I’m just gonna go on a bit of a rant/vent here because I haven’t been feeling great the past few days.
So one of my favorite four swords artists here on tumblr blocked me. Now before ya’ say something like “Don’t take it personally!” or something along those lines. Yeah. I’m very aware I shouldn’t, but I am. I just keep overthinking about it.
My first guess is that it was because of a particularly really bad quality doodle I made?? Maybe?? Or maybe it was the contents of it? It was a pretty stupid Infinity War reference. Maybe it was too ridiculous of a joke to make?? I can’t tell.
Now another thing is maybe it’s because I don’t comment on stuff. Which would be hilarious because I do that because I’m either so afraid of saying the wrong thing or because I literally don’t know what to say most of the time.
I regularly check the #four swords tag and reblog stuff I like.
Usually my reblogging goes:
#legend of zelda #four swords
-then onto more specific tags like characters. Or maybe someone included a AU tag. Whatever. It just helps me to find it in my reblogs if I need to, or if someone following me has that particular tag in a filter.
But only ever tagging the contents when reblogging, and not commenting, I… would that be annoying?? I don’t know.
I know this is a silly thing to be so upset over. I’m so very aware of that. I don’t think it’s even this in particular that’s got me down now. It just kinda kickstarted it I guess.
It just makes me hate how bad my social skills are. That has to be what caused this to happen right? There’s gotta be something I’m not understanding. I think I’m hilariously bad at finding the right things to say. It’s not something I’ve ever been that good at. I think I find it difficult to participate in conversations most of the time. I don’t think I get… people.
Maybe someone else will block me over posting this. It’s likely. I’m just tired and wanted say what’s been on my mind though. Ha, I’m not even sure if this is all that’s been on my mind. But here’s a snippet of me overthinking I guess!
Dog shows: Hold still. No, more still. Now move your leg. No not like that. Yes the stranger is touching you ignore it. Hold still. Hold STILL ok now walk.
Cat shows: Ooooh baby cute little fuzzy baby baby look at the nice feather toy! Get it! you are such a beautiful kitty can the nice judgy give you a kissy on your widdo head?