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discharged from the crisis team!! they really said goodbye n good riddance
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got my antidepressants today!! starting them tomorrow
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this blog prioritizes plotting above all btw. i’m likely to respond to anything i’ve plotted out in depth. friends are always put first. i’m probably going to clean out follows soon if you follow and show no interest in interacting
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ships where they love them for all their monstrosities
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chorus.
dialogue prompts from chorus: a novel by rebecca kauffman.
i thought that was the only way it could possibly end.
your hair looks better than usual.
what will you say about me?
you’re not a fun person anymore.
you’re gonna want to see this.
we’re just a regular old laugh factory.
you think i don’t know you’re a fraud?
the harder i try not to think about it, the worse it is.
how do you rid yourself of a memory like that?
this is just one of your made-up stories, right?
you know how people judge sometimes.
did you get kicked out again?
i’m not out of control, am i? i’m not an animal.
does anyone actually believe there’s meaning to their existence?
i’ve been thinking about you. i’m glad you called.
you have to forgive your own heart for the ways it’s failed you.
sometimes it’s hard to use the right word, even to yourself.
life isn’t fair. it just comes at you and keeps coming.
these clouds are making me sad today.
some just need extra grace, is all.
you shouldn’t feel ashamed if you’re having a hard time dealing with things.
i hope you know it wouldn’t be any sign of weakness, to need help.
this is where you belong.
i think i might be better.
i hate conversations i can’t predict.
you don’t have to understand. you just have to accept it.
what do you need? what can i do?
how will i know you’re okay?
your brain finds ways to make things acceptable for you.
the truth finds a way to make its demands.
you don't take people's darkness personally.
i don't know how to just be someone else to you.
blah, blah, blah. who cares?
i've been wanting to tell you something for a long time.
i felt like it might be easier to just keep the armor up.
i wanted someone else to be in charge and take care of things, for once.
we were kids. we were just kids.
i don't understand how you're so calm about this.
why did you never tell me how you were suffering? if i knew...
what are you thinking now?
i'll do whatever you think i should do. i never know what to do.
i wish i could open your mind like a fruit to examine.
our hearts can only carry so much in one lifetime.
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MUSE LIST. as of 02. 08. 22
chrissy cunningham of stranger things. hc based.
lorraine day of x.
callie adams foster of good trouble.
sarah williams of labyrinth.
julia of the watcher.
kirby reed of scream.
lou simms of swimming with sharks.
cleo cazo of the suicide squad. hc based.
anita lesnicki of jennifer's body.
bree tanner of twilight. hc based.
alice dainard of super 8.
lenora laferty of the devil all the time.
dylan sanders of charlie's angels.
TEST / UPCOMING.
jessica hamby of true blood.
maggie rhee of the walking dead.
tessa of no way out.
wanda maximoff of marvel. hc based.
florence giles of original lore.
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