and i wonder..do u even care about me?
i know u ask me how am i,
but only when i pick up the phone first and ask how ure doing
but only after were finished talking
and u just asked how r u?
'hey how about you? ive been wanting to know how ure doing.'
'i hvnt heard about you in a while, tell me about you.'
barely to none.
but i know if u ever come running to me, id pick up the phone and be there for you regardless of the fact tht maybe i was hurt you the night before.
now im questioning, were then even a moment where youre the one who started the conversation, the call, the how are yous.
i cant recall one.
and i wonder...why.
why am i the only one suffering at the other end
why am i the only one reachin out
why am i the only one caring
and when i told u i cry because of you, you dont even try to console me.
so i stopped telling you how I am. because i know u wont do anything about it nor ure sorry that u cant do anything about it. nothing.
but smtimes u frced it out of me. so i told you. then i get disappointed. again.
and the cycle repeats where i go and pick up my phone and ask how are you
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hanging out, getting baked and taking photos of my beautiful friends.
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A priority in your heart will remain a priority on your tongue. So if you donโt find yourself praying for it everyday, then you most likely wasnโt serious about it to begin with.
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