Extremely bothers me when people don’t appreciate the complexities of life . How beautiful everything is . Maybe I just read too deeply into EVERYTHING,,,,, but that’s just how I feel . Cherish people. Absorb every second you have with someone you love because that’s so precious and sacred . Never view someone as a fucking option . An alternate . Fuck you . If people choose you to be in their lives be grateful. People are so beautiful. Exchanging energy is so beautiful. Making someone feel special is SOOO BEAUTIFUL. WE ONLY HAVE EACH OTHER GOD DAMN IT . Realize that now before you let it slip through you . Before you let someone beautiful slip away .

I wanna be able to recognize myself again

Conclusion of my depression rot day . My stomach hurts from all the Taco Bell I ate . I’m gonna start a country band .

My emotions are so messy like they’ve been rolled around in mud and inserted back into my chest . Heavy and dirty . I don’t know what I’m feeling and can’t understand any of it . Feels as if they’re deceiving me. Trying to lead me into the wrong directions . Attempting to push me to act upon them . Do in rational things that’d regret later . I just want to feel clean . I want to feel safe . I’m sensitive to everything. I notice everything and I’ll never forget it. I’ve been living in the past as of recently within my thoughts . It’s poisoning my fresh present feelings/emotions . It’s probably just the pmdd talking , but I hate that . I’d like to breathe . I don’t wanna suffocate . I’m constantly trying to intellectualize my existence. I think it’s a coping mechanism. Who knows? Sorry if you read this .

Im scared it won’t ever be enough

Don’t think

I love when people ask if your foods good

UGHGHGHGHH I love sweet shit

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Idiot

Just one of those days where you wanna cry every 2 seconds