i have to talk about the horrors today (i have therapy)

bpd culture is why am i like this?????? why am i like this why am i like this why am i like this why a m i like thsi why am i like this why am i like this why am il ike this why an i like this why am i like this why am i like this why am i like this why am i like this why am i like this why am i like this why am i like thtos why am i like this whhy an i like this why am i like this why am i like this why an i like this why am i like this why am i like tiis why am i like this why am i liem thsi why an i like this why am i like this why am il ike this why am i like this why am i likw this why am i like this why am i like this why am i like this why am i liek this why am i like this why ak i like this why am i like this why am i like this

me core

Changing the batteries of my vibrator as an act of self care 😌

When he hurts I hurt, it sounds crazy but it's true. My body physically cringes to the sight of him in pain. Today I started crying when he opened up about his feelings...

I feel guilty for taking the attention away from his issue. I want to be as supportive for him as he is for me, but my heart aches so bad when I see him upset.

I love him so much, he feels like an extension of myself

Don’t listen to anyone that tells you you should be “over it” by now (including yourself). There is no timeline for healing. 

I don't want to talk to him ever again. But sometimes I wish I had the answers only he could give me.

Did he choke me while he raped me?

Did he plan the rape? And if yes, for how long did he plan it?

Has he done it before? Will he do it again?

Does he regret it?

Why me?

Why me?

WHY ME?

I will never know the answers to these questions. I will have to learn to live without them.

smoking so much that being sober starts to feel like a new high 😭

how can my feelings go from “i wanna die” to “im actually okay!” all within 10 mins ..

gotta be on my cinderella shit now, this is my calling

save me early spring sunshine

“i can’t do this anymore” says a girl who is not only going to do it but do it well

Yall ready to tune in for the monthly episode of me not picking up my meds and going batshit crazy, ruining my mental health and jeopardizing my health and studies bc whoopsie daisy I can't be bothered to WALK TO THE PHARMACY AND GET THE LIFE SAVING MEDICATION

I'm so sick and tired of myself it's incredibly frustrating, any tips to not put it off some more? Genuinely need advice to make this stop happening every month

i just wanna cut everyone off and rot away in my bed

dull… dull dull dull

the world is so dull without you

a girl like me needs to chew on her hand and rock back and forth from time to time