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TERRIBLE THINGS.
as you grow and change, i stay the same.
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DEARFR1END, HOW HAVE YOU BEEN? i think about you from time to time. someday i'd love to know how you have grown since our last goodbye. an original character, written by kc.
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DEARFR1END, HOW HAVE YOU BEEN? i think about you from time to time. someday i'd love to know how you have grown since our last goodbye. an original character, written by kc.
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𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐗𝐈𝐀 ; 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔 . ( a series of kiss prompts . some nsfw material present . )
❛ 01 . a kiss to say hello .
❛ 02 . a kiss for the first time .
❛ 03 . a kiss after a long time apart .
❛ 04 . a kiss to apologize .
❛ 05 . a kiss to forgive .
❛ 06 . a kiss during a fight .
❛ 07 . a kiss to say what you can’t say aloud .
❛ 08 . a kiss in secret / a forbidden kiss .
❛ 09 . a kiss to prove a point .
❛ 10 . a kiss against a wall .
❛ 11 . a kiss on a rooftop .
❛ 12 . a kiss that seals a marriage .
❛ 13 . a kiss before one goes away .
❛ 14 . a kiss in the shower .
❛ 15 . a kiss that comes out of nowhere .
❛ 16 . a kiss first thing in the morning .
❛ 17 . a kiss last thing at night .
❛ 18 . a kiss during combat .
❛ 19 . a kiss during a fake relationship .
❛ 20 . a kiss out of desperation .
❛ 21 . a kiss on the cheek .
❛ 22 . a kiss on the forehead .
❛ 23 . a kiss on the back of the hand .
❛ 24 . a kiss on the neck .
❛ 25 . a kiss on the fingertips .
❛ 26 . a kiss on the stomach .
❛ 27 . a kiss to end the sexual tension .
❛ 28 . a kiss over a scar .
❛ 29 . a kiss over a wound .
❛ 30 . a kiss to say goodbye .
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I SHOULDN'T HAVE WISHED TO LIVE IN MORE INTERESTING TIMES.
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Perspective's Sentence Starters; GUTS by Olivia Rodrigo (Part II)
LOGICAL
God, you're so good at what you do.
I'd put myself through hell for you.
I fell for you like water falls from the February sky.
No, I couldn't get out if I tried.
It was all in my mind.
I'm the love of your life.
No, love is never logical.
You built a giant castle with walls so high I couldn't see.
And all the things you did to me...
The sky is green, the grass is red, and you mean all those words you said.
I'm sure that girl is really your friend.
Our problems are all solvable.
Loving you is loving every argument you held over my head.
You brought up the girls you could have instead.
Said I was too young, I was too soft.
Said I can't take a joke, can't get you off
Oh, why do I do this?
I know I'm half responsible and that makes me feel horrible.
I know I could've stopped it all.
God, why didn't I stop it all?
GET HIM BACK!
I met a guy in the summer, and I left him in the spring.
He argued with me about everything.
He had an ego and a temper and a wandering eye.
He said he's six-foot-two, and I'm like, "Dude, nice try".
He was so much fun.
He had such weird friends.
He would take us out to parties, and the night would never end
When hе said something wrong, he'd just fly me to Francе.
I miss him some nights when I'm feeling depressed.
I remember every time he made a pass on my friend.
Do I love him? Do I hate him? I guess it's up and down.
I wanna get him back.
I wanna make him really jealous.
I wanna make him feel bad.
I really miss him, and it makes me real sad.
I want sweet revenge.
I write him all these letters.
I miss the way he kisses and the way he made me laugh.
Everyone knew all of the shit that he'd do.
He said I was the only girl, but that just wasn't the truth.
When I told him how he hurt me, he'd tell me I was trippin'.
I am my father's daughter.
Maybe I could fix him.
I wanna key his ca.
I wanna make him lunch.
I wanna break his heart, then be the one to stitch it up.
Wanna kiss his face with an uppercut.
I wanna meet his mom just to tell her her son sucks.
I'll get him back.
I'm gonna get him so good, he's not even gonna know what hit him.
He's gonna love me and hate me at the same time.
Get him back, girl.
You better get him back!
I got him really good.
LOVE IS EMBARRASSING
I told my friends you were the one after I'd known you, like, a month.
Then you kissed some girl from high school?
I stayed in bed for, like, a week when you said space was what you need.
Waited by my phone like a goddamn fool.
Now it don't mean a thing.
God, love's fuckin' embarrassing.
Watch as I crucify myself for some weird second string loser who's not worth mentioning.
I consoled you while you cried over your ex-girlfriend's new guy.
My God, how could I be so stupid?
You found a new version of me and I damn near startеd World War III.
Jesus, what was I even doing?
I give up everything.
I placed my bets, and it's not worth anything.
I keep coming back for more.
I'm planning out my wedding with some guy I'm never marrying.
THE GRUDGE
I have nightmares each week.
One phone call from you and my entire world was changed.
Took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers.
I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did.
I hold onto every detail like my life depends on it.
My undying love, now, I hold it like a grudge.
I hear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough.
I try to be tough, but I wanna scream.
How could anybody do the things you did so easily?
You know I can't let it go.
I've tried for so long.
It takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong.
The arguments that I've won against you in my head.
I fantasize about a time you're a little fuckin' sorry
I try to understand why you would do this all to me.
You must be insecure, you must be so unhappy.
We both drew blood, but, man, those cuts were never equal.
Do you think I deserved it all?
You built me up to watch me fall.
You have everything, and you still want more.
But even after all this, you're still everything to me.
I know you don't care, I guess that that's fine.
It takes strength to forgive, but I'm not quite sure I'm there yet.
PRETTY ISN'T PRETTY
I bought a new prescription to try and stay calm.
There's always somethin' missing.
There's always somethin' in the mirror that I think looks wrong.
When pretty isn't pretty enough, what do you do?
I'd always feel the same.
Pretty isn't pretty enough anyway.
You can win the battle, but you'll never win the war.
You fix thе things you hated, and you'd still feel so insecure.
I try to ignorе it, but it's everything I see.
It's on the poster on the wall, it's in the shitty magazines.
It's in my phone, it's in my head, it's in the boys I bring to bed.
I don't know why I even try.
I bought all the clothes that they told me to buy.
I chased some dumb ideal my whole fucking life.
None of it matters.
You just feel like shit over and over again.
It'll never change.
TEENAGE DREAM
When am I gonna stop being wise beyond my years and just start being wise?
When am I gonna stop being a pretty young thing to guys?
When am I gonna stop being great for my age and just start being good?
When will it stop being cool to be quietly misunderstood?
Got your whole life ahead of you.
I fear that they already got all the best parts of me.
I'm sorry that I couldn't always be your teenage dream.
When does wide-eyed affection and all good intentions start to not be enough?
When will everyone have every reason to call all my bluffs?
When are all my excuses of learning my lessons gonna start to feel sad?
Will I spend all the rest of my years wishing I could go back?
They all say that it gets better.
It gets better the more you grow.
But what if I don't?
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ok sorry for the lack of writing i am once again tossing out my meme tag because i do not know how to do starters anymore lmao. if u wanna plot pls let me know! i love plotting.
#i am crocheting rn idk if i will get around to answering stuff but i love to hoard#i wanna interact w/ u all so bad i am constantly fighting the social anxiety i hope u know#out.
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like...... i just think forrest is covered in freckles <3 from head to toe, they are everywhere.
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OPEN: BG3 AU.
"it-it's uh. it's not..." caught in the act, so to speak. of course forrest was the kind to pick flowers. he had thought about giving it to the other, sure, but had almost immediately given up. the idea had been to leave it quietly on their pillow. a small token of affection without the need for the face to face. but of course, he's never been sneaky.
now, flower is held behind his back, still held delicately despite his anxiety. "it's n-nothing! nothing. uh. nothing." face is burning, and he cannot make eye contact. he's never really good at that anyways, but it's worse than usual, now.
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OPEN: BG3 AU.
"it-it's uh. it's not..." caught in the act, so to speak. of course forrest was the kind to pick flowers. he had thought about giving it to the other, sure, but had almost immediately given up. the idea had been to leave it quietly on their pillow. a small token of affection without the need for the face to face. but of course, he's never been sneaky.
now, flower is held behind his back, still held delicately despite his anxiety. "it's n-nothing! nothing. uh. nothing." face is burning, and he cannot make eye contact. he's never really good at that anyways, but it's worse than usual, now.
#open.#going 2 post this and go sink into my couch i think#it is up to you how much ur muse saw!!#forrest is truly. not sneaky at all . terrible at it#so yea :))#threads: forrest.
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sorry just thought abt forrest bg3au being too nervous to give a companion a flower and just leaving it on their pillow/bedroll
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i think forrest should have telekinesis
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like for a shippy starter from Forrest <3 multis let me know who far
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pluck, sender plucks something out of receiver's hair. (hi. for forrest)
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it was just barely autumn, and most leaves have barely even started to change color. but some are still falling, far ahead of the others. forrest had been a million miles away, scribbling notes in a journal that he would never look at again. he just liked to do this. was always happy when charlie would join him.
the small touch is what brings him back to reality. the leaf that is pulled from his hair is still mostly green, and he gently holds it between fingers so charlie can get a good look at the colors. every fall is the same, and forrest is amazed every time.
“this little guy was just starting to run out of chlorophyll.” he says, glancing between charlie and the leaf. “that’s what keeps ‘em green.”
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like for a shippy starter from Forrest <3 multis let me know who far
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actions speak louder than words
non - verbal / action prompts from yours truly.
(add a "swap" to swap the sender/receiver in the prompt (or just do it manually).)
back, sender gives receiver a back hug.
beckon, sender beckons receiver closer with a finger.
blood, sender cleans blood off of receiver.
book, sender helps receiver get a book from a higher part of the shelf.
care, sender takes care of receiver when they're sick.
catch, sender catches receiver by the waist after they bump into each other.
choke, sender saves receiver from choking by giving them the heimlich.
cold, sender places their jacket over receiver's shoulders.
cry, sender wipes tears off receiver's face with their thumbs.
dance, sender sticks a hand out to receiver and invites them to dance.
dip, sender skinny dips in front of receiver and invites them to join.
dog, sender's dog pulls them in receiver's direction.
drive, sender drives receiver somewhere in their car.
drag, sender drags receiver into a room and closes the door behind them.
draw, sender draws receiver like one of their french girls.
face, sender turns receiver's face towards them.
flower, sender gives receiver a flower.
footsie, sender initiates footsie with receiver under the table.
forehead, sender presses their forehead against receiver's.
grab, sender grabs receiver's wrist to stop them from leaving.
jump, sender jumps onto receiver's back.
kiss, sender kisses receiver.
link, sender links arms with receiver while walking.
massage, sender offers receiver a massage.
patch, sender patches up receiver's wounds.
piano, sender teaches receiver how to play the piano.
pin, sender pins receiver's hands behind their back.
pluck, sender plucks something out of receiver's hair.
press, sender presses receiver against a wall.
propose, sender proposes to receiver.
quiet, sender gestures for receiver to be quiet.
rest, sender rests their head on receiver's shoulder.
serenade, sender serenades receiver with a song.
sign, sender walks into a sign and receiver sees.
size, sender measures the size of their hand against receiver's.
shoes, sender removes receiver's shoes for them.
sun, sender rubs sunblock onto receiver's back.
tattoo, sender gives receiver a tattoo.
tie, sender helps tie receiver's tie.
tuck, sender tucks receiver's hair behind their ear.
umbrella, sender lets receiver under their umbrella.
warning, sender presses a knife against receiver's neck as a warning.
zip, sender needs receiver's help to zip up the back of their dress.
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