked into the bathroom. Father looked at me with nothing but hate as I walked into the room. My eyes lowered to see mother in the bathtub, the water full of blood. I brought my hands up to my mouth and let out a scream. “Get out!” Father yelled. My feet felt like they were cemented to the ground, I couldn’t move and inch. My body shook as father stood up. “I said get out!” He said before hitting me until I fell to the ground. I crawled away until I was able to get onto my feet and run out of the room. I collapsed again as I ran into the guards outside the room but quickly climbed to my feet and ran the rest of the way to my room. Austin stood outside of my room and pulled me in and shut the door as I fell into his arms.

“You’re okay, it’s ok.” He whispered as he sat with me on his lap. “My mother is dead!” I screamed. “I’m right here. Please take a deep breath.” He said. I looked up at his comforting eyes through my tears. “Oh your nose is bleeding, sweetheart.” He said. I touched my nose and looked at the blood on my fingers. I let out a scream as I had the image of mother in my head. “F-father hit me.” I cried. “I’m getting you out of here. Tomorrow.” He said. “I didn’t get to say goodbye to her.” I cried. He pulled me closer to him and held me tight. “I’m so sorry.” He said against my forehead.

I slowly was calming down until yet again my door was thrown open. “Commander Butler. You are under arrest.” A guard said. “W-what?” Austin asked. “We are aware of your affair with the Princess. You have broken many laws with the affair and will be charged accordingly.” He said. “He has done nothing wrong!” I yelled. “We have all of the evidence we need to charge him and we will.” He said. Another guard pulled me away from Austin and another put him in handcuffs. “Get off of me! I will have you arrested for assault.” I yelled. “That won’t be necessary ma’am.” The guard said. Austin held the door frame as they tried to pull him away. I jumped to my feet and placed a kiss to his lips. “I promise I’ll get us out of this.” He said. “I love you.” I cried as they pulled him away and down the hall. “I love you!” He yelled.

I closed the door and screamed. I was now not only mourning my mother but now the love of my life. The same that happened to my mother’s love would happen to mine. I couldn’t let that happen, I couldn’t let them kill him. I let out a shaky breath and got to work.

It took everything in my to stand up and not just lie on the floor and just wait to die. I sat at my vanity and cleaned off my makeup. I knew I had to break Austin out of prison and once that was done I needed to try to hide in plain sight. That is how I ended up with scissors in one hand and my hair in another. I cut it short, section by section until it just barely sat on my ears. I looked horrible. My hair short, a bruise on my cheek, a bump on my nose and a forming black eye. I took a deep breath and tried to avoid the mirror. I stepped over the long hair my mother loved so much and walked to my closet. I tucked my most valuable jewels in a small bag to help Austin and I in our new life. I grabbed my only pants and boots, and a white blouse. I put everything on and topped it off with a hat. I looked as much like a young man as I could. I threw a coat on overtop and walked out into the hall.

I kept my head down as I walked past the guards and guests. I had tunnel vision that led me to the dungeon. My heart was beating out of my chest. I was in shock and was absolutely terrified for what would happen next. The stone steps that led to the dungeon felt like they went on forever. Finally the last step was within sight. I ran down the rest of the stairs and to the entrance of the dungeon. “State your business.” Sgt Charleston said. I lowered the tone of my voice. “I am one of the kings help and it has gotten bad upstairs. He has sent me to retrieve you now.” I said. “I will have to call for backup to take my post first.” The Sargent said. “The king said it was urgent.” I said. The man sighed. “I’ll call for backup and head up there.” He said. “Thank you, sir.” I said. I tapped him on the arm and he was on his way. That small arm tap was enough to allow me to grab the key from his belt. I waited until his footsteps were almost out of earshot and unlocked the main door.

The dungeon wasn’t too full. Just a few random people, especially men, here and there. I looked into each cell, my eyes not finding Austin. I made it to the end of the row and I unlocked the next door. In here was just two large cells on each side. My eyes immediately spotted the crouched figure on the farthest wall. I ran to it and began unlocking the cell. “Austin.” I whisper yelled. He turned around to face me and his tear filled eyes met mine. “Princess.” He said. He stood up and jogged over to the door. The door was sticking so I pulled and Austin pushed until it finally few open. Before I could even think I was wrapped up in his arms. My hat fell to the ground and he placed kisses on my head. I couldn’t help the tears that poured down my face as I knew he was ok. “You’re hair.” He laughed through tears. “I’m trying to stay disguised.” I laughed. “Oh your beautiful face.” He said. He kissed my cheek and a peck on my lips. “We have to get out of here.” I said. I picked up my hat from the floor and we headed out.

“Hey, do you have the cell keys?” He asked. “Mhm.” I nodded and handed him the keys. He unlocked a cell and a man walked out. “Go ahead, you’re free.” Austin smiled. The man smiled back and ran out the door. “He was innocent. He has a family.” He smiled. I nodded and followed him out the door. He grabbed a sword for me and one for him. “Do you know how to fight with one?” He asked. “Not really.” I said. “Ok, its pretty simple.” He said as he demonstrated the motions. “If someone tries to hurt you or take you, you fight. Fight like your life depends on it, because your life away from here does.” He said. “I will.” I said. “I love you.” He said. “I love you.” I said. I placed a peck on his lips and we headed up the steps, carefully looking around corners on each turn.

“Hey, Ian!” Austin said as we made it to the top step. I stayed safely tucked away behind Austin. “You know, some of the guards have been looking for you. Your execution was scheduled for 11. Wasn’t sure if you knew that.” He said. I looked up at Austin, the moon giving him a twinkle in his eyes. “Well, that time didn’t exactly line up with my schedule so if you’d just let us through we’ll be on our way.” Austin said. “I’m sorry, I can’t allow that.” He said, holding his sword out in front of Austin and I. “You don’t want to do that, Ian. I taught you everything you know. You’ll lose.” Austin said. He motioned to move back with his hand and I walked backwards until I was tucked tightly in a corner. “Try me.” I heard Ian say. I listened as I heard swords banging and sliding against each other. It felt like hours, my heart rate was through the roof. My heart dropped as I heard a man wail. “Austin!” I cried. “I’m okay, I’m okay.” He said. He rounded the corner and grabbed my hand. “Don’t look.” He said. I turned away from the injured man on the floor. “You’ll be okay, brother.” Austin said. I tightly held Austins hand as he looked around outside of the stairwell to make sure it was safe to continue moving. “We are going to catch you and when we do we will kill him and you. You’ll be more useful before you’re killed.” The injured man said. My breath caught it my throat and fear ran through me. “C’mon, we have to move fast.” Austin whispered. I nodded and let him pull me along.

He quickly moved us across the floor until we came to a quick halt. “Something tells me you aren’t supposed to be out here.” The prince said. “Just let us by and nothing happens.” Austin said. “Now who do we have here? Something about this person makes me feel like something will happen if I let you by.” He said. Fredrick walked up to me and put his hands under my chin, forcing me to look at him. “Quite beautiful and feminine for a young man. A young man with a familiar bruise.” He smirked. “Go to hell.” I said as I spit on his face. He wiped it away and looked at me with anger in his eyes. “Guards, I think this is who you’re looking for.” Fredrick yelled. Austin grabbed my hand and we ran past Fredrick.. and the front doors. “The doors!” I yelled as he pulled me along. “Too obvious!” Austin yelled back he pulled me in what felt like a maze as the guards weren’t to far behind us. We took a sharp turn and he quickly opened a door and locked it from the inside once we stepped in. “Where are we?” I asked. “It’s a tunnel system that was built in case we needed to ever get the royals out during the war.” He said. “I didn’t even know about these.” I said. “No one in your family does. Only the high ranking knights do.” He said. I nodded. I was in absolute shock of the situation we were in. I couldn’t decide wether to be sad, happy or terrified.

“The tunnel will lead us right out to the stables. We’ll grab HoneySuckle and run until we hit the ocean.” Austin said. “No matter what happens, we stick together.” Austin said. “I love you so much.” I said. “I love you so so much. Our beautiful life together is off to a rocky start, but it will all be worth it.” He said. “It will, I know it will.” I said. I followed him as we walked through the old dusty escape tunnels. My whole life seemed to be flashing before my eyes. I hadn’t properly mourned my mother, everything was happening so incredibly fast.

“A-Austin.” I said. “Yeah?” He asked. “I need to sit down.” I said shakily. I leaned back against the wall and slid down. “Hey, talk to me. What’s going on?” He asked. “Everything. Wait we need to keep moving, they’ll catch up.” I said as I stood up. “No, the doors are locked from the inside. And they’re steel. It’s impossible to get inside. Tell me whats going on, I’m here for you.” He said. “I-I miss my mom and I’m so stressed and don’t feel well.” I said. “I’m so sorry about your mom. I promise that once we’re away from here you’ll have time to process and mourn.” He said. I nodded. “I lost my parents during the war. I didn’t think I’d ever be able to continue on. It takes time and I still haven’t moved on but I know how to handle and process the grief now. It’ll take time, a lot of it but you’re strong and you’ll get through this.” He said. I broke down in sobs and he pulled me into his lap, holding me in a tight bear hug. “We’re almost out of here. I promise.” He said. “I’m sorry.” I said, trying to catch my breath. “Don’t apologize. So much has happened.” He said. I leaned my forehead against his and placed a kiss on his lips. “Let’s get out of here.” I smiled. He nodded and pulled me up with him. “They know where we are now, we have to move fast once we leave the tunnels. Are you comfortable riding Honeysuckle bareback?” He asked as we slowly walked. “I’m not the best at it but I can get by, I think.” I said. “I’ll try my best to get her tacked up but it could be risky.” He said. “No risks.” I said.

The journey through the tunnel felt never ending. There was no light at the end of this tunnel, but at the end of the journey. The very long journey. Our footsteps echoed against the walls, almost taunting me for the dangers that waited ahead of us. I stared at the door that now stood right in front of us. “I want you to stay right here, I’ll look around out there and I’ll tell you if it’s safe.” He said as he turned to open the door. “Wait!” I said. I grabbed his face and pulled his lips onto mine, savoring every moment as I knew this could be the last time I felt him against me. “No risks.” I said. “No risks.” He said. He placed a kiss on my forehead and typed a code on the door keypad and opened the door. His sword was drawn as he carefully looked around outside and took small steps. “There’s no one here. C’mon lets get out while we can.” He whispered. I ran out and stayed close to him. “Stay by the stables, we have enough time to grab HoneySuckles tack.” He said. I felt safe, hidden in the cover of darkness as I finally relaxed.

I was so excited for my future with Austin. We’d have a family and a quaint little house near the ocean. I heard a twig snap behind me and just as I turned around I felt a searing pain in my abdomen. I cried out as I saw the sword in my back and none other than my father holding the blade. “W-why?!” I screamed, my body numbing the pain as I ran off of pure adrenaline. “You didn’t think it would be this easy, did you? I expected better from Butler.” He said. “W-why would you do this?” I cried. “I had found some information your mother hid from me. It was time to clean the bloodline and eliminate those who were outside of it.” He said. “W-what are you saying, father?” I asked, my body feeling weaker. “Don’t use that word. You are not my child. You are a child of a knight.” He said. “You killed my mother?!” I screamed. “I did what I had to do.” He said. My body was overcome with emotion and adrenaline as I heard those words escape his mouth. I had realized my sword was gone, I must have left it in the tunnels. I reached behind me and pulled out the sword that was buried in my lower back. “I am thankful to not be your child.” I cried as my body screamed at me as the blade was removed from my body. “I-I am doing what I have to do.” I said, my body feeling weak and tired. Before he could escape I lifted the blade and ran it straight through his chest, twisting the blade to finish the job. He fell and I watched as the light left his eyes.

I walked inside of the stables, my hand over the bloody wound. “A-austin.” I weakly said. I heard his footsteps at the far end of the stables. I continued my trek as I stumbled through the hall. “A-austin!” I managed to yelled. “Y/n?” He asked. He looked out from Honeysuckles stall and saw my injured fame as I struggled to hold myself up. “Oh my God.” He said as he ran up to me. My body collapsed into his arms as I lost more blood. “W-what happened?” He asked, tears falling down his cheek. “T-the king is dead.” I said. “Did he do this to you?” He asked. “Mhm.” I nodded. His hands pressed hard on my wound as my eyes started to droop. “Stay awake, stay with me.” He said. “I-I promise I’m still listening, I’m just resting my eyes.” I said. “No resting your eyes, we need to get you out of here.” He said. I cried out as he lifted me from the ground. “I’m going to get you to a doctor.” He said. I blacked out as he set me on the horse and climbed up behind me.

Austin crouched down in front of the mound of dirt, his hand touched the dirt above the grave. He let out a sigh as the memories of that night ran through his head. I watched from the window as he told the story of the horse that saved my life 4 years ago to our 4 year old son. I didn’t remember anything from that night. Austin had told me that when I passed out, he thought I was gone. He had found a doctor in the town that was willing to help us. I was so close to death that we both still believe she was a witch doctor. Once I had been taken care of, we did exactly what we said we would do. We ran until we hit the ocean and built a small quaint house near the edge of the cliff that rose above the ocean. A few months after we arrived here we realized we were having a child. It was a miracle that the blade that stabbed me that night was just mere inches from killing the baby.

My hand rubbed over my swollen belly as I spoke to our unborn child, hopefully our little girl. Austin was still outside with our son, now playing wooden swords with him. My smile couldn’t be contained as I watched him and our son tumble through the tall grass, both of their smiles were contagious. Milo shared Austins long blonde hair and sparkling blue eyes. The small timer I had sitting on the oven rang and shook me out of my joy-filled trance. I pushed the window open of the house that Austin built to yell out to them. “Dinner is ready, boys!” I yelled. “Yay!” Milo yelled. Austin lifted Milo and tossed him over his shoulder as he walked inside. I took the chicken pot pie out of the oven and set it on the stove to cool. “How are my girls?” Austin asked as he kissed my belly. “We don’t know what the baby is yet, but we’re good.” I laughed. “She’s going to be a girl, I can feel it.” He smiled as he kissed me on my lips. “Ew!!!” Milo yelled. Austin shook his head with a laugh. “How’s your dad?” He asked. “Good, he went into town today, he said it could be a day or two until he returns.” I said. As soon as I was healed, my entire purpose was to try to find my dad, Commander Suthers. We searched and eventually located him in a small town, a few days trip away from us. He was heartbroken when he heard about mother and told us he never married after his true love had left. We decided to move him near us and he gladly obliged as he wanted to get to know me and his grandchildren.

I had everything I ever could want in life, it didn’t come for free but I wouldn’t have it any other way as I laid in the comforting arms of my sleeping husband. My soldier.

~The End~

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Soldier, Poet, Queen Part Two

Read part one here!

Warnings: Mentions of death, slight violence, smut.

Word count: 4.6k

I was awoken to my door being opened and small footsteps and giggles. I slowly opened my eyes and sat up. The bloody tissue was still wrapped around my finger. I sat up to see an older woman with a daughter and son. I screamed. “Who are you?!” I shrieked as I pulled my blanket up higher. “Don’t worry your highness. I am your assistant, Neddy. This is my daughter Marie, small but helpful and my son Zachary. I apologize for him acting up, I wouldn’t let him bring his stuffed animals with him.” Neddy said. “Are you sure you’re supposed to be assisting me and not the Queen? I already have two assistants.” I said. “I am very sure. We applied for the job almost a year ago and we got the call to help the princess this morning.” She said. “Oh, alright. What is on my agenda today?” I asked. “Well, we need to get you measured for your wedding dress and then we’ll bring you breakfast.” She said. “Ok. Just give me one moment please.” I said. She nodded and I walked to my door, quickly opening it. “Commander.” I said. A man looked at me. “Oh I’m sorry is Commander Butler around here?” I asked the younger knight. “He isn’t, your highness. He refused to leave at the guard change last night and didn’t leave until 6 this morning. He should be returning in a few hours. I am Sargent Charleston.” He said. “It’s wonderful to meet you Sargent. Is there anyway to contact the Commander?” I asked. “I’m sorry, but we can’t. I’ll tell him to come talk to you when he returns.” He said. “Thank you.” I nodded and closed the door.

I walked over to my mirrors and let my new assistant measure me. “Your hair is beautiful, it’s a shame you are cutting it.” She sighed. “I didn’t have a choice.” I said. She frowned and continued her measurements. Once she finished, she grabbed a yellow day dress for me and brushed my hair. I changed and headed to breakfast, my mission quickly ending as I smacked right into a hard chest as soon as I opened my door. “Princess, I’m so sorry.” The commander said. “Austin! Where is Mary-Ann and Jane?!” I said. “That’s why I came to talk to you.” He sighed. “What’s wrong?” I asked. “A guard on night patrol last night found the girls dead. Murdered.” I covered my mouth as I gasped. “How?” I cried. “Beheaded.” He said. “Who?” I asked, choking back sobs. “We don’t know. We fear that our guests have an idea. For your safety, I will be your full time protection.” He said. “Thank you. And thank you for last night.” I said. I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him, he pulled me tighter into him. “I-I’m sorry.” I stuttered as I pulled away. “Don’t be.” He said. “I’m so sorry.” I said. I moved past him and walked down the hall to the dining room.

Thankfully it was just Mother sitting at the table. I took a seat next to her and soon enough the maids had a plate of food in front of me. I thanked them and began eating. “Where’s father and the prince?” I asked. “They went hunting.” She said. I nodded. “I expect the commander has informed you of the deaths of your assistants.” She said. “Yes, he has.” I said. “I’m worried for you. It’s the first war all over again.” She said. “I’ll be ok, mother.” I said. I heard footsteps and someone sitting next to me. “Oh, commander. Its nice of you to join us.” Mother said. “I apologize for not asking permission. The general has ordered I am the princess’s full time guard while we still have murderers on the loose.” He said. “That makes me feel better, I know my girl is safe if you’re around.” She smiled. “Thank you, Madam.” He said.

Mother snapped her fingers and the maids brought a plate of food to Austin. “Thank you.” He said. Mother nodded. “Are you ready for the ball tonight?” Mother asked. “I guess, I’m not exactly looking forward to it.” I said. “I know.” Mother said. “And is security up to your standards, Commander?” She asked. “Almost higher than my standards. We have four guards posted at each entrance and twenty-five will be mingling in the ballroom.” He said. “I’m very pleased to hear that.” She said.

After we enjoyed our meals and conversation, mother stood up and began leaving the room. I stood up and chased her. “Mother, what was the name of the knight back home?” I asked. “Commander Suthers.” She said. “And what happened to him?” I asked. “I was told he was hanged.” She said and left the room. I felt myself pale as it sunk in, I’d never be able to be in love with the Commander. He’d be hanged.

I took a deep breath and turned to the Commander. “Would it be safe to take a walk, Commander?” I asked. “Yes, it would.” He said. “Well, a walk is what we’ll do.” I said. He nodded and I followed him outside. It was thankfully a nice day out. The sun was out and birds were chirping. “I love it out here.” I sighed. “The weather is much nicer than it has been lately.” He said. “Is it warm in Denmark?” I asked. “I believe its pretty cold there.” He said. I sighed. “I hope Honeysuckle hasn’t been too big of a problem for you.” I said. “A problem? She’s a great horse. Really fast for her age.” He said. “She was the horse I learned on. Probably a little too speedy for a 10 year old.” I laughed. “I remember watching while they taught you. You refused to ride side saddle and yelled at them.” He laughed. “Oh my gosh, I didn’t even remember that.” I said. “You were quite the spitfire of a kid. You were always free and happy.” He said. “I miss that. It seemed like as soon as I turned 15 everything changed.” I said. “The people really miss seeing you outside.” He said. “I miss seeing them.” I said.

We found a nice walking path in the forest and followed it. My hand lightly brushed against his until he wrapped his tightly around mine. “Are you ready for tonight?” He asked. “No.” I said. “I’m sorry.” He said. “I don’t want this life! I don’t want to be just like my mother. What if I run away? You’ll come with me! We can find a nice quiet little town and have a nice small home and be happy.” I cried. “They’ll find us, Princess. They’ll kill us both, if not you definitely me and you’ll be in an even worse place than before.” He said. “Come to Denmark with me. Please.” I said. “I can’t.” He said. “Please!” I cried. “I can’t.” He said. “Why can’t you!” I yelled. “Because, everyday I fall more and more in love with you and I can’t put myself through that! If I’m going to be near you, I want to be with you.” He said. “You’re with me now.” I said, wiping tears from my cheeks. “I’m required to be with you.” He said. “Okay, well I’ll order that you’ll never have to see me again.” I said, my voice breaking. “That’s not what I meant, Y/n.” He said. “It’s alright.” I said. “Please listen to me.” He said. I turned away and headed up the hill away from him and to the castle, ignoring his protests for me to come back.

I wiped my tears away and took a deep breath before walking back into the castle. I hated the sound of my heels echoing against the stone walls as a walked to my room. I slammed my door and sunk down against it. “Princess?” Neddy asked. My eyes shot up to see Neddy and the kids sitting in my room as Neddy steamed my ballgown. “I-I’m sorry, I didn’t know you were in here.” I said, standing up. “It’s alright. Problems with the fiancé?” She asked. “Something like that.” I sighed. She nodded. “I picked out your dress for tonight, I hope you like it.” She said. I walked further into the room and took in the white cap sleeve ballgown. It had a beautiful sweetheart neckline and fabric ruffles on the back. “It’s perfect. Thank you, Neddy.” I said. “Of course, your highness. I know you don’t have to get ready for a few hours so just come back here at around four.” She said. “Do you mind if I stay in here? I just have some reading I need to get done.” I said. “It’s your room, Madam. Please tell us if we need to leave.” She said. “No, no. I’ll just be at the window seat.” I said. She nodded and got back to steaming.

I picked up my copy of Romeo and Juliet from my bed and opened it at my feather bookmark. Would this be how my romance would go if I ran away with the commander? I’d prefer this outcome if it meant being with him and the prince being out of the picture. My reading was interrupted like normal, only instead of the commander training, he was sitting on the ground with his head in his hands. Did I cause that? Of course I caused it, only I was too prideful to go talk to him, or too heartbroken. I couldn’t look away until he got up, climbed up onto Honeysuckle and rode off into the forest. I looked down to the pages of my book to see some of the words had been smeared by my tears. I hadn’t even known I was crying.

It was nearing four when Neddy tapped me on my shoulder and I jolted awake. “I’m sorry to wake you, Madam. I was just coming to tell you that a bath has been drawn, I didn’t want it to get cold.” She smiled. I nodded, placed my bookmark and walked past her to my bathroom. I pulled the dress over my head and tossed it on the floor followed by my undergarments. I sighed as my body sank into the warm bubbly water. I dunked my head under the water, questioning for a moment if I should stay like that until my breath ran out. Maybe this hell I was trapped in would disappear, or I’d disappear from it. Panic of course set in as my lungs begged for air, I quickly sat up in the water and caught my breath. I grabbed the shampoo from the side of the tub and washed my hair, followed by washing my body with the sponge. I wondered what the commanders hands would feel like on my body. Would his rough hands be gentle? Would he move fast or slow? Would he know how to tame the tortuous feeling between my legs? I just wanted to scream, my mind and body ached for him yet I knew it would never happen. Is this how mother felt about commander Suthers?

“Madam, they just informed us that guests are arriving and its time to get you ready.” Neddy said. “Thank you, Neddy. I’ll be out in a moment.” I said. I took a deep breath and stood up out of the tub, drying off and tying my blue silk robe around myself. I walked out into my room and sat at my vanity. “Do you have an idea for your hair, Princess?” She asked. “A low bun maybe?” I asked. She nodded. “Nothing super tight, just a loose fluffy bun.” I said. She nodded and got to work drying my hair.

She seemed to be a master when it came to makeup and hair, she carefully pinned my hair into place and it laid perfectly against my neck, followed by my makeup which she seemed to have perfectly done in minutes. “It’s nearing time. Would you like help getting the dress on?” She asked. “Yes please.” I smiled. I put my undergarments on and she helped with my hoop skirt and tightening and tying my corset tightly. She slid the dress over my head, laid it correctly and tied the corset. “You look beautiful, Princess.” She said. “Thank you, Neddy.” I smiled. We heard a knock at the door and Neddy rushed over to open it. There stood the commander. His mouth was wide open as he stuttered to get words out as he took in my appearance. “I-I’m here to escort the Princess.” He finally said. “Of course, let me just help her with her shoes.” Neddy said. He nodded and Neddy helped me balance as I slipped my white heels on. “Have a wonderful evening, Princess. I’ll be back here in the morning.” She smiled. “Thank you, Neddy.” I said. I walked past her and left the room with the commander.

“You didn’t have to escort me.” I said. “Yes I did. I have a job I have to do and protecting you is that job.” He said. “Are you that fearful?” I asked. “I’m not going to lie to you, Princess. I tried convincing your father to cancel this event tonight due to the safety concerns.” He said. I nodded. “You look very beautiful tonight.” He said after a pause. “Thank you.” I blushed. The ballroom came into view and I immediately stopped. “Take a deep breath. I’ll be near you if you need something, I promise.” He said. I took and deep breath and entered the room. I joined Mother and Father and began greeting the guests.

After what felt like hours of shaking hands and curtsies, I finally was free to mingle around the party. I spotted the commander leaning against a wall, his eyes on me. I joined in on some dances and spoke to some other girls around my age until a hand grabbed mine and pulled me into another room. I caught my bearings and saw it was Fredrick. “Why did you do that?” I asked. “C’mon just a quickie.” He whispered. “What?” I asked. “Just give me a blowjob.” He said. “I-I don’t know what that means.” I said. “A blowjob.” He spat. “I don’t know what that means!” I said. “I’m marrying a useless bitch.” He said. His hand came up and slapped me hard across the face. He left the room and my hand went to my now tear streaked cheek. I tried to pull myself together but I couldn’t stop the sobs building in my chest. I lifted my skirt from the ground and ran out onto the balcony.

I leaned over the edge and looked at the far, what seemed like hundreds a feet distance to the ground. Would the fall hurt? Maybe the pain would be worth it, it would spare me from the pain I’d endure from my soon to be husband. My tears continued falling as I thought about making the jump. I was terrified for the fall, but more scared for the horrible life awaiting me through the balcony doors. I had made my decision. I didn’t tell mother I loved her, she knew I did though. I pushed up on the railing and was about to put my knees up on the railing I heard a voice behind me.

“Please don’t do this.” Austin said. I placed my feet back on the ground and collapsed, my body on its side. My whole body shook and convulsed as I sobbed. “W-why did you stop me?!” I screamed. He quickly shut the balcony doors and sat at my side. “Please talk to me. What happened?” He asked. I opened my mouth to talk but was drowned out by my own sobs. “I was watching you dance and next thing I know you and the prince are missing and he came back in the ballroom without you.” He said. “H-he pulled me into another room and kept saying something I didn’t understand and he called me something horrible and hit me.” I cried. “What was he saying?” He asked. “I don’t understand what he meant.” I said. “Do you know what he said though?” He asked. “He kept saying to give him a um, a blowjob? I think.” I said. “And he hit you because you didn’t understand?” He asked. “I kept asking him what he meant and he called me a useless bitch. Do you know what it means?” I asked. “I-I’ll tell you later. Do you want to go back to the party?” He asked. “D-do I look ok?” I asked. “You look beautiful but you have a mark on your cheek that will be asked about.” He said. “Can I just go to bed?” I asked. “Let me go tell your father.” He said. I nodded. “You stay right here.” He said. I nodded again.

He stood up and left the balcony. I sat up and leaned my back against the railing until he returned. I fidgeted with my fingers and rings until the doors opened and the commander was on the other side. “He said it’s ok.” He said. “Did you tell him what happened?” I asked. “The summarized version.” He said. “Thank you.” I said. “Lets get you to your room.” He smiled. He pulled me up and held the door open for me. I walked next to him down the hallways to my room. “I wish you let me fall.” I said after the walk being silent. “I couldn’t watch you do that.” He said. “My life is just beginning and its a growing hell. I don’t want to live through it.” I said. “My job is to protect you and if I let you fall off of a balcony, would I be doing a good job?” He asked. “You’d be doing a good thing for me.” I said. “I’m sorry, princess.” He said as we made it to my door. “Can you come in to make sure my cheek is ok? It’ll be easier to see now that we have light.” I said. “Of course.” He said. He followed me into my room and I sat on my bed and he sat next to me.

“It’s definitely going to bruise.” He said. “I don’t know how they’re going to hide it for the wedding.” I sighed. “There’s no way they can.” He said. I shrugged. He pulled a handkerchief from his pocket and wiped my running mascara from my cheeks. His large hands moved slowly and gently as he got every last mascara run from my face. He placed a careful kiss over the mark and put the handkerchief back in his pocket. “A-austin.” I said as I turned to face him. I met his beautiful blue eyes and pressed my lips to his. His arms wrapped around my waist and he pulled me into his lap as we moved our lips together. I wrapped my legs around his waist and pulled him impossibly closer to me. I just wanted to cry as that incurable feeling between my legs appeared again. I slightly rolled my hips forward, trying to rid my body of the feeling. He groaned and leaned his head back for a moment before resting his forehead against mine. “I-I’m sorry. I just have this weird feeling and it helps when I move sometimes. Did I hurt you?” I asked. “You didn’t hurt me, it felt really good, princess. That feeling you get, is it between your legs?” He asked. I nodded. “It’s horrible and I don’t know what it is.” I said. “You don’t know how to make it feel better?” He asked. “No. What does it mean?” I asked. “It’s your body telling you it- that it really wants to have sex.” He blushed. “Oh.” I said. “Do you want me to make it feel better?” He asked. “Mhm.” I smiled. His hand tried to get under the layers of my dress but quickly failed. “Lets get some of this off you you first. You’ve got more layers on than a wedding cake.” He laughed. I laughed along with him and got off of his lap so he could help me with my dress and corset.

He began untying the back of my dress and placed small kisses on my neck as he did. I was so incredibly nervous and excited. “I’m getting you out of this place.” He said against my neck. “Will you come with me? A life lived without you isn’t a life worth living.” I said. “I’m getting you out and escaping with you.” He said. He loosened my dress and it fell around my feet. He came around to meet my eyes and began untying my corset. “Won’t they kill you?” I asked. “If they do, I will die a happy man. I got to enjoy the last days of my life with the love of my life.” He said. “I will join you.” I smiled. He smiled as he got the tie out of my corset and it joined my dress on the floor. I quickly covered my breasts with my arms as he got down on his knees and untied the one string holding my hoop skirt around my waist. Once it fell to the ground, he started placing open-mouth kisses on my legs and closer to my panties. I braced myself on his shoulder with one arm and covered my breasts with the other. “C’mere, sweetheart. You’ll be more comfortable laying down.” He said. He stood up and connected our lips again and walked us backwards until I was sitting on my bed. I laid back against my pillows and watched him as he took off his leather vest and shirt on underneath, revealing his bare chest. “You’re the prettiest boy I’ve ever seen.” I said as he joined me on the bed. His fingers played with my hand that was covering my breasts until I moved it down to my side. “You’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen with the most perfect breasts.” He said.

He placed small kisses on my chest and played with my nipples between his fingers. “Does that feel good, princess?” He asked as I whimpered. “Mhm..” I moaned. He continued his attack on my breasts and added his tongue, upping my pleasure. He looked down to see my legs crossed and rubbing together, begging for any kind of friction. “Aw, it looks like you could use some attention there.” He said. I quickly nodded. “I’m going to take your panties off and touch you there, sweetheart. Is that alright?” He asked. “More than alright.” I smiled. He smiled and slid my panties down my legs and slowly pushed my legs open, holding eye contact the entire time. “You’re so wet.” He said. “Is that good?” I asked. “Very. Now I can tell for sure you’re really excited.” He said with a small laugh. I nodded. “I’m going to touch you there and it might be a little overwhelming, especially since you haven’t touched yourself there. But I promise, it will feel so good.” He said. “I trust you.” I said. “Thank you.” He whispered.

I sucked in a breath as his fingers pulled my lips apart and just stared between my legs. His fingers felt around for a moment until he found what he was looking for and began circling over it. My legs twitched and toes curled at the overwhelming feeling he was giving me from his careful touch. “Does that feel good?” He asked. “Y-yes.” I whimpered. “Yes, what?” He asked. “Yes, i-it feels good.” I said. “Good girl.” He smiled. I moved my hips with his hand as I felt something building in my stomach. “S-something feels weird.” I whimpered. “That means your going to orgasm soon, sweetheart. It’ll feel really good.” He said. I nodded. He got down on his knees and pulled me to the end of the bed until my legs were over his shoulders. I gave him a confused look until he licked a stripe up my cunt. I buried my face into a pillow and let out a shriek. I burrowed my hands into his hair and held him against me, his hair in a makeshift ponytail. My breath picked up and the feeling was stronger in my stomach until the wall holding my orgasm back fell and pleasure crashed through me. He continued pleasuring me with his tongue until my pants and moans had slowed down.

He stood up from the floor and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. He hovered over me and put his weight onto his forearms on either side of me. “How’re you feeling, princess?” He asked, one of his hands was stroking my side. “Sooo good.” I sighed. “You did so good and you look so beautiful.” He said. “C-can we do that again? Now?” I asked. “That’d be lovely. Do you want to try something new?” He asked. I nodded. “Did anyone ever explain to you how babies are made?” He asked. “Yes.” I said. “Did you understand it?” He asked. “Mhm.” I said. “Do you want to try that?” He asked. I nodded. He smiled and stood up from the bed and unbuckled his belt, followed by his pants and boxers. I bit my lip as I looked at him, he just looked so beautiful I could hardly contain myself. “Oh don’t look at me like that, I’ll cum on the spot.” He laughed. He sat back down on the bed, leaned over me and held me hand. “I’ll explain everything to you before I do it and you tell me if you don’t understand or if it doesn’t feel good.” He said. “Ok.” I smiled. He kissed the palms of my hands and climbed over me. “I’m going to put my dick inside you, very slowly. It might sting at first. Are you ready?” He asked. “More than ready.” I said. He smiled and grabbed his cock, lining it up with my hole and barely pushing the tip in. “Such a good girl.” He said. His hands tightly held my hips and I wrapped my hand around his wrist.

I let out a shaky breath from the small pain as he thrusted deeper and deeper. “You’re taking me so well, sweetheart.” He said. We both let out quiet moans as our hips became flush against each other. “Do you want me to go slower?” He asked. “F-feels so good. Faster.” I said. He nodded and pulled out of me before snapping his hips back with mine. I dropped my head back and let out a moan as he brushed against my sweet spot.

“I-i have that feeling again.” I whimpered. “Good girl. Me too.” He said, his breath heavy. His final thrusts became sloppy and as soon as he groaned and I felt his hot seed spilling into me, I was thrown over the edge. My cunt fluttered around him as he sloppily thrusted. “Good girl.” He said. I let out a small cry as his dick pulled out of my sore cunt. “You did so amazing, princess.” He said. “Thank you.” I smiled. He lifted the covers from the bed and laid next to me, almost immediately connecting our lips. My hands ran over his chest and stomach, feeling raised scars and soft skin. I pulled away from the kiss and leaned my forehead against his. “Thank you for making me a woman.” I whispered. “You were a woman long before me. A strong, independent, beautiful woman.” He said. I placed a peck on his lips before snuggling into his chest and closing my eyes. “I’m getting you out of here, I promise. I’m working on a plan.” He said. I drifted off to sleep with the soft touches of his hands and lips, and the quiet sound of his breathing.

My sleep was rudely interrupted by a loud pounding on my door and a loud shout of a man saying “Urgent! Urgent!”

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This is so fun! Thank you for tagging me:)

Tagging: @violetdaze25 @ab4eva @elvisabutler @elvispresleywife @foreverdolly and anyone else who wants to try!:)

there's this very cool Barbie piccrew and I thought it would be fun to start a tag game to share your Barbiesona lmao

I'm tagging @septembersghost @joons @lllsaslll and whoever else would like to do this 💕

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Solider, Poet, Queen Part One

AUknight!Austin Butler x princess!reader

I’m so obsessed with Soldier, Poet, King so I thought I’d do a twist on it! This is part one, I’m expecting one or two more parts! I’m so in love with this fic and it’s definitely the longest I’ve written. I decided to split it into multiple parts since I don’t have a long enough attention span to read long fics! I hope you love it! I’m working on the next part now, things are about to get intense! Smut will be in the coming chapters.

Summary: The princess Y/n begins falling for the knight assigned to protect her as her world crumbles around her.

Warnings: Mentions of death, blood and throwing up, emotionally abusive and controlling parent. (I think thats everything for this chapter.)

Word count: 2.8k

Mother had always hated father and always told me of the man she fell in love with back home in Ireland. He was a knight which meant he wasn’t good enough for her family so she did what her father said and married my father. He was the worst kind of person. My mother was beautiful, my father was what many would describe as a toad. I thankfully took after my mother. I had turned 20 and it was time for my parents to find me my husband. I didn’t want them to pick my husband, I knew mother would have no say in it and I would end up just like her, depressed and angry, longing for another.

I would end up just like my mother and what they didn’t realize was that I already was. I had found my love. And he was a knight. He was a commander, the best commander I had ever seen. I loved watching him from my window as I read. The problem was, neither of us knew my feelings for him. I couldn’t understand the butterflies in my stomach or the torturous feeling between my legs as I watched him training or riding away on his horse.

Here I was again, watching him from my window as he pulled his shirt over his sweaty torso after training for the pat hour in the hot summer sun. My door was pushed open and my book fell to the floor as I jumped up in shock. “I’m sorry I startled you.” Mother said. “It’s alright.” I said, sitting back down on the window seat. She sat down next to me and held my hands. “I see you have your eyes on Commander Butler.” She smiled looking out the window as he mounted and rode off on his horse. “I find him handsome.” I said. “Please don’t become too attached.” She said. “I know, mother. He’s just nice to look at as a distraction from my studies.” I said.

“His grandfather was one of the knights that protected my family in Ireland. He was on the ship to bring me here, he lost his life protecting me from pirates. His wife and teenage son stayed safe in one of the cabins and they started their life here. The son found a wife and had a child, commander Butler. When the war broke out the commanders father was killed and his mother died of a broken heart, leaving the poor child on his own.” She said. “I don’t remember any of the war.” I said. “You were just a baby. I still remember watching him when he was learning to sword fight with the knights. If I were ever outside with you, he’d always come say hello.” She smiled. I smiled. My smile quickly faded as I saw the serious look on mothers face.

“Your father has let me know that Denmark’s Prince Fredrick is on a ship to come meet you for marriage.” She sighed. I turned pale. “I’m so sorry.” She said. “It makes sense. Prince Fredrick is just like father, a toad faced snake.” I said. She nodded and stood up. “I wasn’t supposed to tell you. If you need anything, just come and find me.” She smiled before walking out and shutting the door. I set my book aside and walked to my vanity, brushing my long hair out and added a light pink color to my lips. I adjusted my pink day dress that hung off of my shoulders and left my room. The sounds of my heels echoed around the palace as I went to the front door. It was a hot, steamy day outside and I knew I wouldn’t be out here long.

I smiled and nodded to all of the palace help as I walked towards the stables. I hadn’t been allowed outside much and hadn’t seen my horse in a few weeks. The stables came into view and I saw my beautiful HoneySuckle, she was a very gentle blonde horse. I ran my fingers through her mane and pressed a light kiss to her nose. “Hi sweet girl.” I said. She grunted and I continued to make up for all of the missed love from the past few weeks.

“State your business here.” A loud voice said. I jumped and my back hit the door of HoneySuckles stall as I turned to face the voice. Commander Butler’s voice. “Your highness. I apologize for startling you.” He said, dismounting from his horse. “It’s quite all right, I startle very easily.” I laughed. “It’s very nice to see you out here. It’s been quite a while I believe.” He said. “43 days.” I said a blush creeping on my cheeks. “Are you not an outdoors type person?” He asked. “I enjoy the outdoors. I have just been forbidden from being out here.” I said. “Well then you better not be out here long.” He said. “I would go inside, but I have the fear of getting lost.” I said. “So a guide is what you need?” He asked. “That sounds about right to me.” I smiled he nodded and started towards the palace, his hand resting on the handle of his sword.

There were knights posted at what seemed every door as we walked in. Commander Butler nodded to all of them and they nodded back. “There are so many more than before I left.” I said. “That is because of the Prince. Since we have someone coming from a different kingdom we have to up security to avoid another war.” He said. “Is that what happened to start the war?” I asked. “In a way. A peace treaty was to be signed with Brazil and it ended with the assassination of the late Queen.” He said. “Oh thats terrible.” I gasped. “It was a very dark time. We all feared that you, the beloved princess would be next.” He said. I nodded. “I’m especially glad you were and are safe.” He smiled once we made it to my room and stood outside the door. “Thank you Commander.” I said, grabbing the door knob. “Austin, you can call me Austin, you highness.” He said. “Ok Austin, you can call me, Y/n.” I said. “I will see you later, Y/n.” He said. He nodded and walked away. There it was again, that feeling I couldn’t put my finger on.

I closed the door and sighed as I rested my head against the door. I collected myself and walked back over to my window seat, picking up my book again. An hour later I had only progressed one page in my book because there he was again, directing the other knights and preparing the palace for the arrival of the prince. I was again removed from my book and thoughts as my assistants, Mary-Ann and Jane, came in. “The Prince will be here soon, we have to get you ready.” Mary-Ann said. I nodded and walked over to my vanity. Jane brushed my hair and began braiding it into a braided crown as Mary-Ann went into my closet to find my dress.

“Are you excited to meet him?” Jane asked. “Not exactly.” I sighed. She gave me a strange looked and continued on my hair. I had missed my old assistant, Ruby. She was around my age and always related with me and gave me advice. Father didn’t like that very much and dismissed her. I haven’t seen her in a few months and I had no idea what had happened to her. Now she was replaced by Mary-Ann and Jane, they were about 10 years older than me and honestly were idiots.

“Here’s your dress, Madam.” Mary-Ann said. “Mary-Ann, thats a ball gown, I need a tea length gown.” I sighed. “Oh, tea length.” She said, retreating back to my closet. Jane had finished my hair and was done with my makeup by the time Mary-Ann found a dress. It was a royal blue dress with a satin strapless top and tulle skirt. “Will this one work, your highness?” She asked. “Yes, thank you Mary-Ann. You girl can call me Y/n if you’d like.” I said. “Ok, Madam.” Jane said. I sighed and they left to room so I could dress.

The dress fit perfect and I knew father would be happy with Mary-Ann’s choice as it was our kingdoms color. I heard cheering from outside my window and I knew that meant he had arrived. I slipped my white heels on and my tiara and closed my bedroom door as I left, heading to the front steps where I knew mother and father would be. I stood next to mother and she gave my hand three light squeezes saying, “I love you.”

There he was descending from the steps on the ship. He looked even more disgusting in person. I wanted to cry, I knew I’d be stuck marrying this man. He tossed gold coins from his pockets to the people cheering below him. Just like father, he’s giving and wonderful when he’s a stranger, and cruel when you become close to him.

I felt myself become sick as he stood in front of me and I curtsied. “It’s a pleasure to be in your presence, Prince Fredrick.” I said. “Well, yes.” He said before turning to speak to my father about dowry and when the wedding will be. I again felt sick. Mother squeezed my hand again reassuring me. “I think we should allow the Prince to rest after his long journey and let the Princess prepare for the dinner this evening.” Mother said. “Yes, of course. I will let the help know to prepare a ball for tomorrow evening to announce the royal marriage.” Father said.

“You’re room has been prepared for you. Follow her and she will show you and make sure everything is correct for you.” Mother said, directing him to the head maid. He nodded and began following her as his help followed him with armfuls of his luggage. “Get some rest before you have to get ready, sweetie.” Mother whispered to me. I nodded and walked to my bedroom where I was immediately caught off guard. There was Commander Butler posted outside my door. “What are you doing, Coman- I mean, Austin?” I asked. “This will be my post until the guests leave due to the threat of the guests. And as we have a young man and a beautiful young woman set to be married, we have to make sure things stay pure until the marriage.” He said. I blushed. “Well, thank you commander. I am going to rest until the dinner.” I said. “If you need something, you know where to find me.” He smiled. I nodded and walked into my room, quietly shutting the door behind me. I walked to my bed and snuggled under my blankets, shoes and all, too tired to care.

I opened my eyes to see the clock on my nightstand read 6:00. I groaned as I realized dinner was in 30 minutes. I sat up and felt something pulling my hair so I walked over to my mirror to find my tiara was tangled in my hair. I whimpered as I tried to get it out but quickly failed. I was confused of why my assistants hadn’t come in yet, they normally came to help ready me 30-45 minutes before an event. I stood up and walked to my door, barely opening it just so I could see the commander. “Commander.” I whispered. “Yes, Madam?” He asked, turning to face me. “Where are Mary-Ann and Jane?” I asked. “We called for them not too long ago, we haven’t heard a response.” He said. “Ok, well dinner is in 30 minutes and I’m in a bit of a pickle. Could you help me?” I asked. “What do you need help with?” He asked, pushing the door open a little further. He saw the mess of tangles in my hair and nodded before following me to my vanity.

“You didn’t think to take your tiara off before resting?” He asked, his fingers getting to work. “Exhaustion took over.” I winced as he pulled on a knot. “Sorry.” He said. “It’s alright.” I said. After lots of tugging and loosening, finally my tiara was out of my hair and set on my vanity. Now he had the task of untangling my hair. I intently watched him as he removed the pins from my hair and set them in front of me. His eyes were squinted in concentration. I felt a chill go down my spine as I felt his breath against my neck.

“Your hair looks pretty when it’s down.” He said, starting to take out the braids. “I didn’t know you had curly hair.” He said. “Its not, its just from the braids.” I laughed. “Well, as you can see I don’t have much experience in the hair category.” He said. “You have hair down to your shoulders!” I laughed. “Yes I do, but it’s not nice like yours.” He said. I laughed but was quickly cut off by the door being slammed open and the General bursting through it. “Sir!” Austin yelled, standing at attention. I slowly stood up from my chair. “Commander, were the orders to guard the Princesses room not clear enough for you?” The General said. “Yes, Sir. They w-” “I asked him to come in my room. I needed help untangling my hair before dinner and no one including myself and Commander Butler could find my assistants.” I said. The general nodded. “Do you need his help any longer?” He asked. “No, he helped me.” I said. “Follow me, Commander.” He said. Austin nodded to me and smiled as he followed the General. “Second strike, Butler.” I heard the general say before my door shut.

I dug my shoes out that were trapped in my comforter and slipped them on. “I’m glad you’re still here.” I smiled at the commander as I closed my bedroom door. “I am too. You better hurry, I saw them leading the Prince to the dining room.” He said. “Thank you.” I said before walking down the hall to the dining room. Mother and Father were already sitting at the table with the prince as I sat down. “A haircut is the first thing that needs to be done before the wedding, sir.” Fredrick said to my father, referring to my long hair. “We can have that arranged.” Father said. I felt like my corset was suffocating me, everything was foggy around me and I just wanted to scream and cry.

The entire rest of the night I didn’t hear anything. Just small, blurry voices talking about wedding dates, dowry and how to transport me to Denmark after the wedding. I took three bites of the roast that was in front of me but couldn’t choke down anymore. I curtsied to the prince and told Mother and Father goodnight before retreating to my room. I slid off my heels and ran to my room as I felt myself becoming sick. “Did the dinner go well, princess?” I heard the commander say as I ran past him and slammed the door to my room.

I leaned over the toilet, losing the contents of my stomach. It was all too real now. They picked a wedding date a week from tomorrow. I was scared and didn’t want to live like that. I stood up, brushed my teeth and walked back to my room. I untied my corset, taking what felt like my first breath of the night and put on my long white nightgown. I sat at my vanity to brush my hair but my hand grabbed my dagger instead of my brush. I ran my fingers over the gold unicorn head on the handle. I slowly slid the blade out of the cover and ran my finger across it, drawing a small amount of blood. I held the blade with both hands and moved it about a foot away from my body. I took a deep breath and moved it towards me about to stab it into my stomach before my door opened. The blade clattered to the floor and my eyes shot up meeting his wide eyes. His eyes moved down to my finger that was bleeding and he rushed into the room.

“Princess.” He said shakily as he kneeled in front of me. He picked the dagger up from the floor and slid it back into the cover. “Did you hurt yourself?” He asked. “No.” I sobbed. He wrapped a tissue around my bleeding finger and pulled me into a hug as I cried. “The prince had been wanting to see you and I had turned him away 3 times, that’s why I came in.” He said. “T-thank you.” I said. “Come here, you need to get some rest.” He said, pulling me up into his chest. I let out a shaky breath as he pulled my blankets over me. “Have you found Mary-Ann and Jane?” I asked. “We haven’t.” He said. I nodded. “I’ll tell him you’ve gone to sleep.” He said and turned the lights off. “Thank you.” I said, barely above a whisper.

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eddiesgorlie · 1 year

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So,

I’m currently working on a royalty!AU Austin fic and so far its looking like it’s going to be anywhere from 5k-10k words. Would you prefer if I split it into multiple parts once it hits 5k?

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eddiesgorlie · 1 year

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I love you ‘He’s so Lana’ fic so much!! Literally melted when reading :))

i see that its called ‘He’s so Lana- Part 1’ does this mean a part 2 is in the making?? 🫠

if it is, just know that i am giggling kicking my feet thinking of the next part 🤭

Hi! I’m so glad you enjoyed it! Yes, a part 2 is in the making! I have it just about halfway written and am hoping to get it posted soon! Thank you so much for your support:)

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Fear of Tomorrow

Austin Butler x Chronically ill! Reader

Summary: When Austin is gone for interviews reader has a hard time at home, Austin takes care of her when he returns home.

Warnings: Mentions of depression, needles and chronic pain. It is kind of a sad/fluffy fic:)

Word count: 1,003

I loosely based this fic on me and how I’d like to be treated. As a young person with chronic illnesses and pain you don’t get a lot of sympathy from others. I’ve been dealing with CRPS, RLS, Raynauds and arthritis since I was a kid and am currently waiting on more diagnosis’s. For anyone in the chronic illness community or anyone that needs to chat, my messages are open, I’m here for y’all. I love y’all<3

I was laying in bed, the blackout curtains closed and the clock read noon. Austin was currently in New York doing interviews so I was alone and my depression was hitting me harder than ever. I’d gone to the doctor alone yesterday and my heart sank when she told me it was time for more tests, dealing with pain like this in my twenties wasn’t normal and there were probably more illnesses to add to my already mile long list. The arthritis in my hands had gotten worse recently and as a full time writer, that wasn’t good. My publisher had been calling me, asking for book signings, a new book idea, anything at this point. I ignored her calls and just laid in bed staring at the wall and pile of tissues in front of me.

Austin was coming home today and the last thing I wanted him to see was me in this state, he was on such an excited high from all of his jobs and the attention but I couldn’t help it, every time I tried to move my back screamed at me and I was too weak. Most likely from dehydration and the fact that I’ve been living on snack foods. I wanted nothing more than to be that dumb carefree college kid again where my biggest worry was if my slutty halloween costume would catch my crushes eye. Now my worries were when would my next hospital stay be? If Austin leaves me how will I support myself?

I heard the door open and heavy boots walk into the house. “Honey, I’m home!” He yelled. That had become his homecoming tradition. His footsteps were lighter once he took his boots off and our bedroom door was pushed open. I squinted my eyes at the bright light streaming in the room. “Hey hun. What’s going on?” He asked, sitting on the bed. I took a deep breath to try to compose myself but failed miserably as I broke down into sobs. “I’m in pain and probably dehydrated and I’ve been living on peanut butter crackers for the past couple days. Katherine keeps calling to see if I want to do book signings or if I’m writing anything but I can’t even write!” I cried. “I went to the doctor yesterday and she said I need more tests because something else is going on. I’m so scared.” I cried.

“Baby, why didn’t you call to tell me about all of this?” He asked. “I didn’t want to bother you and weigh you down.” I said. “You never bother me, I tell you all the things going on with me and you do the same with me.” He said. “I’m so sorry.” I cried. “No, baby. Don’t apologize. Can I hold you?” He asked. “Y-yeah. Not my hands.” I sniffled. He leaned against the headboard and pulled me onto his chest. I winced at the ache in my back. “Have you drank anything?” He asked. “I had a glass of water over the past couple days.” I said. “Are you hungry?” He asked. “Yeah.” I said. “Do you want me to go grab you some food?” He asked. “Yeah..” I said.

He stood up and set me up comfortably in bed. “I’m sorry Mrs. Vampire.” He said, opening the curtains. “Ah, I’m melting.” I said, trying to have some fun. He handed me the TV remote and left the room. I scrolled through the guide and didn’t find anything good so I put on my favorite Forrest Gump. A couple minutes later Austin came back with two peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and my pink Stanley filled to the brim with water. “I want you to eat and drink.” He said sitting in bed next to me. “Thank you, Aus.” I smiled. “What kind of test does the doctor want you to have done?” He asked. “Labs.” I sighed. “Damnit. Again?” He asked, knowing my crippling fear of needles. “Yep, again.” I sighed. “I’m sorry, honey.” He said. “I’ll get through, I just want to know whats wrong with me.” I said. “Nothing’s wrong with you, honey.” He said. “You know what I mean.” I said. He nodded and took a bite of his sandwich. “I called my agent and publicist and told them to clear my schedule for the next couple weeks. The only thing I have to attend is the Oscars and of course if you can, I want you there with me.” He smiled. “Aus, you don’t have to do that for me. I want you to do interviews and photo shoots.” I sighed.

My big thing was that I never wanted to be a burden to him, I told him about my problems on the second date and promised him that if something ever was holding him down that we would go our separate ways. His career was going so well and I couldn’t be more proud of him and I wouldn’t let anything slow him down, especially me. “Y/n, you’re my girl, I’m going to take care of you. I love you so much.” He kissed my head. “I love you, Aus.” I said.

After we finished eating and Austin took the plates into the kitchen and came back into the room, I felt my eyes drooping as the exhaustion from the past couple of days hit me. “Are you tired, baby?” He asked. I nodded. “Every time I try to sleep the RLS kicks in and I just end up walking around the apartment.” I sighed. “C’mere.” He said, helping me lay between his legs, my head resting on his shoulder. He took my leg in his hands and started gently massaging. I let out a happy sigh and dropped my head back as I finally felt a little relief from the past couple days of hell. “Get some rest. I’m right here.” He whispered in my ear. I gladly obliged and let sleep finally reach me as I laid in his warm embrace.

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