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drkspt · 1 year
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I’m not forcing anyone to be with me anymore. With such poor and stupid mentality of yours, I’m tired of it.
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drkspt · 1 year
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Gusto ko nalang mag breakdown.
Mawala.
Para matapos na lahat.
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drkspt · 1 year
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Sa panaginip nalang yata kita makakasama..
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drkspt · 1 year
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I hope one day..
You will miss me how I treated you..
How I appreciate you even if you cannot utter the words “I love you” or even “I miss you”
How I keep on giving you constant reassurance that you are the only person I wanted even if you always break my heart with your painful words
I’m sorry. I know I’m not enough. I know I’m useless and weak - because you are the only person I trust to show my weaknesses.. but its my fault I showed it to you
I want to hold on on us. I want this relationship to work so bad. Please help me too.
Do not love me because its only convenient to you and leave me when things are getting rough
Please choose to love me and understand me everyday
Please love me unconditionally…
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drkspt · 1 year
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Sometimes I wanna hear appreciated too.
Hindi yung lagi nalang akong pinupush away.
Ang hirap kayang ipagsiksikan yung sarili ko araw araw.
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drkspt · 1 year
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Even me, i’m afraid of my anger.
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drkspt · 1 year
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Lord, wagmo na kong gisingin bukas. Please?
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drkspt · 1 year
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Ilias, I promise that you will be that last person who I feel this way. Who I’m gonna extend my patience and beg someone to stay. I love you so much in a way that I forgot to leave atleast a life for myself. I give you my all. Literally. I had enough from you. You had all of me and even left nothing for myself but it is not enough. I know I will never be enough. Enough to someone like you.
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drkspt · 1 year
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Lord, bakit po ang hirap niyang mahalin?
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drkspt · 1 year
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One day…
I hope one day someone will gonna find my worth and it will not be okay to leave me just because of my past.
Why its hard to be happy?
Why I cannot find the right one for me? I’ve been trying so hard… I’ve been begging someone to do not leave me and stay with me through ups and downs.
Is’t that hard?
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drkspt · 1 year
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I showed too much love… and thats my problem 😭
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drkspt · 1 year
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Sabi ni mama…
“Magdasal ka na sana yung susunod, nasa tamang tao kana…”
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drkspt · 1 year
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Being dramatic
When I share issues to him, I became dramatic.
When I told him what I felt about what he said, I became dramatic.
When I told him some of my problems, I became dramatic.
When I explained to him what are the causes and possible reasons, I became dramatic.
I think its better to shut my mouth and just have it on my own atleast I will not be “dramatic.
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drkspt · 1 year
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Being too comfortable…
It gets to the point that your partner became too comfortable with you in a sense that he didn’t know that there are words and even actions he made you feel offended.
The problem is, when I open it up to him, he just told me that “why I am even texting you?” Seems like he didn’t even want to talk to me in the first place. It feels like I become a chore to him that he is just talking to me because he just need to. Not because he really wanted to.
I don’t know if I just became sensitive and I don’t understand where he is coming.. but I’m afraid that it will get worse.
#idiotstupidgagu
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