I honestly thought this was it.

A let down to say the least.

This city is littered with my love for you. And no, I don't want the reminders to go away. I just want you back already.

But look at where I am .

Crying in a bathroom closer to you than I ever thought I'd be again. Empty hope and loaded feelings fill my heart to the brim until it overflows. Each tear is a mixture between what I thought I was gonna have, and what I still desperately want.

And still...

I just feel like I'm one of many.

Can we go couch shopping? I want to go couch shopping with you.

fuck all you fake bitches unfollowing dominic because he cut his hair ❤️ if you really fuck with an artist they’re physical appearance will never matter 🤨 he look cute asf anyway goodbye

Don't Knock It Till You Try It

The reason I want "storybook" love so badly is because it's so powerful. I don't need anything to be perfect, but I want the type of love that will make you fly across the country in order to not lose what you have. The type of love that could make a guy break off an entire engagement because he's "in love with someone else". The type of love that would make a liar become honest and a cheater become faithful.

I want that because I know how strong and powerful love can be and how it is in my own heart. I just want a love that matches mine. So yes, maybe comparing romance to the books and movies is a little dramatic, but not because love like that doesn't actually exist.

Everyone is always so busy ignoring their true feelings and just going through the motions their life takes them through. But what if they didn't? What if one day they said enough is enough and took control of how they wanted things to start going? What if one day you see the love of your life, and instead of just letting them pass by, you tell them exactly how you feel from the bottom of your heart? What if you let your emotions get the best of you and you call them when you think of them and tell them you just wanted to hear their voice? What if you unexpectedly kiss them, mid sentence, because your heart just couldn't understand how you love this person so much, or why you think they look so damn good all of the time, and your brain just didn't know what else to do.

What if you become comfortable letting yourself fall into this person and trying hard to make your life how you want it to be with them? What if you didn't just have to let it pass you by?

It could happen if you want it to.

I think about you. But I dont say it anymore.

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“I wonder if someone has ever thought of me so much at night that they couldn’t sleep.”

— Unknown

I miss you way too much.

you found me again, and it still feels like we aren't meant to be.

I want to share every laugh with you.

Thinking about being with anyone besides you is SO unappealing to me.

I hate that for me.

I don't want to be someone's wife just because they don't want to be bored when they get home from work.

Fucked up about you.

How do you do that? Make life with you look like it's everything I've ever wanted? Just by existing. By doing nothing at all.