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dvnbis · 8 months

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@eunjiisms

loss was a feeling danbi was growing accustomed to too quickly, but she wasn't special in that. she knew that people come and go, and that was the case before the outbreak. it still wasn't easy to grasp and she couldn't even begin to count on her fingers the people she'd met and watched go in the same day. the connections were getting harder and harder to form, but it seemed to ease up a little when she was roomed together with a less than talkative woman in the seoul qz.

it took time and plenty of work on danbi's part to get to know eunji. most days she couldn't tell if they were getting along or just awkwardly going through the motions in the beginning. who could blame her? after all, they weren't guaranteed safety. no matter how fortified they were told the gates to the quarantine zone were. eventually, danbi came to enjoy a place to come home to. somewhere to greet someone as she walked through the door and share a quiet understanding of their lives and everything going on outside. the studio apartment turned into a jumbled mess of things they'd find to make the end of the world less dismal. even if it was in small ways.

the day she woke up to find herself alone without so much as a sign that eunji was coming back was another day that had shown her not to hold onto things so tightly. no one had seen her or jihoon, but the rumors were enough for danbi to piece together some kind of explanation. they wouldn't have just left like that without a good reason, right?

an entire range of emotions flooded her when she was stood a few feet away from eunji and saja in the busan qz. was jihoon here too? she couldn't stop herself as she rushed across the yard. "eunji?" was all that she could get out in a pitiful tone before catching her breath. "you don't understand how happy i am to see you here. what happened?"

#t: wolf pack #//i fear this formatting isn't right bc i'm on mobile... and i hope it makes sense bc i'm Sleepy #if i must i'll work on it tomorrow🫡 and ... i apologize it's so long omfg what goes on

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dvnbis · 8 months

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@sangvislunae

for a few days before leaving, danbi's mind wandered to every possible scenario as to what might happen to her and the others. joining division four wasn't a true-to-gut decision, but the longer she waited to make her mind up, the more anxious she became. after receiving her role she quickly tried her best to get as organized as possible for the coming mission. she didn't feel that being a scavenger would turn out to be too difficult in the grand scheme of things, she was more or less thankful for it.

this would be the longest and furthest she'd been from the qz since joining the fireflies. that nervous feeling was ebbing and flowing, causing her heart to race. danbi glanced around at the others and wondered if they felt the same.

"can't wait, huh?" her voice came out more hushed than she would've liked as she turned her head to one of the women in the group. she was never very great at initiating conversations with strangers and it didn't help that she hadn't remembered everyone's names, but it was worth the shot. she would at least try to reach out even if it ended up a dead end. "ah, sorry. i'm starting to feel uneasy about it all. it's reminding me of my first day in a new class or something. i'm danbi and you're," she paused and smiled at her before continuing with an anxious laugh. "i apologize. remembering names isn't my strongest trait in the beginning." so much for first impressions.

#frf:day0 #t: blood moon #ahhh lemme know if i need to change anything

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dvnbis · 8 months

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hiiii everyone! i'm cherry and present to you my little light, ha danbi. i haven't been in an rp for a couple years now, so it might take me a minute to adjust... but i'm super excited to get the ball rolling again. below the cut is a brief intro to this nervous, former daycare teacher. if anyone prefers messaging on discord just let me know and i'll give it to ya!

i haven't made her pages yet, but plan to power through some tonight. like her stats, a lil bio, and finishing up her pinterest board. i'll have all of that linked on the blog soon!

PRE-APOCALYPSE: growing up in a secure environment with parents who always had the best intentions, danbi wanted for almost nothing. almost. facing the boredom of a mundane life took a toll overtime and she was left second guessing most of her decisions, wondering if any of them were her own at the end of the day. straight out of high school and after a year of certification, becoming a teacher at a small daycare was the most confident she’d ever felt in her choices.

POST-APOCALYPSE: only a year into teaching and she’s stuck in the classroom with confused, crying children. petrified by the chaos and reality of it all danbi can’t even move to comfort any of them as another teacher is moving to take care of the few that remain. a few days after the outbreak she’s found herself alone, and amazed she had even made it to the seoul qz in one piece. over the following weeks she starts biding her time in cramped spaces with the situation seeming more and more bleak as the kdrt strengthens their hold on everyone’s collars.

JOINING THE FIREFLIES: she certainly wasn’t physically strong nor did she have much conviction in what she could offer the fireflies, but anything was better than the kdrt’s iron grip in seoul. was she ever one to make a solid path for herself? no, but with people coming and going, and mostly disappearing, she decided to abandon her life there before getting completely left behind. danbi chalked it up to dumb luck or maybe she was more resourceful than she’d ever get credit for as she stumbled up to the gate of busan qz.

VOLUNTEERING FOR DIVISION FOUR: seeing a change in how people were treated under firefly reign, she started seeking a change in herself. when the request for volunteers on an upcoming mission caught her attention she decided to put her name in the hat. mulling the decision over and over again was all there was left to do until then.

about.

she grew up with a few close friends and didn't have siblings, so besides reading or watching tv she found herself bored most days. she read a lot of comics, manga, and watched a few animes when she had time, pre-apocalypse. specifically shoujo animes molded her into a hopeless romantic of sorts.

she is extremely compassionate and has a quiet care for others that might go unnoticed at times. she's always listening and watching those that surround her, and makes it a goal to put them at as much ease as possible.

a talker. it's not always immediate, but once she gets going it's hard to slow her down. she loves lively conversation and interacting with like-minded people, but isn't opposed to arguing her point and learning from others.

she might not be everyone's cup of tea because of her honest friendliness. being too much and simultaneously not enough is something she definitely struggles with. as much as she tries not to be she is keenly aware of how self-conscious she is.

she was somewhat close with her parents, more so her father, and shaped her goals around their ideas. it wasn't intentional on their part, but she was extremely focused on making them proud growing up. she hoped to be as kind as they were. most major decisions she's made were guided by them, so while they supported her teaching career, they were kind of shocked when that's the path she took after high school.

she adored working at the daycare and couldn't have picked a better job. she devoted her attention to the children in her class everyday. she had only been in it for a year before the outbreak happened which devastated her in a number of ways. the fate of those children weighs heavy on her mind and often wishes she were a different person in those moments of weakness. maybe she could've helped them more at the end.

she's genuinely a threat to no one. she doesn't have the headspace to to harm others, and this becomes an internal struggle when she's in harms way. she doesn't have the fight or flight. she just gets stuck in her head and can't make a decision to save her life when it comes down to it. she thinks she's just extremely lucky.

she likes the scavenger role. it gives her purpose in this everchanging new world and keeps her busy/distracted. a bonus is that she gets to bring home little things she finds that her companions might like. along with that she's very organized and can quickly narrow down and find what she's looking for in and out of the qz.

hiding is another thing she's been good at since before the outbreak. you won't find her unless she wants to be found. she likes her quiet time with her thoughts and seeks out spaces for that often.

if she could get her body to move when she's in danger she'd be okay with a knife, but that's on a good day. like a deer in headlights you'll have to drag her away from chaos most of the time. like i said, no fight or flight. she's not physically strong and lacks the training to be physically fit, so she complains a lot when she's having to run or move around heavy items. she'll always try her best though.

she can be a little bit of a crybaby and isn't afraid to let the waterworks start. she cries a lot. happy? cries. excited? tears up. someone broke a favored item of hers? crying. someone else starts crying? she's choking up.

connections.

we can move these around or combine them however! just some ideas that we can play around with.

someone that doesn't necessarily care for her, but danbi doesn't get the hint and keeps trying to make a connection

a brief romance before the outbreak that fizzled out and it was just one of those timing things, but she never really got over it

someone who takes advantage of her kindness and lets her believe they have only the best of intentions when asking for favors around the qz

someone who helps her get a better grasp for combat and tries to help her get around freezing up. maybe it's one of those things where they'd rather not spend their time on her, but they're like you've gotta stop turning into a rabbit and just standing there. you're gonna get yourself or me killed because it's somehow always me dragging you along

for now that's all i've got, but i'd love to hear from everyone! i'm down for literally anything. like this and i'll come to you for some plotting, or feel free to go ahead and shoot me a message. thanks for reading c:

#frf:intro #i'll be around working on her pages some and getting adjusted to tumblr again!! sorry this is kind of long<3

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