cause i was young, i thought i didn’t have to care about anything but i’m older now and know that i should

independent  ‘  nathan wuornos  ‘  from syfi’s haven.  loved by red.

muse update, i am added h.aven muses including : du.ke cro.cker, au.drey park.er, cla.ire calla.han, au.drey park.er 2.0, sar.a ver.non, and jenn.ifer ma.son

in addition to that, na.than wu.ornos will be located at troubleunfelt.

would u be so kind

have u ever wanted to see a grown woman cry ? ask me about h/aven and u will

but i don’t wanna watch my mouth  /  no, i don’t wanna act like i can’t figure it out

independent  ‘  vicki vale  ‘  from  dc comics.  multi  -  versed.  selective and private.  loved by red.

who’s gonna take one for the team and stream hav.en w/ me so i don’t cry and feel lonely

AND NOW I’M MELTING FROM MY WINGS.

*    independent multimuse blog    /    canon  &  original muses    /    loved by red    /     ©

wrow i can(‘t) believe i’m about to make a du.ke crock.er blog

i have to go to class but two things a) p.hilip pear.son deserves better and b) du.ke cro.cker didn’t deserve to die thanks for your fucking time

; send me ❛ brush ❜ for my character's reaction to your character running their fingers through my character's hair.

dicks out for p.hilip pear.son

dicks out for p.hilip pear.son

“listen this is going to sound terrible but sending p.hilip to the past was the worst decision the dir.ector could have ever made bc he makes decisions based off his heart not his mind, or logic . like in the beginning he let deaths happen bc he knew he could ruin stuff but he feels so terrible about every single death he ever lets happen . like in s2 when he was getting the reboot he was literally having a fucking breakdown when all the other historians just accepted it all , they let it happen , but p.hilip wants to SAVE PEOPLE and he can’t and he feels worthless because of it and no matter how many people he saves from his missions it’ll never be enough because there’s So Many More he could save and he literally can’t because he knows it could do more harm than good but he literally just wants everyone to be saved and he cares about humanity so fucking much he would rather die both in the past and the future than have to live with the fact that people are going to die and he can’t save them

like in ep1 you can SEE how he wants to save real p.hilip’s friend but he knows he can’t

and whenever they have to do prot.ocol 5 he’s so fucking upset bc everyone else has lives to go back to, parents, friends, significant others, CHILDREN and p.hilip literally has to sit alone all day knowing he could be out saving people but he fucking can’t because history says they have to die and that’s no fair to him”

We’re not gonna save the world… It doesn’t want to be saved.

bloomedsoul

❛    I’VE  NEVER  BEEN  A  FANCY  PERSON  .    ❜    joke  inspired  words.  she  tries  to  tease  ,  to  bring  a  softness  to  the  atmosphere  around  them.  he  tries  more  than  she.  maybe  she  should  try  ,  too.    ❛    but  please  do  and  try  to  make  me  one.  i’d  love  to  live  an  elegant  lifestyle.    ❜

❛   it’s okay, i haven’t either.   ❜      another laugh falls from your lips.  oh, what you wouldn’t do to make her see how truly she touches you.      ❛   i’ll try my best.  course you don’t need a braid to be elegant.  you do that well enough yourself.  ❜

bloomedsoul

DOUBT  MADE    /    MISFORTUNE  BLESSED  .    a  knot  in  her  stomach  has  been  forming  over  weeks.  it’s  tangled  and  oozing  ,  pouring  anxiety  into  veins.  tea  is  her  comfort  and  her  only  remedy  ,  but  it  is  not  melting  away  all  her  problems.  she  feels  her  body  shaking  and  the  touch  to  her  shoulder  only  worsens  it.  sob  swells  in  her  throat  ,  eyes  blink  ,  shedding  tears  down  crimson  cheeks.  from  behind  blonde  hair  ,  a  glance  is  stolen.    ❛    nobody’s  sitting  there.    ❜     rushed  words  are  contaminated  by  an  unsteady  voice.  she  is  anything  but  stable.    ❛    it’s  all  yours.    ❜

words rush to your ears.  at first glance, you miss it    :    the way her body tenses, then shuttered.  the way she glaces and immediately recovers her face.  come on, teodus, you’re more observant than that.  you’re moving your bag to the table before it clicks, and your eyes are drifting back towards her.  you let yourself sit before you scoot your seat a bit closer to hers, careful to keep your voice low.      ❛   miss, i know it’s none of my business, but are you okay  ?  it seems like you’re crying.   ❜      what a way to verbalize your concern.  with a shake of your head, you move your hands to your lap, your eyes gazing upon your mug for a moment, your thoughts coming to a better way to voice your worry.      ❛   what i mean is, is there something you’d perhaps like to talk about  ?   ❜

bloomedsoul

❛    WHAT’S  A  FISHTAIL  BRAID?    ❜    bitten  tongue.  she  reprimands  herself  for  speaking.  a  foolish  question  to  ask,  she  concludes.  why  can’t  she  learn  the  basics  of  anything?  tragedy  built  heart  weeps  silently  from  lost  potential.    (    that’s  assuming  she  had  any  to  begin  with.    )  

lips pull away to show teeth.  a short laugh falling from your lips.  fingers already moving to part blonde hair.       ❛   it’s a fancy term for twisted hair.   ❜      another laugh falls from parted lips.  you can feel the sudden discomfort she feels within herself    :    you hope your words help ease it, and allow her to see what you sees.    light.