Hey, You

Because of my anxiety I feel odd saying certain things to people because I dont want to seem too ‘much’. So I am going to use this post as my years long outlet. Feel free to read if you want to see me act like a thirsty bitch

Boy I have thought you were so god damn hot since the very beginning. If we ever end up in the same room I will fucking jump you as soon as its socially acceptable. Your fucking arms I can’t. I want your hands and lips all over me. Let you throw me down and do whatever you want. Hold me down and pull my hair. I could go on, and will if you ever ask me to. 

This is what happens after 5 years of wanting to fuck someone but not being able to. 

Rant

I sexualize myself whenever I reach a low point mentally. I fear I will never find love so I desperately reach out for any attention and affection I can get. This usually leads to lots of casual interactions with people in my life that will never go beyond just that. I try going on dates but with my anxiety and residual effects from my accident its hard for me to find people i really connect with both personally and sexually. The few times I do it still doesn’t work. The last almost relationship I had we had to end things because he had to move back to south africa and wasn’t sure when or if he would ever come back. 

Oh well. 

I just want someone to think im pretty and want to hold my hand. Someone that understands the issues I can’t fix and hate about myself and doesn’t make me feel worse about them. 

This feeling will fade over time as it tends to come and go in waves. But it still sucks to go through.

god I haven’t been on here in a while. 

I can’t remember who almost any of these people are

WHO ARE YOU ALL

Void Juice®

(via aimmiat)

I just screamed

Dogs are too pure honestly

Overwatch Sketches by Adrian Wilkins

crunch crunch munch munch

Here have a vine compilation that I made and enjoy I’m not late to the party or anything