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This is more punk than the whole of punk history.

seen in Portland Oregon

personally if i’m out walking and smell laundry or someone else’s cooking or campfire i immediately get hit with a wave of nearly overwhelming comfort. on account of the joie de vivre

Huge fan of when my speech patterns rub off on people enjoy when thay happens

saw a tiktok of a mother taking her very tiny daughter to an art museum and she’s just walking around going “whoooa” “woooaah” to everything but then they got to a marble statue of a nude woman lying on her back and the girl points and goes “mommy🫵” and i just immediately welled up with tears and all the comments are just laughing about it and of course it’s funny but how are you not insanely moved by the way art connects everyone on earth from a centuries-old sculptor to a toddler in 2023

i think an uncomfortable truth is that there is an inherent arrogance one has to overcome after spending too much time alone, which is not so obvious when it's forced (i.e. through ostracism) because the assumption is that someone who has been ostracized is more likely to lack confidence and thinks poorly of themselves. but then there's this dance between victimhood and low self-esteem yet also subconsciously believing that your own view or daily decisions are "correct" or "better" because you've never had anyone tell you otherwise, because you've been alone. and in addition have gotten used to being extremely independent and considering others' input doesn't even occur to you. so when others DO provide feedback, it's almost jarring, like you don't have a behavioral pathway with which to respond or receive the feedback so you just respond with irritation because your system is confused

hope ppl realize, you are not one of the good queers for throwing any of your fellow queer sisters/brothers/siblings under the bus for being kinksters and the like. just learn to love and accept eachother please

i’m going to kdxjdhdjhddjjdhs

there’s a place downtown where the freaks all come around

it’s a hole in the wall it’s a dirty free for all

Matthew Lillard and Angelina Jolie in Hackers (1995)

something about crowds singing in unison at concerts that leaves my entire existence awestruck. its the the most human thing ever.

Slut, 2018 watercolor 21 x 30cm