today is the day that will mark abt the (REALITY)

deleting every tumblr promt abt HIM. YES YES YES WE WILL NOW MOVE ONNMN

what have i doneeeee ahhhhh I'll never forget this day my friend. 11:56 pm june 25th.....

right on that asylum,

a tender gesture

both agreed.

right on that little corner,

a tender gesture

treats with my kindness.

right on that very last spot,

a soft voice and a little halo

telling me to stop.

can i stay just right beside on that asylum??

forever?

6/20/22

yow, what the heck was that???? i think that I'm up for real this time. no hard feelings na. just me admiring nalang? i mean, okay na sakin. tanggap ko na. it's really over. nasa level na tayo ng acceptance. close friend it is.

6/19/22

baguio with fam, took so many photos!!! art capsule ❤️

06/17/22 lgbtqia+ ball, sleepover

06/18/22 art jam, lil adventure sa bukid HAHSHAHA

AHHHHH ANOTHER CORE MEMORYYYY!! LOVE THEM ALLLLLL

06/16/22

ahhhh lil chill day with my college friends!!!

another core memory✨💗💗💗💗

6/14/22

sarap ng foods!!!! super busog tonight. new core memory na naman LOL thank you!!!!!! 

P.S kung year 2023 or 2024 mo nabasa ‘to, aba sana maulit ito

alright, this feels like a right time to write. i had such a good day!! went to town and did a little thrift shop with my sister❤️ went to different stalls and bought 3 tops for only 20 pesos!!! like HEY IT'S SUCH A GOOD STEAL!! didn't have any hard time looking for specific design, i guess tops are perfectly displayed just for me. SO YEAH! THAT IS SOMETHING LOL. but anyways, today is june 13 and kinda on the verge of loneliness?

alone here in my room, watching random videos and listening to ky music. on a escape to reflect my dayyyy. ilove u goodnight.❤️✨

so yesterday ayon i just found out that i was unfriended on Facebook by my friend. one of my closest friendddd. idk what's the reason behind it, but all i know is "everything happens for a reason" I'm not seeking for an explanation naman, pero I'd be glad if she would be honest to me.

so yesterday ayon i just found out that i was unfriended on Facebook by my friend. one of my closest friendddd. idk what's the reason behind it, but all i know is "everything happens for a reason" I'm not seeking for an explanation naman, pero I'd be glad if she would be honest to me.

it's been a while. today is june 3rd, making the most out of it. just got off my bed.

ayokong mag overthink. baka nga mali tong iniisip ko? o baka naman tama? mukhang maliit na bagay pero iba ang epekto nito sa akin. 

Achilles and Patroclus will always have a special space in my heart. They made me feel loved. I love how their character reflects some of my personality. Their sweetness gave me butterflies! And that is more than enough to love the book. But, it was more than that. The experience I had to go through with them, feeling the emptiness right now as I write it explains everything. The journey they have been to. I was there, a look out. Patroclus how a simple young guy, a sweet lovable to achilles. The way he said every bit of love he feels for achilles. The longing, jealous, sacred, etc. I won't forget them all. I will forever be grateful that I had the chance to e with them from their childhood to the last........ Not gonna talk how it ended cause I'll just have to wait to dream to be with there again.

“The way his hair looked in summer sun. His face when he ran. His eyes, solemn as an owl at lessons. This and this and this. So many moments of happiness, crowding forward.” - Patroclus, *The Song of Achilles* by Madeline Miller.

Thank you so much to everyone who urged me to read this book. It took my breath away and, to be completely honest, I’m still not over it. Such a gorgeous retelling of Achilles’ likely romance with Patroclus. 😭

TRIGGER WARNING: Blood, Character Death Grieving.

“Achilles weeps. He cradles me, and will not eat, nor speak a word other than my name.”

- Patroclus, The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller

Forgive me: I’m getting a lot of “Why would you draw this?!” on Instagram and Twitter, but truthfully, after reading this part of the book, I just had some processing to do. Consider this the second image in a trilogy of pieces from this book; I figured that in order to really experience the joy of the last piece (you know the scene) it takes some venturing into the pathos.

💙🏛💙

They’re so precious !

“That is — your friend?“ “Philtatos,” Achilles replied, sharply. “Most beloved.” ― Madeline Miller, The Song of Achilles