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I’ll Close The Door Behind You
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i can't breathe when i think about it too much.
Mahmoud Darwish, Memory for Forgetfulness / unknown / F. Scott Fitzgerald, Benediction / Taylor Swift, exile / @/free-my-mindd / Zhenya Katava & Neus Bermejo / unknown / Blythe Baird, If My Body Could Speak / C.C.Aurel / Florence + The Machine, I'm Not Calling You A Liar
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it hurts so much to know that there are millions of girls that are just naturally thin and slim and bony and I'm over here starving myself, eating 400-700cãls a day -- and still a BMI 20.
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I want to be thin so I can dress like a goth queen all fall and winter, then emerge in fairycore every spring.
But that looks ridiculous with any level of stomach fat.
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I need more of an outlet. I crave validation. I want to be a popular account on edtwt but I’m just not interesting enough. So many people on discord are shit, like actual shitty people. I want to be part of a community that actually kind of likes me and at least kind of enjoys seeing my posts.
I just want to feel accepted, somewhere.
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When the only person you want to be excited for you when something amazing happens flat out doesn’t care. Oh you’re finally excited about something after years of nothing? Cool… have fun going by yourself.
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my ass is the only flat and bony thing about me
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ed tumblr is literally my double life. like my friends and family have no idea that i come on here to look for motivation to literally starve myself. i feel like hannah montana but with an eating disorder.
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“Reach out when you feel alone, when you’re sad, when you’re hurt. Know I’m here. Know I’m with you.”
You told me that, but you’re not here nor there. You tell me to reach out when I need to feel loved, to remind myself I am not alone. Despite your kind words, I’m alone, I’m sad, and you’re not here. I feel like that’s just how the world works.
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marzenie wygladac jak ona
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I wish I could find someone who would love me in a way I understood, in a way where we could at least compromise, in a way where I’m not meant to feel unimportant and nothing more than another form of income or just another warm body….
Because that’s all that anybody ever tells me I am.
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I want to fucking K1LL MYSELF. That’s not being dramatic, I actually want to fucking want to die. If my meds weren’t keeping the lethargic feeling at bay I’d have more courage. I’m always wrong. All I do is fuck everything up and make everyone around me miserable. And they worst part is I hand make the misery for every fucking person. Everyone I fuck up with my useless existence gets their own handmade box of shit tailored JUST for them. I’m trash, rubbish, garbage, I deserve nothing more than to be dumped, compacted, and incarcerated.
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I hate myself
I hate everything about myself. I hate my body, my face, my hair, my eyes, my smile, my voice, my laugh, just everything.
somebody please k1ll me
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